Poems I Love

"My Heart Will Go On"

~My Poems~

~Poems I Love~

The following two poems were written by Ricky, my only son. Sadly we did not see them until After his suicide. And they are NOT "Poems I Love"! But I had to place them here, Just because Ricky wrote them! Ricky also designed the title bars.

My dreams would drive you insane

Twisted images, people shadows

Conglomerations of landscapes,

A hill from Virginia, a sky from New York

A class from high school, zombies.

People unmoving, statues running

Why am I immune?

Am I?

Perhaps I went insane years ago.

A crack in the China,

Too small to be seen,

But its there.

Or is it?

~Author~Ricky Bingham, 1997~

Walking out,

Leaving behind

my body of almost 18 years.

Not looking back

Afraid if I did,

I might not be able to go.

But then I might see

The scars of mine.

The bruises, the blemishes.

Added through the years

By my own stupidity.

Why shouldn't I go?

I would have no regrets.

Starting over, new body, same mind.

This time, for sure, I wouldn't do the same.

That added the scars to that body of mine.

Yes, I will go.

So why do I feel like

I'm leaving something behind?

~Author~Ricky Bingham, 1997~

I walk along the row of silent stones

moss covered, cool to my hand

reading names that roll

like a litany through time

recited in timeless manner

by those of established kinship

and I am somehow gratified

that I too will some day

rest among these storied few

and in the telling and the retelling

I too shall be remembered

~Author~Gaylord Alexis Cooper

Remember Me *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

I never meant to leave you, Could I have only stayed; We would be going on in life, With all the plans we made.

Now all the hopes and dreams we shared, Are but sweet memories; For you to tuck inside your heart, Now when you remember me.

Remember all the good times, And all the joy we shared; Remember how you touched my life, And how I really cared.

Think back on all the laughter, And wipe away your tears; You still have many miles to go, And still have many years.

Don't look back...look forward, This day is a brand new start; And as you travel on in life, You'll take a bit of my heart.

I never meant to leave you, But still you'll not be alone; For as long as my love lives in you, I'll never really be gone.

~Author~Allison Chambers Coxsey~ Used with permission Thank you, Allison! Please visit Allison's Heart, And read her beautiful poetry!

I Lost My Child Today *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

I lost my child today. People came to weep and cry, As I just sat and stared, dry eyed. They struggled to find words to say, To try and make the pain go away, I walked the floor in disbelief, I lost my child today.

I lost my child last month. Most of the people went away, Some still call and some still stay. I wait to wake up from this dream. This can't be real. I want to scream. Yet everything is locked inside, God, help me, I want to die. I lost my child last month.

I lost my child last year. Now people who had came, have gone. I sit and struggle all day long, To bear the pain so deep inside. And now my friends just question, Why? Why does this mother not move on? Just sits and sings the same old song. Good heavens, it has been so long. I lost my child last year.

Time has not moved on for me. The numbness it has disappeared. My eyes have now cried many tears. I see the look upon your face, "She must move on and leave this place." Yet I am trapped right here in time. The songs the same, as is the rhyme, I lost my child.......Today.

Written by, and used with permission from Netta Wilson ~ ~ 1996

This poem was written by Netta, who lost her daughter When she was killed in a car accident. The car was hit by a semi. May God give you peace, Netta! Click on Netta's name above to visit her Memorial to Cara.

God's Garden *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

God looked around His Garden and found an empty place. He then looked down upon His earth and saw your loving face.

He put his arms around you and lifted you to rest. His Garden must be beautiful, He always takes the best.

He knew that you were suffering, He knew you were in pain. And knew that you would never get well on earth again.

He saw your path was difficult, He closed your tired eyes, He whispered to you "Peace be Thine" and gave you wings to fly.

When we saw you sleeping so calm and free of pain, We would not wish you back to earth to suffer once again.

You've left us precious memories, your love will be our guide, You live on in our hearts, you're always by our side.

It broke our hearts to lose you, but you did not go alone. For part of us went with you on the day God called you home.

~Author Unknown~

To My Dearest Family: *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Some things I’d like to say ... But first of all to let you know that I arrived okay.

