Do You Call This Fine?

Maybe it's a chemical imbalance.
Maybe I'm psycho.
Maybe I'm just fine?
Do you call this fine???

I'm screaming... Do you call this fine?
I'm cutting myself... Do you call this fine?
I hate myself... Do you call this fine?
I want to die... Do you call this fine?

Nobody really cares, nobody wants to help
They see me and cringe,
they look down on me with hatred,
On their faces.
They think I'm nothing... Not that I disagree.

Just when I think someone is trying to help
They suddenly stop and start laughing.
I don't have many friends anymore.
They left because they got bored.
I don't want to be here anymore...

I'm screaming... Do you call this fine?

I
'm cutting myself... Do you call this fine?
I hate myself... Do you call this fine?
I have a razor... Do you call this fine?

All I do is sit alone in my room,
Banging my head on the wall.
Sometimes I write...
Sometimes I stare blankly into nothing...
Do you call this fine?

WG