Advice for your vice
Written Jully 13,2002
What is this life
But toil and strife
Alone we struggle
Two we snuggle
Seek and find
Is that not kind
Are you the only
Are we all homely
This life unfair
This I swear
I do care
Not a snare
Welcome to my lair
Here you find
Answers for you
Life is kind
Like morning due
Alone your not
Only what you wrought
Be not afraid
This you made
To be free from fear
Is always near
All to do is trust
This is a must
Peace is yours
Freely out it pours
This peace takes work
This peace not pork
Labor priceless
Benefits matchless
When peace achieved
Eternity received
The choice is yours
There are no lewers
Old gets no fewer
Only nature it self
Nothing to sell
In this day
Shows you the way
To take from you
Would make you blue
Because all you give
Is how you live
How you live
Is what you give
How you treat another
Comes back to you always
Sister and your brother
All through lifes maze
We are all a kin
From when we first begin
To all of lifes turmoil
From that we all have soil
From the moment we begin
We begin to sin
Why do we find fault
From this we must alt
In others like our selfs
That do not have this wealth
Of knowledge to impart
Lets make a brand new start
To see each other as our self
Is worth a life time of wealth
The kindness we breathe in
Is that weve given out
All we are inside and out
Dont blame outside
Look inside
Deep into your time on earth
Did envy bring you worth
Stepping on others brings you pain
Really look it is just that plain
All the problems in our lifes
Are from times we criticize
Shes too fat or hes too thin
So throw those stones with out sin
Tomorrow is coming this is for sure
Take the poison or take the cure
The answer is always there
Always for those who care
Always for another this is true
Reality is it is for you
For those who believe
they are hated by all
All the suffering in the world
Pleasure in others suffering
Why you pleasure
Why hate
To love brings happiness
Love is weak
No love is ok
It is OK to love
No one hates you
Dont cry no more
Be comfortable with me
I want the world to live free
Be free
I may not agree
Thats ok be free
You choose your road
We wont bare a load
Let your spirit rise
Dont believe in lies
If we dont agree
Does that mean your not free
Not to me
Listen to the wind
Here the voice within
Find the road for you
If not now when
Mabie someday as two
The consequences of our lives
Is not what we take in
Its what we leave behind
Perfection not achieved
Till perfection not believed
We reach our goal each day
When we know we were wrong
Take action on our faults
Here is your peace
You are loved
More than you can know
written 06/19/02
The Best
Date 1/5/87
Your the best
Look up to you I do
In every way
If you dont see
Lets make it clear
Set the record straight
So mature so strong
Stronger than me
You set me free
Behind always there
No mater when or where
Never will I under estimate
To discernment of your choice
Always a open ear
Ill have to your voice
Your the best
Its plain to see
How much more stronger you are
than me, in ways that seem so right
Your love and caring
Ill always give in with out a fight
I love you
Aprox.. date 1987
Your nights are always warm
You dont fear this cold world
Be in my world , youll always be loved
Dont wander far from me
I always want to see
That happy smile
When we go down the miles
All I want is to see your smile
Our peace is your peace
Surround us in Love
I always will
Lets work together
Well make a paradise
Going down to a place weve never been
America is ours
Together weve seen peace
The peace of love
Our love is a warm bath of caring
Only when our love is sharing
Sharing tender moments of intimacy
Warm thoughts of love
A gentle rain to clean my heart
You and I can make a new start
Our work is all we can do
To make all we give brand new
Leave you Ill never
How could I leave the best thing Ive ever had
You cant make me happier
Dont leave me my love
All I ever was is a long lasting kiss
Our love is a peace
We can find a new
New love is ours
We can now rejoin
We can make a new
Our love is joined
To make brand new
Date unknown
Tittle unknown
On the run
From myself
Putting my heart
Up on a shelf
Leaven myself down the road
Cant seem to find
What it was I left behind
It was love
But it was hate
When I found out
It was too late
My life is sick
Im thick like a brick
Winding down
the spiral of life
Down to the bottom
Into the core
I stay feeling better