I’m writing this from Heaven where I dwell with God above, Where there’s no more tears or sadness. There is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I’m out of sight. Remember that I’m with you every morning, noon and night.

That day I had to leave you when my life on Earth was through God picked me up and hugged me and He said "I welcome you

It’s good to have you back again you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, they’ll be here later on.

I need you here so badly as part of My big plan. There’s so much that we have to do to help our mortal man."

Then God gave me a list of things He wished for me to do, And foremost on that list of mine is to watch and care for you.

And I will be beside you every day and week and year. And when you’re sad I’m standing there to wipe away the tears.

And when you lie in bed at night the days chores put to flight, God and I are closest to you in the middle of the night.

When you think of my life on Earth and all those loving years, Because you’re only human they are bound to bring you tears.

But do not be afraid to cry, it does relieve the pain. Remember there would be no flowers unless there was some rain.

I wish that I could tell you of all that God has planned, But if I were to tell you you wouldn’t understand.

But one thing is for certain though my life on Earth is o’re, I am closer to you now than I ever was before.

And to my very many friends trust, God knows what is best. I’m still not far away from you, I’m just beyond the crest.

There are rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb, But together we can do it, taking one day at a time.

It was always my philosophy and I’d like it for you too, That as you give unto the World so the World will give to you.

If you can help somebody who is in sorrow or in pain, Then you can say to God at night my day was not in vain.

And now I am content that my life it was worthwhile, Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile.

So if you meet somebody who is down and feeling low, Just lend a hand to pick him up as on your way you go.

When you are walking down the street and you've got me on your mind, I’m walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.

And when you feel the gentle breeze or the wind upon your face, That’s me giving you a great big hug or just a soft embrace.

And when it’s time for you to go from that body to be free, Remember you’re not going, you are coming here to me.

And I will always love you from that land way up above. We'll be in touch again soon. P.S. God sends His Love.

~Author Unknown~

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

When tomorrow starts without me, If the sun should rise and find your eyes, All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry, The way you did today, While thinking of the many things We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too, But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an Angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind, All those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all life, I'd always thought, I didn' want to die. I had so much to live for, So much yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, Tthat I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, Just even for a while, I'd say goodbye and kiss you And maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized, That this could never be, For emptiness and memories, Would take the place of me. And when I thought of worldly things, I might miss come tomorrow, I thought of you, and when I did, My heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates, I felt so much at home When God looked down and smiled at me, From His great golden throne. He said, This is eternity, And all I've promised you, Today your life on earth is past, But here it starts anew. I promise no tomorrow, But today will always last, And since each day's the same day, There's no longing for the past.

But you have been so faithful, So trusting and so true. Though there were times you did some things, You knew you shouldn't do. But you have been forgiven And now at last you're free. So won't you take my hand And share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me, Don't think we're far apart, For every time you think of me, I'm right here in your heart.

~Author - David M. Romano~

May You Always Feel Loved *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

May you find serenity and tranquility In a world you may not always understand.

May the pain you have known And the conflict you have experienced Give you the strength to walk through life Facing each new situation With optimism and courage.

Always know that there are those Whose love and understanding Will always be there Even when you feel most alone.

May you discover enough goodness in others To believe in a world of peace. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, A warm smile, be yours every day of your life, And may you give these gifts as well as receive them.

Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending. Teach love to those who know hate, And let that love embrace you As you go into the world.

May the teaching of those you admire Become part of you, So that you may call upon them.

Remember, those whose lives you have touched And who have touched yours are always a part of you, Even if the encounters were less Than you would have wished.

May you not become too concerned With material matters, but instead place Immeasurable value on the goodness in your heart.

Find time in each day to see the beauty And love in the world around you. Realize that each person has limitless abilities, But each of us is different in our own way.

What you may feel you lack in one regard May be more than compensated for in another. What you feel you lack in the present May become one of your strengths in the future.

May you see your future As one filled with promise and possibility. Learn to view everything As a worthwhile experience.

May you find enough inner strength To determine your own worth by yourself, And not be dependent on another's judgements Of your accomplishments.

May you always feel loved.

