Between Loneliness and Absence
The silence surrounds me
in a mocking way.
The day is monotonous
because you are not here.
As the minutes go by
the emptiness is fed
full of loneliness
in somber surroundings.
The fog that covers me
chokes me in its darkness
and my desperate voice
finds nothing but loneliness.
The air suffocates me,
my own breath tries to murder me.
I run and attempt to escape,
but nostalgia traps me once more.
A battle breaks out and I give up.
My one reason
is now a lost cause.
I fall, and fall again.
I get up and don't know why.
My soul feels empty,
I will never arrive to reality alive.
I am sunk in my thoughts,
my own essence,
together with nothing,
accompanied by absence.