I cant find a way
Aprox. date:1987
title unknown
So up that hill Ill climb
Of that cliff I rise
With a burst of strength you gave me
With the faith from you that saved me
Till on the edge I stand
High above all the termoil
I stand on that cliffs edge
Held up by only your love
With out you Ild begin to fall
With you Ill conquer all
Aprox. date:1987-1992
Title: On top because of you
All those nights I spent alone
Crys I Cried that seemed unheard
Yearning to meet with my partner
All that time so hard on me
Things I thought would never be
Life seemed so, never to be bright
It all seemed not worth the fight
Ready to give in, I saw the end
Needing a hope, or just a friend
As I hung from the cliff
Sore from holding onto broken dreams
Agleam of light came from destiny
Something foretold the past
Come to me gently like a soft summer breeze
You come to me Debbie to fill a void
Both of us needed our love
So filled I am from all you give
I thirst no longer
Im happy, so full, so satisfied with you
You came to me like it was ment to be
You came in time
Aprox. Date: 1987-1992
Title: You, Me, I love thee
Your all Ive wanted
Peace is mine at last
All that Ive ever wanted
Is coming to me fast
Like all these new beginnings
Like dust becomes my past
All that youve begun in me
Loved that youve showered
Grows in both of us
Newborn and flowered
Love rained down
on both of us
From when we both met
All your love is precious to me
Like a white dove weve both set free
So in surrenderence come unto me
Let all our love always be
A reminder to both
How good life could be
When all you want is yours
Myself for you, all of you for me
As wee begin our long awaited jouney
Both our souls of bondage
Finally set free
Love always, Rick
I love you my honey
Never loved somebody so much
Without this love growing
Id never stand a chance
Your perfect in every way
All I ever wanted and more
Date 12/15/91 12:40 am
Title:Happy to be
Fresh new love
Fresh like the morning due
Love thats shared by me and you
Seems like no one like we two
I miss you so when your away
My heart never wants you to go
My whole wants you to stay
My minds made up
My heart is set
All you must do is be yourself
All you have to be is next to me
Your all I want and all I crave
When Im with you Im duty bound
I need you now, Ill need you then
Im so sad, I just cant win
When were apart, its like a sin
Save my love Ill wait until that time
When we unite in bonds so sweet
Your heart surrenders to me
And mine to yours
My reason for living is so clear to see
When Im next to you
And your next to me
Life has new meaning
And love lights the way
To happy beginnings
A collection of winnings
For the end of old ways
Your beautiful as can be
Perfect as I could see
Every thing that I desire
Lies in you my warmth my fire
Pleasing me is all you could do
Letting me down would be detrimental
Inside I know that we feel the same
Both of us seem so joined
The minute we met
Our hearts we let
Join to one
Let it be
No one knows what will be
Together forever, forever free
Title: Unknown
Date: 1987
Long time I have waited and wondered
Wondered of meeting you on a wintery day
A memory I have always had
A dream that drove me mad
Anticipating the day I would meet the one
All I have ever wanted is you
Wanted you I always have
Imagine you in my head
See you on the horizon from a distance
My sweet lovely one
All your beauty surrounds me
Your gentleness encompasses me
Around me in all my consciousness
Your smiling face is all I see
Title: Your #1
Date: 1987-1988
I love like I could never see
I love you like I Could never be
Leave you I would rather die
All I want from you is your love
Ill give you mine till the end of time
You are all I the in this world
You are all I want in this life
Do not let all this toil and strife
Make you sad and get you down
Because you can always know
That I will always be around
When I say that I love you it means so much than that
It means I have reserved myself for you
It means all I have is you
All I want from this old life is you
With out you I would be no where
And with you Im on top
Your a meal that lasts forever
Leaving me so full
And everlasting plenty you are to me complete
Perfect and so beautiful
My one and only you
I also wrote something on the bottom
About loving the cat we had then
Title:Your So Gorgeous
Date: 1988 about
Beauty so evident
Green eyes like crystal sea water
A body like fine silk
I can not describe your inner beauty
