How do I know I love you?
Because of all the pain it causes me
I am sitting in my room and havent seen you all day
I
miss you so much
It stabs at my heart cruelly
I long to see you again
You give me a teasing smile
As well as making my heart soar
It gives me pain inside
Because I cannot have that smile to myself
Not yet
Is it possible that so much joy can hurt me?
Because I am so happy when I am around you
That it hurts
The happiness takes a heartless blow to my chest
Striking my soul
A tear rolls down my cheek
And my body cringes in pain of your absence
So close, yet so far away
Perhaps that is what is hurting me
My inability to speak my emotions
to you
I convey my joy and pain through my eyes
But not in verbal speech
It hurts more than any physical attack
Because it is not a wound
I can heal with material items
So how do I know I love you?
It hurts.
