Title:  Desires & Confessions

Author: LadyViper & B Marx

Category: Adult Het, ATF Het

Rating: NC 17  ~ Yep there be Explicit SEX. 

Pairing: Lola & Ezra   (part of the Brook & Lola Series)

Author's note:  Something we did for Ezra after an undercover mission.

And we used an online translator, for Italian. We do not claim to know the language.

(so forgive us if there's any errors)

Disclaimer:  Thanks to MOG for the ATF universe. We don't own them; sigh not even just a little. We use and abuse but send them home thereafter, But never willingly.  All mistakes are ours…

Written: July 29, 2004

Desires & Confessions

Ezra had been undercover for well over two months, and was exhausted. All he wanted to do was go home and have dinner with his lady then maybe sleep for twenty-four hours. He always hated the endless paper work that kept him late after returning from his debriefing from an undercover mission. As he sat down his coffee and prepared to finish his report he noticed a small red envelope propped against his monitor. The handwriting on it was done in script; he glanced to his fellow associates suspicious of their pranks. He didn't mind them; sometimes he even enjoyed joining into the fray; but right now, he was not in the mood he wanted to finish his report, then go see his lady, they had only been dating a few months, though the whole time while undercover he had been dreaming of holding her, caressing her body, making her purr. He smiled at that thought; she did seem to purr during their lovemaking.

Opening the envelope he noticed it was scented, he stopped to inhale the perfume. He knew that scent it was Lola's.  Opening the card, he read:

"My darling, tonight a wondrous adventure awaits you, your journey to the car is only the first step." it was signed only with a small heart with an arrow through it.

Ezra quickly finished his report, and placed it on Chris' desk, he gave him a quick two finger salute. Stopping only long enough to shut down his computer and grab his coat. Placing the note in to his side pocket he said his good nights to his fellow agents.

As he approached his jag, he noticed another small envelope tucked under his windshield wiper. Once seated in his car Ezra opened the envelope. His grin grew giving away to a sly smile, till he noticed the small red box sitting on the car seat with a red rose on it.

"So inamorato you have made it this far. You have been sorely missed. I know you're tired, but in the box, you will find an incentive, music to relax you as you drive."

Ezra opened the box finding a new cd he had wanted to purchase, and a map with directions. A small sticky note was on the map with a heart drawn on it with the words. "I'm waiting for you." Ezra smiled as he placed the cd in, and started humming, as he listens to the mellow music, he drove out of the parking garage. Ezra glanced at the map, he was heading out of town, toward a private resort.

Less than hour later Ezra pulled his jag up and the valet opened the door; Ezra alights from the Jag and stretches. Handing the keys to the young man, he stated sternly, "you scratch it will come out of your pay." He was looking forward to relaxing with his ladylove.

The valet nodded then handed him the small box from the front seat. The doorman greeted him, "Good evening sir, I do believe you are expected at the bar, a table is waiting for you."

Nodding Ezra smiled, as he entered the tropical styled bar, Smirking he was about to walk up to the bar, when he noticed a table with his name on a reserved sign. This was starting to peak his interest as to just what was planned next. Sauntering over to the table he sits down and looks at the sign. "Just what are you up to, my dear?" he whispers as he caresses the sign.

Inside the sign, he finds a heart sticker with a key. The waitress brings him glass of his favorite wine, then hands him another note. Thanking the woman, he sips the wine and reads.
 
"It's been to long, and I miss the touch and caress of a man of many faces. The key to my heart you have taken, the key you hold will reunite lovers. One who desires to be touched ... I'm waiting in a hot tub to sooth your body of desire. *Room 77* Your Lover.

 Shifting as the words set his blood on fire, Ezra threw some money on the table and made his way to the lobby of the hotel. Impatiently waiting for the elevator, Standish looked around the room. Spying a flower arrangement on a table he stalks over to it and plucks out a blood red rose. Caressing the petals he turns just in time to see the elevator doors open.

Once he reached room 77, he noticed a do not disturbed sign along with another small red heart taped to door.  'Only my special lover can enter with the key to my heart.' The rose in one hand and the key to the portal in the other, Ezra slid the key home and opened he door. He smiled as he took in the sight before him. Candles... everywhere, creating a soft glow and exotic atmosphere that was enhanced by the soft music wafting throughout the room. Chilled wine, and glasses on the table, rose petals covered the bed, trailing to the bathroom.