~Author Unknown~

The Other Side Of The Door *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

It looked like an ordinary, wooden door, Unique only in the fact that it had no knob. As I saw him walking toward it, My hands turned clammy with fear. He must have seen the shadow across the door, But carried on, undaunted. Looking back over his shoulder, He tossed me a small, wistful smile. It was hauntingly familiar, that smile, And strongly reminded me of another time And another door..... It was his first day of school, And he had been childishly insistent That I stay outside the classroom door. I tried to argue, but he was firm: "Go back,mommy," he said, "you cannot come with me. I'm a big boy now, and I'm going to be just fine." He was only five, but so fiercely independent. Much too young to leave me, of course, But I had to let him go. As I stole a last, brief hug, He smiled at me; a brave, wistful smile That tugged at my heartstrings. A moment later, the door swung shut behind him. Against my better judgment, I groped for the doorknob. There was none. It must be on the other side. To discourage overprotective mothers from following, I thought wryly to myself. Standing hesitantly before the door, My eyes were suddenly drawn to the tiny, Rectangular window near the top. How could I have missed it? Cupping my eye with a trembling hand, I peered in. It was a delightful room. Large, colorful, animal and bird posters lined the walls. The desks were shiny, blonde pine, And blue nap mats were scattered across the floor. In a far corner of the room, Open cupboards were laden with blocks and toys. Along another wall, Sturdy oak shelves groaned beneath their burden Of brightly colored children's books. My heart lightened. I knew my child could be happy in that room. To reassure myself, I shifted my eye a fraction of an inch to expand my vision. There he was, His little hand firmly clasped in his teachers hand. She steered him toward a group of noisy,laughing children, And as I caught a glimpse of his eager, animated face, I knew he was going to be fine; Just as he had said. In time, he would undoubtedly welcome me to his classroom, Eager to show off his new friends And share his newfound wisdom and knowledge. In good time. I could wait...... Now that I knew he was happy! And now, another door without a knob. Far more terrifying! The wistful smile lingered in the air As he walked through the door and out of sight. It swung shut behind him with a final, dull thud. He was only eighteen; Much too young to leave me, of course. I lunged at the door, but it wouldn't budge. I frantically groped for the knob; Then remembered there was none. I was momentarily stunned, But anger soon came to my rescue. I began to hammer at the door with my fists. The knob must be on the other side; Someone was bound to hear me. Nobody would keep me from my son. Nobody. In what seemed like another lifetime, I had read King David's chant in the Old Testament: "I shall go to him, but he shall not return to me." David had deeply mourned the loss of his child, But took great comfort in the fact That one day they would be together again. I could not exist on this side of the door If my child was on the other side; Therefore, I would go to him! I would hammer my way in. Bargain my way in. Weep my way in. Whatever it took. My knuckles became raw with effort, But I welcomed the pain. It was nothing compared to the pain I felt inside. I would break down this door If it took my last ounce of strength. I continued to pound, to bargain, To weep – without response. All too soon, I found myself slumped against the door, Physically and emotionally spent. Wearily, I examined every inch of the door. It was still impenetrable, But in my anguish, I had overlooked the tiny, Rectangular window near the top. Or, perhaps it hadn't been there before. Whoever had created the door was surely capable Of adding a window whenever He thought the time was right. I straightened up, And peered through the thick, opaque glass. If it had been any thinner or clearer, The light from within would surely have blinded me. As my eyes adjusted, I gaped in wonder. Golden sunlight rippled through A meadow of waving, blue flowers, Like the shimmering ebb and flow of ocean waves. Walking toward me Without crushing a single petal Were two men dressed in white. It wasn't difficult to ascertain The identity of the One; His entire Being was encompassed in brilliant, White light. Neither was it difficult to ascertain The identity of the other, For I would recognize my son anywhere. But, oh! He was so changed. Always handsome, he was now radiant; dazzling. His eyes, almost as vividly brown As the earth beneath his feet, Brimmed with love and compassion. Stretching out his fingers As though to brush away my tears, He spoke with infinite tenderness: "Go back, mom," he said gently, "You can't come with me. I'm a big boy now, And I'm going to be just fine." He turned away and firmly Clasped the hand of his beloved new Teacher. Together, they disappeared Into the glorious, blue meadow. I felt an indescribable peace descend upon my heart. I knew my child could be happy in that place. In time, he would undoubtedly welcome me To his kingdom, eager to show off his new friends And share his newfound wisdom and knowledge. When the door without the knob would open for me. In God's time. I could wait...... Now that I knew he was happy!

