The anger builds inside me;
It grows, it swells, and owns-
The hurt, the pain, and sadness
Are released through tears and moans.
I am overcome with guilt,
It burns so deep inside
To think I yelled and screamed
And now I have no pride.
I'm all alone;
Isolated
Dazed
Confused
All my friends and resources used.
This guilt just makes me wonder-
Why do I hurt others when I'm the one going under?
This guilt is just not worth it,
They mean more to me than this;
But if that's true and we shouldn't fight
Why is my life not bliss?
They don't know how I love them,
They don't realize I care
But maybe one day this wall will break down
And my emotions I'll be able to share.