Following the rose petals, Ezra stopped and poured two glasses and then began to undress. He took a few minutes to arrange his clothes so as to prevent wrinkles. He then stretched, rubbing a hand across his chest. He was already hard in anticipation. He spied a silk robe on the bed, the crimson color glowing in the candlelight. Putting it on, he loosely tied the sash, then picking up the rose and the two glasses, made his way to the bathroom.

Leaning back in the tub, Lola had her eyes closed listening to the soft music. Candles flickered; reflecting on small diamond designed mirrored tiles around the hot tub.

Ezra quietly opened the door and gasped. His body thrummed with anticipation. Walking towards his woman he stopped in front of her.

Lola opened her eyes hearing the soft gasp. She smiled and glanced up reaching out her hand to him. "I've missed you," she seductively whispered.

 
"As I you," Ezra whispered back. He handed his love the rose and wine and then straightened. He sipped at his own glass and set it down. Then he reached for his sash as he licked his lips.

She sipped the wine, and then smiled. As she held the rose, using it to softly caress her face. She licked her lips as she stared at him, as his robe slid from his body. She still couldn't believe he was hers.

Shuddering at the hungry look in Lola's eyes, Ezra slid into the tub and arranged himself behind his love. He loved the feel of her skin as he slid against her back, until her behind was nestled against his straining erection and his legs were on either side of her.

Her breath quickened from his touch, she took the rose and caressed his arms, as she leaned back against him. She loved how he felt against her. The way his muscles moved with each breath. Turning slightly she rested her head on his shoulder. "We have the whole weekend to get reacquainted. I've missed your touch and your kisses," she whispered softly.

"Once again you've read my mind, love." Ezra wrapped an arm around her waist while his other roamed the succulent breasts that he'd dreamed about for days.
Letting out a contented sigh she took his other hand and placed it between her legs. As she lightly rubbed herself against him.

Growling at the feel of the heat radiating from her center, in a desperation move he slipped his fingers in her folds and using the strength in his legs accompanied with his other hand he maneuvered Lola so that she was on her knees, her hands bracing the back of the tub. Manipulating her clit he slid his member against her behind. Finding her hot and wet he groaned and slid into her hot haven with sigh.

Lola moaned, "Yessssssss.." and moved with him, she had wanted him as soon as he walked into the room. "God yes, missed you ... so .. much." She climaxed quickly and still moved with him.
 

Ezra lost himself in the sensations of filling his lover and his hard languid thrusts sent him soaring to completion. Slowly, Lola stood up from the tub and offering her hand to him; she pulled him into a hug. Lola breathlessly whispered "Welcome home baby," she smiled up at him.

Wrapping his arms around Lola to steady his shaking legs, Ezra kissed her. "My love, this was the best welcome home I've ever had."

"This is only the beginning." she stepped from the tub and grabbed a large soft towel to slowly dry him. "I have massages set up for tomorrow... " she looked at him then smiled, "in the late afternoon. Tonight you're all mine."

"I wouldn't have it any other way," Ezra commented as he took a fluffy towel and sensuously dried Lola.

She loved how he slowly dried her off... "Dinner... is ....waiting on the... terrace, you ...

you'll ... need your strength." she finally said, then picked up his silk robe and held it out for him to put on.

Allowing himself to be re robed he returned the favor and slipped a sapphire robe around her shoulders and let her slip her arms through. Belting the sash he waited for her to lead the way, loving how her hips swayed.

Taking his hand she led him out on the private terrace and seated him. Smiling as she sat next to him, but grinned when he pulled her into his lap and wiggled a bit on his lap teasing him. Slowly Lola began feeding her lover, as he reciprocated, leaving only the desert. Lola picked up a strawberry and dipped into the whip cream, feeding it to him. Leaning forward Lola licked Ezra's lips taking from them cream of the dessert that had lingered. She wrapped her arms around him. Taking a bit of whip cream from the pie she wiped more on his lips, softly licking around the edge.

Sliding Lola's robe from her shoulders exposing her breasts, Ezra dipped his finger into the whipped cream and painted her nipples. He then positioned his lover so that he could lap at her breasts.

Moaning at his actions, she leaned back, enjoying his talented tongue. "Um... maybe we ... should take ... this inside." breathlessly she offered.

