Chapter 5
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Sam was no closer to finding anything. If it was possible he had actually taken a step back. Work was piled upon him. By eleven he’d been thrown so many patients he’d lost count somewhere in the middle. In between charts, he spent his time on the phone, calling hotels, describing Cara to the last detail, in hopes of finding at least where she had came from. He had found nothing there, either.

To make matters worse, his headache had gotten worse, and he had to blink to see things in front of him clearly. He needed sleep, but that came a close second to a piece of mind. Christine was safe; Scott wasn’t. In just a few hours, Cara Stevens would shot her own husband. And he had no clue why.

"Nothing, Sam. Cara pleaded guilty. Broke down really. The papers tell no story of why she did it. She just shut herself off. Christine moved in with Scott’s parents where she still is in my time." Al’s words did nothing.

"No reason. She didn’t give a motive?" He looked down at the coffee in the bottom of his cup.

"None. Guilty, Sam. You plead that, and they don’t care if voices in your head told you to do it. Ziggy did discover that her attorney wanted her to plead insane. There are some medical records from early ’89 that prove she wasn’t quite ‘all there.’"

Sam sighed, but then looked up, realizing something from Al’s words. "’89? She was still married to Scott at that point." The wheels in his head were turning. "The pictures, Al, they were always happy. Maybe those medical records are the key. Maybe they are part of the reason she walked out."

"Maybe," Al agreed. "But right now, Linda is on her way to this hospital bringing Christine with her. And that means that Cara isn’t far behind."

"Right," he said, getting up out of his chair. One glance at his watch told him it was 1:34 p.m. "Al, at what time was Scott shot?"

Al punched a button on the handlink. "3:29 p.m."

"I need to know why she’s mad at me or I’m never going to get through to her. How’s Scott?"

"Better. But I don’t how much he’s gonna remember."

"Well, we just have to hope he’ll remember what I need. Or at least something I can work with."

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"Cara? What went wrong between Cara and I? Nothing, Admiral. We were happy." His brow furrowed. "I think." His last words sounded unsure.

"It’s important," Al stressed, hoping to get something from this man. He was lucky he was even to get in to speak to Scott, Verbena had been against it. Scott was still ill, and he didn’t need to be interrogated. "What about 1989? Medical records?"

Suddenly Scott’s eyes turned a little angry. "Where did you hear about those records? They’re private." He shot up in the bed, pulling on the IV line. Al knew he was going to have to try a new approach.

"Cara’s coming back, Scott," he tried and it seemed to work.

"Cara? Coming back?" He shook his head. "You -someone-, I can’t remember, told me that Dr. Beckett was," he strained to remember, "taking my place to correct something that went wrong. What does it have to do with Cara? She’s gone. She picked and left. I may not remember my social security number, but I remember what happened with Cara."

"What did happen?"

"Nothing," Scott insisted, though this time his words weren’t as strong. "I didn’t do anything. I loved her. I still love her. Cara, well, I know she felt the same, but it was different." He paused and for a second Al was afraid that he wouldn’t. "She had a hard time getting over anything. She got angry a lot. She was . . . bitter. Is she going to try something?" Al didn’t answer. "It wouldn’t surprise me. She was a housewife. She didn’t work. She told me it didn’t bother her, but I always felt like she hid it. Like she hated me for going to school and for going to work." He shook his head. "I can’t remember anything else." He looked up at Al. "I loved her, but it seemed no matter what, we weren’t what some would call ‘meant to be.’ Like every time we tried to look past her problem, it didn’t get anywhere. Love wasn’t strong enough." He paused again. "Are you married?"

"Yeah," Al replied. "Thirty-nine years."

He saw Scott smile. "Well, then maybe you don’t know about trying to achieve the ‘meant to be’ status."

"Maybe not," Al answered, Scott’s words ringing in his head. Somehow he did know how it felt, but he didn’t know how.

Chapter Six