poetry

these are thoughts i have written down in the past..some may call it poetry, some may call it thoughts, and some might thing it's just plan words..

broken pieces

the broken pieces of my heart are laying on the floor.so many things have happend to the one that i care most for. things have just been going down for me and i can't take it anymore. no one cares the way i feel,why i feel,or how i feel. they dont understand how much it hurts to have someone leave you on their heel. every word they say another piece falls off...slowly...quitely...painfully.what will be left of it in the end? just broken pieces...with no one to care or help pick up the broken pieces

poor kid

why must the kid be so sad? he has so much yet he acts like he has none at all. he walks with his head down as if no one cares who he is. he acts fine but inside he is dying. what will end his misery? love? something he thinks he does not deserve and will never have. love is too important to ignore like it isn't there. it's all around. but not to him, not to me. i know how it must hurt. one day he will see and hopefully he will be free.

shadow

as i sit amongest the shadows i can't but help to stare at the face i so adore. that smile those eyes i use to stare into. as i stare at the one that is no longer mine i pray, i hope, i wish he will one day be mine again. then in seconds my world goes in a flash as i see the girl on his left smiling, talking, laughing as once i did. my heart throbs, my knees go weak, my mind goes blank, and the tears start to fall. as i sit and stare from afar they are together not knowing how every move was tearing my heart apart. there is nothing i can do but cry and think about all the good times that i will never have again.

i'm sorry

i'm sorry i have gotten in the way. i thought you really cared. i'm sorry for loving you as i thought you loved me. i didn't mean to get in the way. i didn't mean what i meant to say, i thought we had something. i'm sorry for thinking like i do. i will leave you now, but i'm still caring even if you don't. i'm sorry i don't have your heart anymore as i once thought i did. i hope she cares for it well, as i once thought i did. we had something...so i thought. i'm sorry for entering your life...forgive me.

what's wrong?

what is wrong? that's what they all ask. what am i to say if i can think of an answer? i ask myself the same question everyday but as i dig inside i can't find a certain response. something is there i can feel it, but where? i don't know. as i walk with my head down trying to figure things out that have no solution. what is the point of it all? that's what i can't figure out. something is there that is so strong i can't cover it up by acting like it is not there. so i shall go on with this mystery that is yet to be solved until one day it can be found.

complicated

why is love so complicated? things should be carefree and wonderful when you love someone. but it ends up being complicated. is love really love when there is a lot of stress and pressure? it shouldn't be like that at all. love is the way you feel for someone. showing your love is a gift from God, a way you can show someone how much you care about them. there should not be stress or strife in that. there is no reason for that to happen. loving someone should not be hard or painful. it is made to be a wonderful feeling and a great thing to share. so if it is all that stuff is it really love?

alone

why do i feel so alone in the dark cold. no one there to make you feel love. no one there to know or care how alone you are no one to cheer you up when you're down. alone. no one to pat your back when you do something good. like a single flower in an open field. no one to talk to anytime or anywhere. no one to put a smile on your face. i wish i had someone to share my secrets with. someone that cared.

all poetry is copyrighted by : Annie Dillard

more poetry to come

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