~Author Unknown~

Don't Worry Mom *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Mom, please don't be sad, I miss you so much too. It's beautiful here, But I worry a lot about you.

I sleep with angels watching me. There is only love up here. I am never lonely or afraid Because God is so very near.

I walk with Jesus every day. He is very kind and loving. Don't worry Mom, He holds my hand When we cross a golden street.

I never cry or hurt myself. I see Grandpa every day. I play and laugh and sing a lot And I hear you when you pray.

Please Mom, don't be mad at God, You see He loves me too. And even though you are not with me, I am really still with you.

~Author Unknown~

God's Love *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

I asked God to take away my pain. God said, "No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up."

I asked God to make my handicapped child whole. God said, "No, Her spirit is whole, Her body is only temporary."

I asked God to grant me patience. God said, "No. Patience is a by-product of tribulations; It isn't granted, it is earned."

I asked God to give me happiness. God said, "No. I give you blessings, Happiness is up to you."

I asked God to spare me pain. God said,"No. Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares And brings you closer to me."

I asked God to make my spirit grow. God said, "No. You must grow on your own, But I will prune you to make you fruitful."

I asked for all things that I might enjoy life. God said, "No. I will give you life So that you may enjoy all things."

I asked God to help me LOVE others, As much as he loves me. God said..."Ahhhh, finally you have the idea."

~Author Unknown~

'Twas The Night Before Jesus Came *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

'Twas the night before Jesus came and all through the house Not a creature was praying, not one in the house. Their Bibles were lain on the shelf without care In hopes that Jesus would not come there.

The children were dressing to crawl into bed, Not once ever kneeling or bowing a head. And Mom in her rocker with baby on her lap Was watching the late show while I took a nap.

When out of the East there arose such a clatter, I sprang to my feet to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash!

When what to my wondering eyes should appear But angels proclaiming that Jesus was here. With a light like the sun sending forth a bright ray I knew in a moment this must be The Day!

The light of His face made me cover my head It was Jesus! Returning just like He had said. And though I possessed worldly wisdom and wealth I cried when I saw Him in spite of myself.

In the Book of Life which He held in His hand Was written the name of every saved man. He spoke not a word as He searched for my name; When He said "It's not here" my head hung in shame.

The people whose names had been written with loveHe gathered to take to His Father above. With those who were ready He rose without a sound While all the rest were left standing around.

I fell to my knees, but it was too late; I had waited too long and this sealed my fate. I stood and I cried as they rose out of sight; Oh, if only I had been ready tonight.

In the words of this poem the meaning is clear; The coming of Jesus is drawing near. There's only one life and when comes the last call We'll find that the Bible is true after all!

~Bethany Farms, Carrollton, IL~

Stepping Stones *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Come, take my hand, the road is long We must travel by stepping stones. No. you're not alone, I'll go with you. I know the road well. I've been there. Don't fear the darkness, I'll be with you. We must take one step at a time. But remember, we may have to stop awhile, It is a long way to the other side And there are many obstacles. We have many stones to cross, Some are bigger than others. Shock, denial, and anger to start. Then comes guilt, despair and loneliness. It's a hard road to travel, But it must be done. It's the only way to reach the other side. Come, slip your hand in mine. What? Oh, yes it's strong. I've held so many hands like yours. Once, you see, I had to take someone's hand In order to take the first step. Oops! You've stumbled; go ahead and cry. Don't be ashamed, I understand. Let's wait here awhile and get your breath. When you're stronger we'll go on, One step at a time. There's no need to hurry. Say, it's nice to hear you laugh. Yes, I agree, The memories you shared are good. Look, we're half way there now. I can see the other side, It looks so warm and sunny. Oh, have you noticed, We're nearing the last stone And you're standing alone! And look, your hand, you've let go of mine! We've reached the other side. But wait, look back, Someone is standing there. They are alone And want to cross the stepping stones. I'd better go, they need my help. What? Are you sure? Why, yes, go ahead, I'll wait. You know the way, you've been there. Yes, I agree, its your turn my friend To help someone else cross the stepping stones.