With a wicked gleam in his eyes, Ezra looked around. He stood taking Lola with him. Then much to her shock he swept the table clear of the dishes. Scooping her up he placed her on the table and grinned lasciviously, "Don't worry I'll pay for the damage." he said as he swooped in for a kiss.

She wrapped her arms around him, she had been longing for his kiss. She didn't care anymore where they were. Pulling her to the edge of the table he rubbed his burgeoning erection against her slit. Ezra smiled his triumph as he possessed her heart.

Wrapping her legs around his hips. "Make me yours, only yours." With one thrust he unerringly thrust his cock into her wet depths. Growling as he felt the heat wrap around him. Lola moaned and bit her lip... "Yes love, merge our souls"

"My soul soars," he gasped as he started a steady thrust into his lover. Every time he joined with her was like the first, every time it got better and better.

"God... yes" she purred. Hearing the purr in her voice only made him want to delved deeper with each thrust, feeling the tingle at the base of his spine which indicated his own climax he slipped his hand between them and found her clit. Stroking the little pleasure nub in time with his thrusting he could feel her soaring with him. She ran her hands run up his arms, the grasp them tightly. Bracing for his peak, Ezra started to loose control, he was no longer merely a man, but felt like a warrior coming home from battle to claim his prize. Fucking Lola outside under the glowing moon, he felt ancient stirrings and lost himself in the feelings as he thrust harder and faster into his woman.

"Amarlo," she gasped.

Distracted for a moment by her words, Ezra slowed and focused on Lola's face, "I'm not hurting you am I darlin?"

Pulling him closer, to capture his lips. Their tongues battled till they both need a breath.
 

"Lei sono il mio cuore," he responded as he increased the tempo and leaned forward to place a kiss over her heart.
 

"Sì il bambino," she panted  "Il mio adesso e per sempre"

The tingling at the base of his spine spread and he screamed his release, "La mia anima è la vostro per l'eternità!"

"Oh il mio dio," she arched as she climax, " siamo come un," she panted

"il mio amore"

Unable to form a coherent thought he captured Lola's lips with his own and showed the raven haired beauty his feelings for her... his love... lust... devotion.
She showed how much she desired his touch. Parting from the kiss she stared into his eyes. "I love you Ezra Standish." Then she placed her finger to his lips.

Green eyes softening he tried to speak.

"Don't speak my darling, I know it's too soon for our confession of love. I don't expect you to say it. Just know in your heart I love you and hold you in my heart forever." She whispered as she held her hand on his heart.

Overwhelmed by the precious gift she was giving him, Ezra gently rocked himself out of her and scooped her up into his arms. The southerner carried the other half of his heart into the bedroom and laid her gently onto the bed.

She watched his eyes as he carried her and placed her on the bed. Had she made a mistake in telling him? No he wasn't the type of man to walk away, her eyes followed his every movement, as she memorized every curve and muscle of his body. Even the depth and color and curve of his lips and eyes. She would always hold this time dearly in her heart. Yes she was in love. And nothing would ever change it now...

He looked at his lover lounging on the bed. She looked delectable all tussled and ripe for more. He loved her, he knew that. All he had to do was gain the courage to tell her. Retrieving the wine, amazed that it had survived his earlier destruction he poured two more glasses and brought them to the bed. Lounging next to Lola, he handed her a glass. Watching her take a sip, he leaned forward and licked an errant drop from her ruby lips. Sighing he screwed up his courage, "I love you too."

Lola heart sang hearing those words, smiling at her lover, her soul mate; the holder of her heart. She leaned over to nudge him to lay back and pour a bit of wine on his sculpture stomach. Leaning over she licked it away slowly licking her way up to his lips. "Il mio Cuore, la mia anima, il mio amore, per sempre," she licked his lips and lightly bit his bottom lip then captured his lips, sucking on his tongue.

Shuddering at her words as well as from her wicked tongue, Ezra thrust his head against the pillow and arched his back. His arms wrapped tightly around her. She was right it would be a weekend to remember.

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Italian translations:

"inamorato" - sweetheart

"Amarlo"- love you

"Lei sono il mio cuore "- you are my heart

"Sì il bambino"- yes Baby

"Il mio adesso e per sempre" - mine now and forever

"La mia anima è la vostro per l'eternità!" - my soul is yours for eternity

"Oh il mio dio" - oh my god

"siamo come un" - we are as one

 "il mio amore" - my love

"Il mio Cuore, la mia anima, il mio amore, per sempre" –