Never
Enough
As
it was always told, shown, deeply learned, what would always be
Less
than a few, less than some, less than many, less than any
Wailing
inside in silent despair, wailing outside with accompanying
tears
Asking, asking and asking of myself and those that said,
why? what? How?
Yesterdays
slowly turning, falling, spiraling down into yesteryears
Same sad
song seared into consciousness by those that matter most
Same sad
heart's lament reprises over and over the insidious choirs
chorus
Eschewing the words of all those that rose up to denounce
the choir
Crumbling
a little more, cracks kept filled by a beautiful smile
Old lessons
keep reverberating in what is a beautiful mind
Needle sticks over
and over and over again to a beautiful heart
Doubting must not
continue to fester in such a beautiful soul
Beliefs
long learned take oh so much longer to dispel, discard, demolish
Each
day in oh so many ways those that do just love shine back
light
Stepping from what was never true, realizing what the truth
has always been
The insight widens the smile, beautiful and never
to be never enough again
G.R.
Hambley
July 11, 2013