~Author~Barb Williams~

Believe in Yourself *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Set your standards high, You deserve the best. Try for what you want, And never settle for less.

Believe in yourself, No matter what you choose. Keep a winning attitude And you can never lose.

Think about your destination, But don’t worry if you stray, Because the most important thing Is what you’ve learned along the way.

Take all that you’ve become To be all that you can be. Soar above the clouds And let your dreams set you free.

~By Jillian K. Hunt~

Dear Friend: *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Go ahead and mention my child, The one that died, you know. Don't worry about hurting me further, The depth of my pain doesn't show.

Don't worry about making me cry, I'm already crying inside. Help me to heal by releasing The tears that I'm trying to hide.

I'm hurt when you just keep silent, Pretending he didn’t exist. I'd rather you'd mention my child, Knowing that he has been missed.

You asked me how I'm doing, I say "pretty good" or "fine", But healing is something on-going, I feel like it will take a lifetime.

~Author Unknown~

Fallen Sparrow *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

A sparrow fell and no one heard. No one cared, it was just a bird. From all the numberless, flitting throng, Who would miss this one sweet song?

But God leaned down and whispered, "I care! That was one of My sparrows And I was there."

A little girl, all sunshine and laughter, (And sometimes scolding with kisses after!). And hurts to smooth over, deeds to applaud... A little girl fell! Where were you, God? A little girl fell! God, why weren't You there?

If You're God at all... then You could have prevented This nightmare of pain! So, You must have consented. I've always believed You were loving and good... I'd like to believe still... if only I could!

But God, if You love me, how can you allow Such unbearable pain as I'm feeling right now? Such helplessness... helplessness... bitter regret... So many tears that have fallen and yet... So many more that are locked still inside. Oh, God, out there SOMEWHERE... have You ever cried?

I'm not even sure anymore that You're real. But, if you are God, DO YOU CARE HOW I FEEL?

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Beloved, I care! In the midst of your grief; In the midst of your stricken and crumbling belief; In the midst of the blackness of total despair; In the midst of your questioning, child... I am there.

"IN THE MIDST!" Not far off in some vague 5th dimension... But there, where you are, giving YOU My attention. My constant attention... and not just today; Since before you were born, I have loved you this way.

You're important to me! Every hair on your head I have numbered Myself! Can these tears that you shed go uncounted... unnoticed? Nay, child, here I stand Close enough that each teardrop falls into My hand.

I know what you suffer and know what you'll gain, If you let ME walk with you into your pain. I'll carry your grief and your sorrow I'll bear... You have only to reach out your hand... I am there!

Fear not for you child, your dear little girl. She is SAFE in my house and all Heaven's awhirl With the ring of her laughter, Her quick eager smile, And things that she's saving to show you... After awhile.

Yes, I could have prevented... But child, you can't see With My perfect wisdom... Trust your child to Me. Of course, you will miss her, But while you are weeping, Remember, it's only her "body" that's sleeping.

Her "Self" is awake, wide-awake, as I've said, "I am God of the living", not God of the dead. She trusted me, and My Word comes to pass... WHO BELIEVES SHALL NOT DIE That included your lass.

Let Me walk with you now, Thru the long heavy days. Let me slowly begin changing Your heartache to praise.

Take hold of My hand, child, Take hold of My love. I will lead you to joys That you know yet not of. Your faith may be weak, And your trust incomplete, But I'll not walk too fast For your stumbling feet.

~Author Unknown~

Sometimes *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Sometimes I ask the question, "My Lord, is this your will?" It's then I hear you answer me, "My Precious Child... be still."

Sometimes I feel frustrated, Because I think I know what's best. It's then I hear you say to me, "My Busy Child... just rest."

Sometimes I feel so lonely And I think I'd like a mate. Your still small voice gets oh so clear And says, "My Child... please wait."

"I know the plans I have for you, The wonderous things you'll see; If you can just be patient, Child, And put your trust in me.

