Sorry

By Michael James Mead

my wrists bleed, one cut for each mistake my eyes only see the wrong choices that I made my mouth only speaks words I didn't mean I guess I'm just damned to fuck up everything If I could go back and be with you I'd never say that we were through Because being lonely hurts like hell I wish that I could fix myself 'Cause being numb is my mistake like trying to predict my fate I might as well just die and fade away Then think that I could have back some day I never know what I feel inside I feel like I am dead when I'm alive I never knew what I'm looking for I never knew you'd mean so much more if there were time to find a way to not be who I am today if there's a way to go back in time and hold on to what I left behind And I died inside each time I cry for giving up on myself I've wasted life for too much time and way too little help I lost my soul or self controll or something to blame it on When I'm so blue and missing you and knowing that you are gone And I just wander on in my way Confused as hell I hate another day I hate who I am and who I was I'm tired of how I'm always giving up If I could go back and be with you I'd never say that we were through Because being lonely hurts like hell I wish that I could fix myself 'Cause being numb is my mistake like trying to predict my fate I might as well just dye and fade away Then think that I could have back some day © Michael James Mead