Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want you fake being happy. But at the same time you don’t exactly know what’s wrong either. There isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you’re alone, no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn’t anyone who wont take ‘I don’t know’ for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

I guess to some extent you get used to being alone. You get used to not expecting phone calls and having nothing to do at night. You don’t expect to turn around to open arms any longer. The small sounds of him have been replaced by silence. Your thoughts echo through your head, with no one to share them with. All in all, being alone isn’t terrible, it just hurts like hell

I know that there are some things you just can’t change. I know there are some situations where apologies hold no bearing. I know that hurt feelings build walls. I know that some people connect once and are bonded for a lifetime. I know that in a different time and place we were those people. I know that being ‘friends again’ can be more difficult that not speaking at all. I know that twists of fate bring people together and sometimes ‘everything happens for a reason’ breaks them apart. I know that I’ll never forget you, for you will always have a place in my heart

…And you make revelations that cost you dearly only to have people look at you in that funny way, not understanding what you’ve said at all, or why you thought it was so important that you almost cried while you were saying it. That’s the worst, I think. When the secret stays locked within, not for want of a teller, but for want of an understanding ear.

I walk away now with the realization that it will never be the way I want it to be.

I’m not walking away, just taking a step back.

One day I just realized he was gone for good…and it was okay.

A guy may be able to slow me down, but he won’t break me.

He knows where to find me if he wants, but my worlds not going to stop and wait for him. And if he does come back, whose to say I’ll even be here when he does.

Never hold on because you are too afraid of letting go.

I’m still waiting there, to catch you if you fall. I don’t know why I care so much when I shouldn’t care at all.”

Time casts a spell on you, but you won’t forget me. I know I could’ve loved you but you would not let. I’ll follow you down the sound of my voice will haunt you. You will never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you.

Sometimes the one love you can’t get over is the one you never really had

Spiteful word hurt your feelings, but silence breaks your heart.

Be yourself. No one can ever tell you, you’re doing it wrong.

Sometimes we know we shouldn’t and that’s exactly why we do

You don’t come across too many people who give you butterflies.

Don’t stay with someone that makes you cry, you’ll end up killing all the love you have inside.

It’s hard to answer the question ‘what’s wrong’ when nothings right.

Something tells me that whatever happens with us, whether we stay together or go our separate ways, no matter what, neither one of us will ever forget the time we spent together.

We do not remember days, we remember moments.

I am just wondering, does it hurt you to know that every time I see you I feel like crying? That when I see your face something inside me dies just a little bit more, or when I see you frown I want more then anything to kiss your pain away

When I didn’t need anyone, I needed you.

You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, then you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself…everything is.

All I know about how I feel for him is that, that night I caught him staring at me, that look he had in his eyes, it was gorgeous, I never saw that in anyone else.

They say that missing someone gets easier as the days go on…I just can’t bring myself to agree to that statement. For me, it just gets harder and harder and harder to go on, to pretend that I don’t miss him, to pretend that I don’t care, when in reality, all his absence is causing me is…pain.

It seems a little sad that I was the girl whose only purpose was to help you find out who you’re really in love with.

A smile out of nowhere stops me in my tracks. I can’t believe that after all this time you still have that kind of impact.

Just an old love song, just the mention of your name, my heart breaks in two again…I guess some things never change.

It is tearing me up on the inside to have these feelings for you, but I can’t get rid of them.

Hurt is a funny thing. Even though it makes you weak inside it eventually makes you stronger.

There are so many things I’m not sure of in life, but with all certainty at this very minute, all I know is that I miss him.

It’s when I’m standing six feet away from you and not being able to find the words to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you that I want to just scream to the whole room that I’m still in love with you. It’s when I’m sitting alone with the phone in my hand dialing your number and hanging up that I would trade a thousand tomorrow’s for just one day. Then I could just call you to tell you good night. It’s when I am really sad about something and need someone to talk to that I realize you’re the only one who really knew me at all. It’s when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give to hold you at that very moment. It’s when I think about you that I realize no one in the world is meant for me.

It’s just so hard because it’s like the world isn’t letting me forget him. You don’t know many times I turn on the radio and the song that reminds me of him is playing, and how many time I see someone who looks like him and how many times I hear his name in one day.

You wonder why I don’t talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say it’s not that I don’t want to, it’s just that everything I want to say I can’t tell you anymore.

Do you ever stop and think that maybe you should have said something, maybe just that one moment could have turned everything around, maybe they would be yours.

I saw the heartache coming. At least this time I wasn’t oblivious to everything. I must be getting better at this...which is really kinda sad.

The ones who love us least are the ones we’ll die to please.

If we weren’t meant to give things another try, our paths, our thoughts, would not keep crossing and we would not keep tripping over our feelings for each other.

In the end we always return to the people that were there in the beginning.

I can’t let go because you’ve given me so much to hold onto.

He’s holding back, I know he is. I see that twinkle in his eyes when he looks at me. Why is he trying so hard to ignore that twinkle?