I've plans to draw you closer. I've plans to help you grow. There's much I do you cannot see And much you do not know.

But know this, Child ..... I LOVE YOU. You are Precious unto Me. Before I formed you in the womb, I planned your destiny.

I've something very special I hope for you to learn. The gifts I wish to give to you Are gifts you cannot earn.

They come without a price tag, But not without a cost; At Calvary, I gave My Son, So You would not be lost.

Rest Child, and do not grow weary Of doing what is good. I promise I'll come back for you, Just like I said I would.

Your name is written on my palm, I never could forget; Therefore, do not be discouraged When my answer is... "Not Yet"

~Author Unknown~

Missing You *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

I just can't believe it!

The sun still sets and rises, The moon and stars still shine. The flowers still bloom, The birds still sing. I expected a change in everything....

I just can't believe it!

It still gets dark and light, The ocean still has waves. The rain still rains, The wind still blows. Is it because they do not know....

I just can't believe it!

I thought the world would stop When in my house I found An empty chair, A missing smile. I thought it would stop For just a while.

I just can't believe it....

~Author Unknown~

To Ricky *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

We thought of you with love today, But that is nothing new. We thought about you yesterday, And days before that too. We think of you in silence, We often speak your name; All we have now are memories, And your picture in a frame. Your memory is our keepsake, With which we will never part; God has you in his keep, We have you in our heart. It broke our heart to lose you. But you didn't go alone, For a part of us went with you... The day God took you home.

~Author Unknown~

Special Angel *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

There's a special angel in heaven That is a part of me. It is not where I wanted him, But where God wanted him to be.

He was here just a moment, Like a night time shooting star, And though he is in heaven, He isn't very far.

He touched the hearts of many, Like only an angel can do. I would have held him every moment, If the end I only knew.

So I send this special message To heaven up above, Please God take care of my angel, And send him all my love.

~Author Unknown~

If I Had My Child to Raise Over Again *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

If I had my child to raise all over again, I'd finger-paint more, and point the fingers less. I would do less correcting and more connecting. I'd take my eyes off my watch, and watch with my eyes.

I would care to know less and know to care more. I'd take more hikes and fly more kites. I'd stop playing serious, and seriously play. I would run through more fields and gaze at more stars.

I'd do more hugging and less tugging. I'd build self-esteem first, and the house later. I would be firm less often, and affirm much more. I'd teach less about the love of power, And more about the power of love.

~By Diane Loomans~

The following is not really a poem, But it could help us get through this life A whole lot easier.

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For all the negative things we have To say to ourselves, God has positive answers.

You say: "It's impossible!" God says: All things are possible! (Luke 18:27)

You say: "I'm too tired!" God says: I will give you rest! (Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: "Nobody really loves me!" God says: I love you! (John 3:16 & John 13:34)

You say: "I can't go on!" God says: My grace is sufficient! (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: "I can't figure things out!" God says: I will direct your steps! (Proverbs 3:5-6)

You say: "I can't do it!" God says: You can do all things! (Philippians 4:13)

You say: "I'm not able!" God says: I am able! (II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: "It's not worth it!" God says: It will be worth it! (Roman 8:28)

You say: "I can't forgive myself!" God says: I FORGIVE YOU! (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: "I can't manage!" God says: I will supply all your needs!(Philippians 4:19)

You say: "I'm afraid!" God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear! (II Timothy 1:7)

You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated!" God says: Cast all your cares on ME! (I Peter 5:7)

You say: "I don't have enough faith!" God says: I've given everyone a measure of faith! (Romans 12:3)

You say: "I'm not smart enough!" God says: I give you wisdom! (I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: "I feel all alone!" God says: I will never leave you or forsake you! (Hebrews 13:5)

Pass this on, you never know whose life May be in need of this today!

The following, also, is not a poem, But it expresses my sentiments, exactly! I LOVE IT! (And it's my page!) Therefore, here goes..... *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

I am hereby officially tendering my resignation As an adult, in order to accept the responsibilities Of a 6 year old. The tax base is lower.

I want to be six again!

I want to go to McDonald's And think it's the best place in the world to eat. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle And make waves with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money, Because you can eat them.