Your outer beauty drew me from the start
If I have told you too seldom
Your as beautiful as I can define
In love I feel as I was a child
Like my first love you feel that way
Let our love warm our hearts
Like the month of may in Connecticut
Your lovely frailties captures me
Captures me a new everyday
Please be with me till eternity
Subtle lady young and wild
Be with me and come to me mild
Your love is like my fool, your kisses I drink
Lips so tender, in your arms I want to stay
Locked together our body's are all I want for eternity
Love you I do inside and out
Like fresh snow fall on me your love
All your love a gift so beautiful
Unhindered you stand willing to be go with me
New beginnings you are what I have
Perfect for me your heart cry's
Your all I want is all I want
Pretend I can not to join is all I want
Please be mine my eternal valentine
Title: All I need
Date: about 1988
You got my life in your hands
You have got my heart in the palm of your hand
You can be sure for all eternity I will always be your man
I hope you will always love me like I love you
If you would leave me all my mind would be gone
All my will to survive would be long gone
Your so very precious to me
More precious than I could say
As precious as both of us are
I worry I think the thoughts that are so hurting
I think of how I would feel if you left
Like so many have left
Attached I have become so dependent on you
On your smile and soft caress
Your love is so vital to me
This world so cruel
People tear each other apart
Do not let them do that to us
Dont let them do that to us
Dont let them tear us down
I told you from the start
Just let those feeling flow
Unhindered from all distractions
Unhindered from the out side world
Unhindered from all the jealous dogs
All my life I have waited for you
Now your here
So only think good thoughts cause that is all we will see
Title: Unknown
Date: 1988-1990
Stupid
Shut your mouth
Oh my new fibers of a view
On a ceiling of hate
The way things are one of peace
Bow wow said the brown door
In a real note of a small things
You can you can you can you flow
Flow says a real now one
Her none commitment
On a new person
A new one in a small now
Title: Unknown
Date: 1990?
I know it is hard at work for you
But not as hard as knowing it for me
Dont let our love feel the pain
All I know is life spins round and round
Since I met you my life is turned upside down
All I love is in my arms
All I need is a half a second away
Things may seem so bleak
And your love still makes me weak
True love is all I seek
And I found it there in your arms
From the moment we met
All we wanted from that moment on was set
You were always my pet
And all I wanted was forever set
Thank a power far from you and me we must
In that power trust
The gifts you have given me is plane for me to see
All your love is free
Title: unknown
Date: Unknown
Time I shared with you
All the time I had
Yet it all seems like a minute
And now I am all but glad
My life is all so empty
My heart is just a void
Dont let this be the last time
Because I make you see
That I have changed completely
Title: unknown
Date: Unknown
Life is so empty
Life is so bleak
Which way to go
I do not know
Or where to begin to seek
My life is like a wheel
That turns into the sea
My life is a endless
Circle of things that hurt me
Will I ever be Happy
Will I find peace
Never my heart it cries
Title: Unknown
Date: Unknown
I dont know
Which way to go
I can go slow
But where to start I do not know
Where to begin
It aint no sin
I just cant win
Dont know where I been
Down the road
I will carry my load
How to begin
How to start
Win I must
No one I can trust
Hey man it is a bust
She is what I lust
In the beginning
I wasnt winning
Now I am on my way
I win I win
Ive won to stay
I am not here to play
Im not here to play
When it comes to me it is business
Hard and strong
I dont want to fade away
When Im there
Ill be so long
Nothings gona hold me back
Title: Never, Never?
Date: 8/1/86
I turn to others
They tell me nothing
Inside my heart burns
I look back my mind learns
Never make mistakes
Is easy you see
When someone like you takes
What is most precious to me
I learned forever
Not to take love lightly
That is why I say never
All Ill do is hold on tightly
Not letting anything go by
Never to let hurt slide
Ill hold on so tight
The only sound of fight
Will be the pounding
Of our hearts
Close together
Date: 8/1/86
Title: Pain Forever?
