Do you ever get that feeling where you dont want to talk to anybody? You dont want to smile and you dont want you fake being happy. But at the same time you dont exactly know whats wrong either. There isnt a way to explain it to someone who doesnt already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when youre alone, no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isnt anyone who wont take I dont know for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.
I guess to some extent you get used to being alone. You get used to not expecting phone calls and having nothing to do at night. You dont expect to turn around to open arms any longer. The small sounds of him have been replaced by silence. Your thoughts echo through your head, with no one to share them with. All in all, being alone isnt terrible, it just hurts like hell
I know that there are some things you just cant change. I know there are some situations where apologies hold no bearing. I know that hurt feelings build walls. I know that some people connect once and are bonded for a lifetime. I know that in a different time and place we were those people. I know that being friends again can be more difficult that not speaking at all. I know that twists of fate bring people together and sometimes everything happens for a reason breaks them apart. I know that Ill never forget you, for you will always have a place in my heart
And you make revelations that cost you dearly only to have people look at you in that funny way, not understanding what youve said at all, or why you thought it was so important that you almost cried while you were saying it. Thats the worst, I think. When the secret stays locked within, not for want of a teller, but for want of an understanding ear.
I walk away now with the realization that it will never be the way I want it to be.
Im not walking away, just taking a step back.
One day I just realized he was gone for goodand it was okay.
A guy may be able to slow me down, but he wont break me.
He knows where to find me if he wants, but my worlds not going to stop and wait for him. And if he does come back, whose to say Ill even be here when he does.
Never hold on because you are too afraid of letting go.
Im still waiting there, to catch you if you fall. I dont know why I care so much when I shouldnt care at all.
Time casts a spell on you, but you wont forget me. I know I couldve loved you but you would not let. Ill follow you down the sound of my voice will haunt you. You will never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you.
Sometimes the one love you cant get over is the one you never really had
Spiteful word hurt your feelings, but silence breaks your heart.
Be yourself. No one can ever tell you, youre doing it wrong.
Sometimes we know we shouldnt and thats exactly why we do
You dont come across too many people who give you butterflies.
Dont stay with someone that makes you cry, youll end up killing all the love you have inside.
Its hard to answer the question whats wrong when nothings right.
Something tells me that whatever happens with us, whether we stay together or go our separate ways, no matter what, neither one of us will ever forget the time we spent together.
We do not remember days, we remember moments.
I am just wondering, does it hurt you to know that every time I see you I feel like crying? That when I see your face something inside me dies just a little bit more, or when I see you frown I want more then anything to kiss your pain away
When I didnt need anyone, I needed you.
You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, then you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myselfeverything is.
All I know about how I feel for him is that, that night I caught him staring at me, that look he had in his eyes, it was gorgeous, I never saw that in anyone else.
They say that missing someone gets easier as the days go onI just cant bring myself to agree to that statement. For me, it just gets harder and harder and harder to go on, to pretend that I dont miss him, to pretend that I dont care, when in reality, all his absence is causing me ispain.
It seems a little sad that I was the girl whose only purpose was to help you find out who youre really in love with.
A smile out of nowhere stops me in my tracks. I cant believe that after all this time you still have that kind of impact.
Just an old love song, just the mention of your name, my heart breaks in two againI guess some things never change.
It is tearing me up on the inside to have these feelings for you, but I cant get rid of them.
Hurt is a funny thing. Even though it makes you weak inside it eventually makes you stronger.
There are so many things Im not sure of in life, but with all certainty at this very minute, all I know is that I miss him.
Its when Im standing six feet away from you and not being able to find the words to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you that I want to just scream to the whole room that Im still in love with you. Its when Im sitting alone with the phone in my hand dialing your number and hanging up that I would trade a thousand tomorrows for just one day. Then I could just call you to tell you good night. Its when I am really sad about something and need someone to talk to that I realize youre the only one who really knew me at all. Its when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give to hold you at that very moment. Its when I think about you that I realize no one in the world is meant for me.
Its just so hard because its like the world isnt letting me forget him. You dont know many times I turn on the radio and the song that reminds me of him is playing, and how many time I see someone who looks like him and how many times I hear his name in one day.
You wonder why I dont talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say its not that I dont want to, its just that everything I want to say I cant tell you anymore.