I want to play kickball during recess And stay up on Christmas Eve Waiting to hear Santa and Rudolph on the roof.

I long for the days when life was simple. When all you knew were your colors, The addition tables and simple nursery rymes. But it didn't bother you, Because you didn't know what you didn't know And you didn't care!

I want to go to school and have snack time, Recess, gym, and field trips. I want to be happy, Because I don't know what should make me upset.

I want to think the world is fair And everyone in it is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. Sometime, while I was maturing, I learned too much. I learned of nuclear weapons, prejudice, Starving and abused kids, lies, unhappy marriages, Illness, pain and mortality.

I want to be six again!

I want to think that everyone, including myself, Will live forever, Because I don't know the concept of death.

I want to be oblivious to the complexity of life And be overly excited by the little things again.

I want television to be something I watch for fun, Not something used for escape From the things I should be doing.

I want to live, knowing the little things That I find exciting will always make me as happy As when I first learned them.

I want to be six again!

I remember not seeing the world as a whole, But rather being aware of only the things That directly concerned me.

I want to be naive enough to think That if I'm happy, so is everyone else. I want to walk down the beach and think Only of the sand beneath my feet And the possibility of finding That blue piece of sea glass I'm looking for.

I want to spend my afternoons Climbing trees and riding my bike, Letting the grown-ups worry about time, The dentist and how to find the money to fix the car. I want to wonder what I'll do when I grow up And what I'll be, who I'll be And not worry about what I'll do If this doesn't work out. I want that time back.

I want to use it now as an escape, So that when my computer crashes, Or I have a mountain of paperwork, Or two depressed friends, Or a fight with my spouse, Or bittersweet memories of times gone by, Or second thoughts about so many things, I can travel back and build a snowman, Without thinking about anything except Whether the snow sticks together And what I can possibly use for the snowman's mouth.

I want to be six again!

~Author Unknown~

Four Roses *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I received a gift today, They really were a prize. I was walking through the countryside When, much to my surprise

I saw them on a hillside At first glance thought "A weed". I continued on the pathway Just to see where it would lead

In amongst the sand and grass And rocks that nestled there Hidden from the normal view I gazed at them with care.

Four roses showed themselves to me, A very pleasing sight. The first one was so beautiful, Its petals were all white.
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Slightly behind and to the left My gaze was being led Another rose ... a different hue This one was all red.
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I spied another to the right, I was a lucky fellow To see the beauty I beheld Another ... this one yellow.
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A fourth one nestled right behind The three ... but still peeked through I looked at it with reverence And noticed it was blue.
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I wondered "Should I pick them?" "And bring them back to you?" So you could see what I have seen And know their beauty too.

I decided not to As I looked at them today The glorious sight of beauty Would surely fade away.

I thought of how to share these In quite a different way And so I bring this poem to you Of what I saw today.

The white rose is the pureness, Not of me ... but them, Their value picked could never match Pure beauty on a stem.
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The red rose is the love I felt When I saw them today Or maybe twas the anger If I'd taken them away.
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The yellow rose was caution That's what made me choose To let the roses live there in This patch of different hues.
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The blue rose was the sadness felt As I left them behind. "But tis okay" I thought aloud For even those who're blind.

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Would sense the beauty that I saw This place was heaven sent. Twas not for me to disregard The hope that this place meant.

And so I share with you today This hard reality. Would you have picked them for a friend? If so ... then don't for me.

