Dying Soul

By Michael James Mead

What should I say to you? I'd die if you never knew. I don't know what I want to say. You wouldn't want me anyway. Help. Can anybody hear me? I am gone. Stop. I can't take these feelings. I am numb. Help. Can you hear me? I need you. Stop. I can't break the pain that runs me through. Bleed. I can't stop myself from giving in. Break. I can't stop the fear I feel in me. Die. I can't keep a hold of anything. Die. I feel my soul dying. What should I say to you? I don't know what I'm going through. If I could take my life away. Maybe I could say what I mean to say. Help. Can anybody hear me? I am gone. Stop. I can't take these feelings. I am numb. Help. Can you hear me? I need you. Stop. I can't break the pain that runs me through. Bleed. I won't let myself give in. Break. I kill all the pain I'm living in. Die. I can feel the end calling for me. Die. I can feel my soul dying. Look. If I could only see you. Dream. If I could only think of you. Speak. If I could only tell you. Touch. If I only had you. Bleed. I can't take this. Break. I can't take this. Die. I can't save myself. Die. I'm broken. © Michael James Mead