Goodbye is too good a word, babe, so I’ll just say fare thee well, I ain’t sayin’ you treated me unkind, you coulda done better but I don’t mind, you just kinda wasted my precious time, but don’t think twice, its alright.

I never dreamed when I was letting you go that I would wake up and miss you this much. I guess you get used to somebody, I guess you get used to being loved.

A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but…you’re one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around.

Some things are meant to happen. Some things are bound to be. Love has a way of making doubting hearts believe. Sometimes in spite of difference, sometimes against all odds, some things are meant to happen. It’s written in the stars.

I saw him the other day for the first time in months. I mean, I’ve seen him recently, but today I really saw him—me looking at him, him looking at me, right in the eyes and straight to the heart. And I could feel it, I could feel him, and it was amazing. It’s there between us. I just wish he wasn’t too afraid to see it.

I am addicted to the horrible pain of wanting someone so unattainable.

If he takes time to argue back then he cares about you more than you know.

With a broken heart and shattered dreams struggling to find me…I lost myself in you.

There is a good side to getting hurt a lot, after awhile it doesn’t bother you as much.

Watching you walk away from me tonight, knowing that in that moment it was the last time any of the emotion we’ve felt for each other would ever be expressed, realizing that as much as you wait from someone…as much as you love someone not everything that feels right is meant to be…and seeing for the first time in my life, that sometimes… watching the person you love walk away from you is the best thing for you, even when it’s the most painful to watch them not turn around as they walk away.

There are people who take the heart out of you, and those who put it back in.

Just because I moved on doesn’t mean I won’t be here if you change your mind.

If this is what he wants and this is what she wants, then why is there so much pain?

It’s folly to pretend that one wholly recovers from a disappointed passion. Such wonders always leave a scar. There are faces I can never look upon without emotion; there are names I can never hear spoken without almost starting to cry.

You know, you do something…go someplace, see somebody, or hear something, and then you start to think, ‘maybe I should call him, just say hello, see how he’s doing’…but I never did.

Maybe he’s doing the same thing as me…maybe he wants so bad to call me, but just won’t because I haven’t called him…then again, maybe I shouldn’t fill myself with false hope that he might just be missing me like I’m missing him.

While I was holding on all you did was let me go.

In everyone’s past there is a love they can’t get over and a summer where it all began.

We talked a little today. We shared some civil, almost light or humorous words…and yet it didn’t feel the way it used to. I didn’t get the feeling that I used to…rather there was a knot in my stomach. You looked in my eyes as we sat across from each other and I held it as long as I could handle this time, I was the first to look away. Nothing is the same anymore. The looks aren’t the same, the bond is not the same…nothing is the same. I know we’ve fought to stay strong for awhile but sometimes I feel that being strong would mean letting go. So maybe one day, we won’t pretend anymore. So maybe one day it will be okay again. That’s all I want. I don’t care what it takes, I want it to be okay again.

And while it seemed so easy to sit there looking at you and tell myself that I don’t need you…in reality, no matter how many times I try to tell myself that, I’ll always know…each time I look at you…you’re the only one I need.

All I want is for him to care, for him not to be able to walk away from it like he did. All I want is to matter to him.

I wanted to tell you that I still love you, but…it came out, ‘call if you ever need to talk.’

I never stopped feeling for you, I just stopped letting it show.

You’re so hard to talk to. You mean the world to me, but I don’t know how to say it and actually get a response from you.

It’s amazing, some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changes the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they don’t know it, it still happens.

Maybe we go through life collecting people and places we love, and they become our heaven.”

“When he’s around, my whole body knows it. I’ll keep talking and stuff, but my mind will have no idea what I’m saying. I keep wondering if there’s a term for this.”

“Now some people say that you shouldn’t tempt fate, and for them I would not disagree. But I never learned anything from playing it safe, I say fate shouldn’t tempt me.”

“Sometimes you need a second chance, because time wasn’t ready for the first one.”

“A great love? It’s when you shed a tear and you still long for him. It’s when he ignores you and you still love him. It’s when he loves another and you still smile and say, ‘I’m happy for you’”

“It’s a curious thought, but it’s only when you see people looking ridiculous that you realize just how much you love them.”

“Your eyes fill with tears as he speaks softly into your ear, you want to believe him when he says that you’ll still be friends. You know you’ll get over it within time. But you’ll never forget his touch, or his smile…even more, when he wiped that tear away from your eye and said…’your still beautiful when you cry.’”

“If its real, if its true love, then it’ll always be there. You can pretend its gone and even move on. But that love, it’s still there. In the depths of your mind, sometimes a single object or song triggers it all and your right back where you started. In the arms of the one you lost.”

“If I could have known then what I do right now, I would have told you how much I love you.”

“I want someone to share all my secrets with, someone to talk to late at night when I can’t sleep, someone that feels comfortable around my family, someone to comfort me when I’m scared, to hold me when I’m sad, someone that doesn’t need to say they love me for me to know it’s true.”

