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My
Birthday Party in Heaven
Its
my birthday party in heaven
and
I wish that you could see
all
that Jesus and my angel friends
have
in store for me
My
party dress is ready
The
present pile is growing
balloons
are on the moonbeams
and
even the stars are glowing
my
cake is made of clouds and rainbows
the
angels have plans for games
birds
just hung my streamers
but
it just isn't the same
When
I look down from my cloud
and
see you looking oh so sad
be
happy for me mummy
Jesus
said be glad
As
he has promised that one day soon
it
will be you here with me
remember
that promise Mummy
you
and me together, forever and eternity
©
Theresa Carter
written
8th December 2001 |
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There You'll Be
When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad 'coz I was blessed
To get to have you in my life
When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me
In my dreams I'll always see you
soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
Everywhere I am there you'll be
Well you showed me how it feels
To feel the sky within my reach
And I'll always remember
All the strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through
I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
In my dreams I'll always see you
soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
Everywhere I am there you'll be
'Coz I always saw in you my
light, my strength
And I want to thank you now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were there for me always
In my dreams I'll always see you
soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
Everywhere I am there you'll be
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Dear
Grace,
Mummy
misses you oh so much, three wow that is such a big girl
age. It's so hard to believe its been three years
since you were last in my arms. We knew nothing that morning
that our second day with you would be our last. I remember
waking so happily, so alive with excitement that my baby
girl was here and was well. It had been a hectic 24 hours,
when i was convinced we would lose you, but you showed us
all your fighting spirit and pulled through with flying
colours. I remember Daddy was late coming in, and I was so
wanting to go and see you, I hadn't seen you since the brief
glimpse on my way to the ward. Daddy arrived but the nurses
had yet to unhook me from drips and tubes so more waiting.
While we were waiting Daddy and I 
wrote out your birth
notice, I have never found it again and the only part I can
remember was that we thought you were our gift from Pa as
you had been born on his birthday. We were so happy and our
family was complete. How our world changed that day with the
news that you had a hemorrhage. We rushed to your side and
watched as they all tried to work miracles to save you. I
remember the doctor coming and telling me no babies do
survive but they were trying everything. It was such a
horrible time and I really wanted to hit them all away from
you, for them to leave you in peace but I had to let them
try. Its just one of those things no-one could do anything
about. It was so sudden and fatal. I have so many things I
wish now I had done with you, I think I will always have
regrets but please know my sweet girl that I am so pleased
you came into my world. I dedicate this song to you,
the first verse where it says I was blessed to have you in
my life is soooo true, the second verse that says you
showed me how it feels to have the sky within my reach sums
up the joy you gave us, how happy we were to have our little
boy and our little girl. The strength you have given
me amazes me, I never thought i was strong enough to survive
this, but I have, thank you so much for giving me the
strength to go on and to attempt to help other Mummy's and
Daddy's whose dream is shattered, without you none of this
would have been possible. I go on with life being the
best I can be, knowing that what you would want. I
count the minutes until I can hold you again knowing this
time it will be forever
I love you
Mummy |
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In memory of a little one
She gave not a wave of her little hand,
Nor blew me her sweetest kiss
I did not know she was leaving
God her precious love I miss
Smile down on me when you hear me cry
Don't look down on me with sadness
Give me the strength to live without her
To cope with the emptiness and the madness
Bless you for taking her so gently
As she had fought so hard to live
Thank you for loaning her to me
She was your greatest gift to give
Remind her where she lived and loved
Hold her often, take her hand in our own way
Reunite her with loves ones in Heaven before her
Reassure her, her Mummy will see her again some day.
Author unknown
Broken
Chain
Unknown
We little
knew that morning,
God was going to call your name,
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
You did not go alone,
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
You left us beautiful memories,
Your love is still our guide,
And though we cannot see you,
You are always at our side.
Our family chain is broken,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
Bereaved Birthdays
Author unknown
Birthdays are a time for celebration
Not a time for tears
But what happens when the birthdays
No longer mark the years
A birthday marks the moment
A spirit enters earthly life
To share its special love and joy
And learn from earthly strife
Before a spirit comes to us,
It Knows when and how it must depart
It chooses its path carefully,
We are honored from the start
The sadness we now feel on such a joyous day
Is longing for our loved one's touch
It's natural to feel this way
For even though the birthdays
No longer mark a spirit's stay
Love continues on forever
To touch us everyday
I hug my precious memories
Close to my heart
And honor my beloved spirit child
Who chose me from the start
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Theresa Carter 2001
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