Love is something I have lost
Something that cant be bought
Nothing can replace it
Nothing can erase it
It always leaves a lesson taught
The lesson I have learned
The one that left me burned
Nothing can be worse
Than what has happened
No words can converse
No gifts can console
No drug can control
That deep scared hole
Thats left in my heart
One that has a start
But has no end
Is there no way
That you will bend
To fix the heart that only you can mend
Title: Undying Love
Date: 8/1/86 11pm
To have you near me now
Could be too much to ask
But in your love I long
Yo soak in and to bask
You are all there is to me
And all you are there is to me
And all you are there is
But by myself there is nothing new
And with myself there is all but you
Please to me be gentle, be ever slow to hurt
I am fragile not what you see
But what you see is not
I am only in this just for you
I hope it same for two
Because if I must end it all
I end it when we are through
Your presence has enlightened me
And filled me with desire
You have lit the coldness in my heart
You have set my soul on fire
Of your love too full I will never
Make love my sweetest one
Let be as one for ever
I will never hurt you one time again
I will never hurt you ever
Date:8/3/86
Title: Super Love
Time you left me alone
I have no peace you see
Since I found my self lost
I finally found the cost
I have lost my heart
I will never start
Until I have won you back
Your love is life
You will be my life
Through all the strife
Through all the hurt
Over all the mountains, under seas
Cause in the breeze
It blows our names
Forever more
We try to close the door
But love is inevitable
And will always win
Fill we give in
Title: Unknown
Date: Unknown
No baby dont leave me
I dont want to see you go
Cause if you ever left me
Baby you know my heart it would hurt so
I love you darling Janet
No none can even stop me till I make you mine
I have been praying for many years to aquire the right woman
And now that I have her near it is like a priceless pearl
She was in basic training in the army
Date: 1993
Title: To my loving Debbie
You make me the Happiest
Like I have never ever been
I will never love life so much
Until we become together
We are bound together forever
Bound by God's word
Our love I do treasure
Since the day I saw you
Peace and joy entered my life
Ever since we became two
Away went all anger and strife
All my life I longed to meet you
Ever since the day I did
I have gotten what I wanted
And someday mabie a kid
I dont know how I lived without you
Now I know I could not live with out you
Now I know I could not ever
That time that we are apart can only strengthen us
For in your hands is my heart
Till we are together
It will be a brand new start
So fret not my loving wife
Who comforts me all the while
The earth could shake and shutter
As long as we are together
All is well with me
All is well with you
Ultimate peace and love
To be shared by just us two
May God keep us together always
We must admit
With out his help we'd be in a pit
This is a poem I wrote at
Christmas when I was at
My fathers house in Massachusetts
And my wife was at the dust bowl
In California doing training for the
US Army my Dad was dying
There is only one for me
As far as I can see
Only one I love
More than I can say
Only one I can love
Day after day
Love more precious to me
More than all the riches
More than all the gold
More than my very life
Love I need like air I breath
I cannot live without your love
It is clearer every day
All I ever wanted is you
Before I new it was true
You, you, you, you, you, you
While she was a Ft Jackson
During her basic training for
The army 11/29/93
I am so lonely without you
You only you can make me happy
You are everything in the world to me
Nothing matters nothing in the world except you
With out you I would surely die
You are the only reason I want to live
Tittle Dec. Florida "83"
Date 12/83
Slow nice calm
Twice as Mellow
I feel so free
Someone on trip
Want to share this
A felling like I cant explain
Why all I know is now
Free and wild
Wow, just let loose
Crazy now got to
Know how, how to
Get good thing
I want to be a real
Ring, a can not sing
Please give me a real
For she nice rest mistake
Got to relate
How come I cant find
A kind quit like you
I do not want what
Is I want what always
Please find me read
Me lips they want
To relate to an other
Type with out you I
Can not thing I need
You woman please
Find me in a slump
Get me in high
I want to make
You see what I
Really need is you
You are out there I
Dont know so me were
I can not tell you
You are far from
You near in
Good company
Get me from behind
You make me feel
Like I do not need the morning
