If I Was Dead... I feel the blood run through my veins, I wonder if I'll be here tomorrow. I know they wish I was dead. They'd like me better if I was dead... If only... I could find someone... Someone who would care for someone like me. Someone like me who is nothing! Someone like me who's disghusting! I feel these lights on my face, I look into them and see nothing Blinded, they wish I was blind, Wish they were blind, as to not see this face. If only... I could find something... Something of value to me. Something like me that is nothing! Something like me that's disghusting! I smell the death, around me, Inhale, and I am gone. They'd like it if I was gone, They'd all like it if I was gone!!! If only... I could look at myself... Look at myself again. Look at my nothingness! Look at my disghustingness! And... Die! I wish I would just die, I don't wanna wake up... Tomorrow. I don't want to face this shit again. Face them again... goodbye...

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