“I’m scared to get close to people, whether they’re friends or whatever. It seems that every time I get close to someone, they always have to go away. Maybe it’s to teach me how life goes on and how I shouldn’t depend on people so much, or maybe I just trust the wrong people.”

“If you and I aren’t meant to be, then I don’t know anything.”

“The worst thing you can do for love is to deny it. So when you find that special someone, don’t let anything or anyone stand in your way.”

Sometimes I guess you have to take a step back and realize what’s important in your life, what you can live with, but more importantly…what you can’t live without.”

“I never saw him again, but for a brief moment, he brought out the best in me.”

“If I had nothing but you, I’d still have everything.”

“You wanna know what the truth is? I still love you, and I probably will love you for a very long time. But I can’t just be your buddy, because as much as I enjoy the concept of being just friends, in reality it's a bazaar form of torture, and I’m just not willing to participate in it. So right now what I wanna do is just move on and get over you and the only way for me to do that is to not be around you anymore.”

“I love the fact that you sit there and listen to me babble and pretend to care.”

“Whenever I’m upset, mad at the world, or maybe even mad at you and I just want to go and cry, you always seems to show up at my house with a big smile on your face and suddenly everything seems okay.”

“Sometimes when you hold out for everything, you walk away with nothing.”

“I remember every word you said, okay? I’m not that naïve and I’m not that stupid. I’ve been broken before, I can deal. I’m not scared of moving on with my life. What I’m scared of is that I’ll realize somewhere along the road, that you were my life.”

“Only the people who hurt you can truly take the pain away.”

“If I had the power to take my heart right out of my chest and show you how many pieces you broke it into, would that at least ruin your day?”

“You walk towards me and I want to run away. I don’t hate you…I just don’t want to be even remotely close to falling for you again.”

“He was the reason I was smiling, the reason I was crying, the reason I was living, and the reason I was dying.”

“You were my first love. I’ll always love you…I don’t think I’ll ever love anyone like I loved you and that’s a good thing and a bad thing.”

“My heart still aches in sadness. And secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.”

“I wish we could start over what we had and rewrite our story to be a happy ending.”

Ever since I was young I never understood anything about the world, and anything that happened in my life, the only thing that ever made sense to me was you, and how I feel about you, that’s all I’ve ever known, and that’s enough…that’s enough for me for the rest of my life.”

“Never close your lips to those whom you have opened your heart.”

“Every girl wants a prince charming, and while he may be nice and all, I’m thinking that I’d rather have the guy that’s gonna call at four in the morning just to say hi. Or someone who will stop by my house after just hanging up the phone because he wants to see how I’m really doing, because I said I was fine, but we both know I’m lying. Or the guy who’ll stay home on a Saturday night with me because I’m sick. That guy—that one guy, he may not be prince charming to anyone else…but he’d be my hero. My ‘knight in shining armor’. Anyone who’d rather stay home on a Saturday night and hold my hair while I puke…that’s a hero.”

“I don’t miss you; I miss the person I thought you were.”

“Don’t ever be afraid to come to me and cry, don’t ever hesitate to look me in the eye, don’t ever be afraid to tell me how you feel.”

“I’ve been hurt, I’ve been hurt so bad, but for some wonderful reason when I’m with all my friends…all that hurt goes away.”

“No one gets to me the way you do. The way you talk to me, the way you look at me, the way you smile at me, I’m telling you, no one gets to me the way you do.”

“I keep waiting for some happy ending, some big earth shaking ending that makes me weak in the knees, except everything that happens is just making me weak in the heart.”

“When all is said and done, I really hope that you look back and wonder if maybe falling in love with me wasn’t such a bad idea.”

“Hold my hand, just one more time, so I can remind myself why it is that I can’t get over you.”

“Just when I wasn’t looking anymore, just when I was okay with the fact of being single, just when I was getting over my broken heart, you came into my life and messed everything up.”

“Love won’t be tampered with, love won’t go away. Push it to one side and it creeps to the other.”

“There is one pain I often feel, which you’ll never know. It’s caused by the absence of you.”

“Why do people have to lose things to find out what they mean?”

There are places I remember all my life though some have changed. Some forever, not for better, some have gone and some remain. All these places had their moments, with lovers and friends I still recall. Some are dead and some are living—in my life I’ve loved them all.”

“Fear not, for I will always hold your hands through hard times. Do not be ashamed to cry, for I will always be there to wipe your tears. Do not hesitate to come to me with your problems, because my heart will always be there to listen and help. Remember that I will always be there for you.”

“Some day, when we both reminisce, we’ll both say ‘there wasn’t too much we missed’, and through the tears, we’ll smile when we recall we had it all, just for a moment."

“The friends who grew up with you deserve a special respect. The ones who stuck by you shoulder to shoulder, in a time where nothing was certain, all life lay ahead, and every road lead home