I do not need the flowers
I do not need fresh air
I cant stop feeling just like a man should
I am a man
You make a man out of me
More and more a man
Double me triple
When I first laid eyes on you
My innocents was turned to
A lusting only a real man could feel
A powerful kick
from me head to toe
You turned me see what I was missing
In my virgin state I fantasized
Title: Basically Bore
Date 1983
When I am bored
I am on the verge of
Anything at all
I wonder why most crimes are committed
Is it because people are bored
When I look back on my
Life I realize the
The reason I am were I
I am is because I am
Bored
The only reason I ever
Have done wrong can all be
Blamed on being bored
Tittle first day of night school
Date 1983-84
I cant seem to find her
She is so far gone
A reason hard to find
Am I so far behind her
Seeing her is like a sad song
Why seeing her is kind
Do I have her under my spell
Am I always so wrong
Sometimes it turns my gut
Or is she over my farewell
I want so bad to her belong
Life is full of waits and buts
So long baby, good bye comes
Easy yours so wrong baby
And twice as sleazy
Title: Unknown
Date: 1983-84
Some were out there is a woman
Someone who will love me
If I find this beautiful woman
I will be so happy
Is she out there
Can I find where
I long for her
But she does not know
How much she means to me
Could she be as beautiful, as I could expect
Or is her beauty only reviled to me
How ever I do not know
Where can this woman be
I have looked all over and have yet to see
How much wiser is she than me
Or is she wiser than me
I have tried so very hard
What can I do to get to know her
I have tried and tried
But I can not hide I have to be myself
Without that great ingredient
I find it hard to cope
She has to like me for myself
And not for what she wants me to be
I can try to be someone else
But she has trouble still
What can I do to be near her
She will want to see
Another man not like myself
And put the real me up on the shelf
Title: Unknown
Date: 1983-84
If I just conclude my life
I would have been such a blast
That I would never be sorry
The missing thing that seems so important
Is that special woman to like me
A lasting part I would love from the start
From then until the end
Title: Unknown
Date: 1983-84
There is sensations
In a strange relation
Especially
When your next to me
I start feeling vibrations
Sensation relation
Title: Unknown
Date: 1983-84
I am not sad, I am down
You to me liken a clown
Your so fictitious
It make me sick
With fools like you
I have got my pick
Your low as low
I will not bend
To your sad state
You thin fat bat
Woman get me excited
Woman make me high
But woman like you
Just make me sick
Go out and get yours
Title: Unknown
Date: 1983-84
Do you think I need you
Do you think I care
I will not need you
Not now or when your
I have to admit your body is tantalizing
But I dont need you
And I do not care
Woman all around me
No one I can stand
I that there is on
So beautiful and fair
Just for me
Title: Unknown
Date: 1983-84
Sometimes I feel so sad
Lonely sometimes I feel so sad
Deep inside I know why
It is because I am so bad
I cant find a reason why
Especially when I am blind
To every thing behind
All I ask from you woman
Is that you will understand
Why I am so helpless a solitary man
Without you I can not love
I can not find a reason
I have given into deep dark
I wont be happy till
I have I, I, I, I, I, I, I
Please give me no a break
Wont you forsake
Your beautiful as a
You make me soooo
Slim, trim, mean
Nice hair, nice bare
You are all I ever wanted
You, you, you, your kind
Title: Unknown
Date: 1983-84
I cant stand not having
Someone to love me
Some one to be there
When I need them
Some one really close
That only I can see
I have looked near and far
I do not know where
Mabie some one can point the way
I have tried you know
Lips will not move they will not say
Not one person will ever tell me where I can go
Where is the place where she can be found
Or am I destined to sing the blues
Not a hint not a clue
She made me and I am still paying the blues
Is she hiding out here some where
Do I see her every day is she under my noise
Is she behind a counter calling me sir
Did I make her mad
And get sick of her
If I take her home
Will she reveal herself to me
I need a woman you see
Nothing in I hold so dear
Than her body to pier
Why I say with tearful eyes
No where I look can I replace
The love I had amongst your lies
Without just one woman
To love and care for me
I am up for grabs it is plane to see
My price is not bad
Just one woman
That will not make me mad
Title: Lisa
Date: 1983-84
She loves to give up
She loves to give in
She loves to forget
I can not seem to forget