Do you ever stop and think that maybe you should have said something, maybe just that one moment could have turned everything around, maybe they would be yours.
I saw the heartache coming. At least this time I wasnt oblivious to everything. I must be getting better at this...which is really kinda sad.
The ones who love us least are the ones well die to please.
If we werent meant to give things another try, our paths, our thoughts, would not keep crossing and we would not keep tripping over our feelings for each other.
In the end we always return to the people that were there in the beginning.
I cant let go because youve given me so much to hold onto.
Hes holding back, I know he is. I see that twinkle in his eyes when he looks at me. Why is he trying so hard to ignore that twinkle?
Goodbye is too good a word, babe, so Ill just say fare thee well, I aint sayin you treated me unkind, you coulda done better but I dont mind, you just kinda wasted my precious time, but dont think twice, its alright.
I never dreamed when I was letting you go that I would wake up and miss you this much. I guess you get used to somebody, I guess you get used to being loved.
A lot of people walk in and out of my life, butyoure one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around.
Some things are meant to happen. Some things are bound to be. Love has a way of making doubting hearts believe. Sometimes in spite of difference, sometimes against all odds, some things are meant to happen. Its written in the stars.
I saw him the other day for the first time in months. I mean, Ive seen him recently, but today I really saw himme looking at him, him looking at me, right in the eyes and straight to the heart. And I could feel it, I could feel him, and it was amazing. Its there between us. I just wish he wasnt too afraid to see it.
I am addicted to the horrible pain of wanting someone so unattainable.
If he takes time to argue back then he cares about you more than you know.
With a broken heart and shattered dreams struggling to find meI lost myself in you.
There is a good side to getting hurt a lot, after awhile it doesnt bother you as much.
Watching you walk away from me tonight, knowing that in that moment it was the last time any of the emotion weve felt for each other would ever be expressed, realizing that as much as you wait from someoneas much as you love someone not everything that feels right is meant to beand seeing for the first time in my life, that sometimes watching the person you love walk away from you is the best thing for you, even when its the most painful to watch them not turn around as they walk away.
There are people who take the heart out of you, and those who put it back in.
Just because I moved on doesnt mean I wont be here if you change your mind.
If this is what he wants and this is what she wants, then why is there so much pain?
Its folly to pretend that one wholly recovers from a disappointed passion. Such wonders always leave a scar. There are faces I can never look upon without emotion; there are names I can never hear spoken without almost starting to cry.
You know, you do somethinggo someplace, see somebody, or hear something, and then you start to think, maybe I should call him, just say hello, see how hes doingbut I never did.
Maybe hes doing the same thing as memaybe he wants so bad to call me, but just wont because I havent called himthen again, maybe I shouldnt fill myself with false hope that he might just be missing me like Im missing him.
While I was holding on all you did was let me go.
In everyones past there is a love they cant get over and a summer where it all began.
We talked a little today. We shared some civil, almost light or humorous wordsand yet it didnt feel the way it used to. I didnt get the feeling that I used torather there was a knot in my stomach. You looked in my eyes as we sat across from each other and I held it as long as I could handle this time, I was the first to look away. Nothing is the same anymore. The looks arent the same, the bond is not the samenothing is the same. I know weve fought to stay strong for awhile but sometimes I feel that being strong would mean letting go. So maybe one day, we wont pretend anymore. So maybe one day it will be okay again. Thats all I want. I dont care what it takes, I want it to be okay again.
And while it seemed so easy to sit there looking at you and tell myself that I dont need youin reality, no matter how many times I try to tell myself that, Ill always knoweach time I look at youyoure the only one I need.
All I want is for him to care, for him not to be able to walk away from it like he did. All I want is to matter to him.
I wanted to tell you that I still love you, butit came out, call if you ever need to talk.
I never stopped feeling for you, I just stopped letting it show.
Youre so hard to talk to. You mean the world to me, but I dont know how to say it and actually get a response from you.
Its amazing, some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changes the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they dont know it, it still happens.
Maybe we go through life collecting people and places we love, and they become our heaven.
When hes around, my whole body knows it. Ill keep talking and stuff, but my mind will have no idea what Im saying. I keep wondering if theres a term for this.