My Journey

Take that!" I screamed at the television.

I was at my best friend's BSB party and we were watching The "I'll never break your heart" video, all of us were throwing shredded up newspaper at Leighanne. I hated her, I wanted her dead, how was Brian ever supposed to love me with her in the picture.

"She is such a slut!"said Kristina

"I know!"I said, Kristina and I were both in love with Brok, the others laughed.

Once that video was over we popped in Homecoming:live in Orlando.

"Mandy is such a bitch she stole Nick's TV"I annonced.

"Omigod for real?"asked Jess, a Nick fanatic.

"Yup..ugh look at Leighanne what does Bri see in her, Oh I know her boobs!"I said everyone laughed again.

We were all psyched after all only what 24 hours until the concert!!! By the time "We've got it goin on" came on we all were dancing and screaming.

"AJ is soo damn fine!"said Hannah.

"Hell Yeah!"agred Marcy, I nodded but my heart was with Brian.

By 2 am we all managed to fal asleep with thoughts of our favorite Backstreet boys running through our heads. We all awoke about 11am automtically hyper knowing we soon would be breathing the same air as our boys!

"I hope Leighanne's not there" I said.

"I know wouldn't that suck"siad Hannah.

"I'll kick her ass for ya"proclaimed Danielle, even though she prefered Kevin.

We all were in the 1st and 2nd rows meaning the 3 in 2nd row would be chilling with us in first!The concert didn't start until 7pm so until then I bragged to my online friends in betwen looking at hot pictures of the boys with my buds.

It seemed as if this evening would never come but it did and I couldn't stop jumping. We were at the arena an hour before it started picking up as much merchindase as possible. We found our seats and couldn't stp hugging each other saying how we hope we don't faint and other statements along those lines.Mandy Moore came out first.

"And she is only 15!"I screamed.

"I know she looks like a slut"agreed Marcy.

"She can sing but does she have to be soo provactive"I asked.

"Sex sells Em,hate to break it to you"said Danielle.

After that came EYC~Express Yourself Clearly~which we liked alot more considering they were guys. Then finally came our boys!!!

"Omigod,Omigod,Omigod!!"Iscreamed as they flew out.

We proved we were die hard fans and danced to every song but I had to pee in the middle of "thats the way I like it" so not wanting to embarass myself I ran to the bathroom that I thought was empty.

Once I did my business and was going to exit I heard a *sniffle*. In the corner was an adult blonde holding a chiuaua[and I know I cant spell] and crying. I didn't know dogs were aloud in here I thought.

"Are you Okay"I asked even though wanted to return to the concert. She attempted to nod but failed.

"Listen I can help if you want"I said, after all I had morals.

"*sniffle* Im afraid my boyfriend is going to dump me"she said.

"Wella guy who makes you feel this bad isn't worth it"I said.

"We've been together for about four years now and we love each other but I think he wants to *sniffle*not worry about me anymore"she said and started sobbing agian. I felt bad fo her, the person she loved might end it, how bad is that?

"Listen if he is good enough a guy for you to love he is good enough to know not to let you go"I said trying to comfort her.

"Can you please leave, I need to be alone right now."

I didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable so I left but not w/o giving her my email address first and making her proise to wrte.

I enjoyed the rest of my evening immensly. Brian waved at me!!! But I couldn't get the lady from the bathroom out of my head.

"hey Em, whats up?your spacier than normal"said Hannah who was losing her voice.

I shrugged. Once I got home I went straight to bed but the lad would not exit my mind so right after school, that I barely survived through, I got online and had a message form someone I din't recognize.

HEY~Thanx for your help you were right..
LOve always~law

I was happy for her!I assumed law wasn't her real name but I knew peeps with weirder names so I disregarded it, I wrote her back.

Hey law..I'm glad it worked and by the way what happened?
Hugs-kisses-n-cookies-Em

She immediatly wrote me back asking if we could IM{instant message} each other. I quickly agreed and we chatted.

Law7603btl:hey its law
roksbabygirl: I would have never gussed..lol...
law7603btl:I take it Brians your fave BSB member
roksbabygirl:Yup hes my husband [I really do say that]
law7603btl:mine too!!;)
roksbabygirl:so what happened last night?????
law7603btl:well...my guy travels alot so he brought up how maybe it would be better for me if we broke up..I was real sad
roksbabygirl:Ahh thats sad.get to the HAPPY part
law7601btl:After the show he apoligized and we made up
roksbabygirl:Dont you mean Made out..lol...

Our convo continued we would talk almost everyday about just about anything for the next two months.One day the subject of us meeting again came up...

law7603btl:hey I'll be in your neighborhood soon wanna have lunch you can meet my sweetie???
roksbabygirl:LAW!!!Of coarse I would love too but U know U R payin'..lol..
law7603btl:well actually Brian is*lol*
roksbabygirl:thats his name
law7603btl:uh huh you like???
roksbabygirl:I LOVE IT!!!..lol...
law7603btl:ok~how does DEC.20th sound at the Country Rose Cafe
roksbabygirl:Great but...I got the Victorian Carol Feast that day.. I'm one of the performers..sorry
law7603btl:thats ok we can do that instead I'd love to watch you in action..lol..
roksbabygirl:Now now you are the aspiring actress
law7603btl:what time???
roksbabygirl: 2pm at my school
law7603btl:see you then!!

We had a Wednesday and Friday performance before that so I knew what to do. My group was second act we sang...God bless ye merry gentlemen, bring a torch Jeanette Isabella, Calypso Carol, and come all ye faithful..and at the end Silent night with everyone else.

After the show I immediatly noticed LAW!! I ran up and hugged her.

"hey law!" Isaid excited to see her happy for the first time in person.

"Hey Em"she said,"Brian, this is Em, Em this is Brian" and standing in front of me was Brian Littrell, meaning law was actually Leighanne Wallace.

Sudddenly a qoete from Romeo and Juliet came to mind,"My only love sprung from my only hate"I didn't let it show though.

I shook Brian Littrell's hand and said,"pleasure to meet you"

He answered back with,"You too, lovely performance"

"I know it was wonderful Em, I'm soo proud"said Leighanne,"Im sorry to say but we gotta go maybe we can get together tommorrow"I nodded and we hugged goodbye.

Once I got homeI was soo confused, I hated Leighanne after all she was Brian's girlfriend but now my best friend. That evening she got online,

law7603btl:surprised you didn't I
roksbabygirl:YES
law7603btl:I'm sorry if you were embarassed but I wanted to surprise you.
roksbabygirl:its ok after all I did meet him.
law7603btl:we meeting tomorrow
roksbabygirl:sure can You get me a ride there...
law7603btl:sure we'll go shopping!!!

Even if she was Leighanne she was still my friend and that wasn't going to change so I continued to treat her normal.

The next day Brian and Leighanne picked me up in a Jeep. When he dropped me off I looked at them saying 'goodbye' to each other and could see the love they shared . It was sweet even though was in love with Brian. We shopped for about three hours until I got picked up by my bud Adam.

Leighanne and I hugged goodbye and I knew I had no reason to hate her. She was aperon in love with somone famous life was hard enough for her without some psycho fans wanting her dead. Thats when I decede I didn't hate Leighanne anymore and was glad Brian found someone to love and love him back.

[Email me with comments Roksbabygirl@aol.com..Do you like do you not tell me.]

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