~Author~Bruce Parsons~ ©1999©

In The Light *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

A shadow of joy flickered; it is me. I told you I wouldn't leave. My spirit is with you. My memories, my thoughts Are imbedded deep in your heart. I still love you. Do not for one moment Think that you have been abandoned. I am in the Light. In the corner, in the hall, the car, the yard - These are the places I stay with you. My spirit rises every time you pray for me, But my energy comes closer to you. Love does not diminish, it grows stronger. I am the feather that finds you in the yard, The dimmed light that grows brighter in your mind. I place our memories for you to see. We lived in our special way, A way that now has its focus changed. I still crave your understanding And long for the many words of prayer And good fortune for my soul. I am in the Light. As you struggle to adjust without me, I watch silently. Sometimes I summon up all the strength Of my new world to make you notice me. Impressed by your grief, I try to impress my love Deeper into your consciousness. As you should, I call out to the Heavens for help. You should know That the fountain of youth does exist. My soul is now healthy. Your love sends me new found energy. I am adjusting to this new world. I am with you. I am in the Light. Please don't feel bad that you can't see me. I am with you wherever you go. I protect you, Just as you protected me so many times. Talk to me And somehow I will find a way to answer you. Mother, father, son or daughter, It makes no difference. Brother, sister, lover, husband or wife, It makes no difference. Whatever our connection-friend or even foe- I see you with my new eyes. I am learning to help wherever you are, Wherever I am needed. This can be done Because I am in the Light. When you feel despair, reach out to me. I will come. My love for you truly does transcend From Heaven to Earth. Finish your life with the enthusiasm And zest that you had When we were together in the physical sense. You owe this to me, but more importantly, You owe it to yourself. Life continues for both of us. I am with you because I love you. I am in the Light.....

~Author Unknown~

He Only Took My Hand *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Last night while I was trying to sleep, My son's voice I did hear. I opened my eyes and looked around But he did not appear.

He said, "Mom, you've got to listen, You've got to understand, God didn't take me from you, Mom, He only took my hand.

When I called out in pain that night, The instant that I died, He reached down and took my hand, And pulled me to His side.

He pulled me up and saved me From the misery and pain. My body was hurt so badly inside, I could never be the same.

My search is really over now, I've found happiness within. All the answers to my empty dreams And all that might have been.

I love you so and miss you so, And I'll always be nearby. My body's gone forever, But my spirit will never die!

And so, you must go on now, Live one day at a time. Just understand- God did not take me from you, He only took my hand."

~Author Unknown~

I Believe In Angels *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

I believe in angels, That they're always hovering near, Whispering encouragement When clouds appear.

Protecting us from danger And showing us the way, Performing little miracles, Within our lives each day!

Yes, I believe in angels And I'm sure you do too, And I'm convinced that angels Are watching over you.

~Author Unknown~

The following is not a poem, But I hope everyone will enjoy it as much as I do.

A Love Letter *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Dear Friend,
How are you? I just had to send a note to tell you how much I love you and care about you. I saw you yesterday as you were talking with your friends. I waited all day, hoping you would want to talk with Me also. But I guess you were too busy. As evening drew near I gave you a sunset to close your day, and a cool breeze to rest you--and I waited. You never came. Oh, yes it did hurt Me--But I still love you and I am still your friend.
I saw you fall asleep last night and longed to touch your brow, so I spilled moonlight upon your pillow and face. Again I waited. I wanted to rush down so we could talk. I have so many gifts to give you and so much love--It's yours you know--just for the asking. I even have eternal life to give you. You see I loved you a long time ago. I loved you enough to lay down my life for you. I even let them hang me on a tree, put nails in my hands and feet, cut my side and hang a crown of thorns on my head--all because I love you.
I saw you get up this morning and rush off to start your day, I was hoping you would ask me to go along, so I waited--My tears were the rain. You looked so sad--so all alone. It makes My heart ache because I understand how you feel. See, My friends let Me down and hurt Me many times too. Oh, how much I do love you. That's why I'll go on waiting. If only you would listen to me. I love you! I try to tell you in the blue sky and in the quiet green grass. I whisper it in the leaves on the trees and breathe it in the colors of the flowers. I shout it to you in mountain streams and give the birds love songs to sing. I clothe you with warm sunshine and perfume the air with nature scents. My love for you is deeper than the ocean and bigger than the biggest want or need in your head. Oh, if you only knew how much I want to walk and talk with you. We could spend an eternity together in Heaven.
I know how hard it is on this earth; When you stumble and fall I'll pick you up. And when the way is too rough for you to walk and bear all alone--I'll carry you until you feel better. I love you. Hey, I want you to meet My Father. He wants to help you too. My Father is just that way, you know. Just call Me--ask Me--talk with Me! Oh, please don't forget Me. I have so much to share with you! All right, I won't bother you any further. You are free to choose Me. It's your decision. I have chosen you, and because of this I will wait........Remember I love you!

Your Friend,
Jesus

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