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David Alexander Bird

The Insanity Inherent in Only Holding Hands

I can't
Stop
Touching you
Your fingers
Your elbows
Your smooth and dusty chin
With a new scar from California
Perfect I assure you
The small of your back
I can only imagine your feet
The backs of your knees
I just found out that you're
Ticklish
And it drives me wild and
Tonight, I
Am Neruda
In love with you
In ways that I have not
Practiced previously
And I sing songs
First written on the walls of my
Shower stall
In permanent black ink
About your sour breath at night
And the muscles in your ever feminine
Shoulder
The belly that has not yet
Grown fat
The soles of your tired feet
I know all about their tang
And the strength of small hands
The sound you make
When you gasp
That I haven't
Heard first hand

You don't know
How I wait for Thursdays
How you drive me mad
With pink sugar
And yellow light,
Smiling
When you say,
If only things were different...

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Mouth

Your sweet mouth is the other side of velvet
And it turns in sweet circles like innocent fingers
Around adoring eyes like crabs that claw at the sky
Of stellar sweet secrets
Of sparkling drunken hopes that fall through rows of perfect teeth
Of cheeks round like dreams about sailboats and milkshakes
That surround a honeyed mouth of sex in autumn
Elliptical patterns of a perfect mouth that smiles like children's hands and
Aries
And rhymes and reason and right and terrible neglect
The other side of a deep pink velvet that says
No

And the tongue peaks and lips part and skew
And I can hardly look in your eyes anymore

Yellow Lights Sing Songs to The Hudson Shores

In Nyack, off the Hudson
The streetlights shine yellow
At three in the morning
On a Sunday

And they change all the faces,
The old men,
The young girls,
The mingling of drunks and the softhearted
On itinerant corners, and
The homeless man on the curb
Who has been waiting for years
Whatever the rest of us were promised,

These faces are moved
Smoothed into
Something murky
And vital and lovely
That has nothing to do
With the parts of our lives
We spend away from street corners
Or railroad tracks
Or poorly lit diners
Wondering if it will always be surreal
And monstrous
And perfect.



This much we have in common

Even this companionship
Where we hardly
Touch
Is a fist planted in my collapsed
And awful chest,
That your self-pity and the orange barbs of your womanhood
Make me sleepy
With resignation
And the insatiability
I know we share
And rend and
Rip into with our horribly arthritic hands