Do not give up the fight
Your the only one who cares
You hurt your self
I do not want to see you go down
Please try someday you will go far
You will find a way
Keep pressing only for yourself
You love to give up
You love to give in
You love to forget
See why you fail
Is sad, sad tail
Like a white horse who lost its way
Ran and ran till do until a darker day
Price cost blues
Everything in life has its cost
Every life has its price
My cost is nothing
And my price is you sweet thing
Nothing is priceless indulging me
I dont want nothing except you woman
With out a good woman where would I be
Title: Your solid there
Date: 10:46pm wend 10/26/1983-85
No matter what you wear
You think I dont care
That makes me think
Before I sink
I need to take a chance
To put on us the line
Should I risk
Here I go
Your love is a show
For once I know
Im in love
I look and search
Never have I seen
Some one as tight as you
All I want is your love too
I know you want security
If you could see
I want us free
Want I us free
Something as kind
I hope that day
We find what,what we really want
In no further than you and me
Love me
Title: Unknown
Date: 1983
(this poem is about a dude
I knew who killed himself
in the building I used to live)
How could he do it
How could he want it
He gone for good
Man what I should
Serves a reminder
To bad I said
Not of him
Haunts my head
Its what I should do
Then something I could
Not too late
Now I am sad
Not half as bad
As he must felt
He took his life
So cry a tear for the one not here
Talk you can not
See you can
In every eye
That passes by
So help each other
You can right now
So latter wows
You can not see a heart
How down how bleak
So needs now found
Save the Billys in all
Dont let another fall
Answer the call
It becomes too late
It cry you see
A friend means more
Than life you see
To Bills every where
9/24/83
Title: Gods people are good
Date: 1983
They are sweet to me
All one people as it should be
I long to see
Us all set free
He will come again
Let us all stay friends
God will bless
Our togetherness
Let him make our time
Honey sweet not lime
God will make our final break
Our love for him
Let us never forsake
Thank you God
for fellowship sweet
How good you are
To me so bad
So stay near my friends
And never far
From now till end
Always a friend
Title: Unknown
Date: 1983
Im sad not mad
I think about the good times I had
But now I am sad
I go around
I think I am having fun
Title: Happy birthday Teresa
Date: 5/09/83
For all you mean to me
I love you so much sister
Too much for you to see
I spend my time thinking
Of better days for you
I hope you never sink a inch
Yet your day gets brighter still
I hope for every thing for you to be just right
And if you loose your strength
Then call on me to fight
Cause I would give every thing
Just to see you... Happy Birthday
Help me dont hurt me
Date: Before 1986
Im feeling low
I do not know why
Sometimes I will stair
Into the sky
Ill sit and wonder
In aim less dought
Why someone like you
Cant help me out
Im lost and lonely
All alone you see
I have got control of me
I do not understand
Why I am so down
That is why I want
Someone like you around
I search and search
All around town
To find a love to drown this sorrow deep with in
I have gotten kicked so many times
I can not feel the pain
I seek the answer
In your heart a reflection
Is so plane
Please dont leave me
Like so many have
Dont leave all me alone
Because you will break my heart
And when we part
Just like before I will be alone
Title: The Ground and the Sky
Date: Before 1986
Burdens are so many
Light ones rarely found
I have been like no one
You have never known
I have been on the top
But on the ground
People want my life to win
Emptiness in everyone
No real caring, never sharing
Being alone is nothing
New nor nothing I have ever felt
But being close to someone
Like has always, always
I am lost without you
Your sweetness is so different
Your caring eyes might meet
The ice that is built up inside me now
From people cold and hard
I need your softness cold and warm
So gentle and so true
If you leave me nothing is gained
Nothing will be won
My heart will yearn so deep inside
To see you and to be with you
Inside I am just a baby
I am reaching out to you
I seek your soft embracing arms
I yern to hear your soft gentle voice telling me it is all right
You will say inside he does not mean the things he wrote to me
So easy ment the words I sent my heart is filled with love untouched
Inside I know it is true
Please dont leave me or mabie I will be sad and leave these things untouched
All I want is just some love from someone like you
So soft and gentle country woman surrender love to me
Like the sky I have starred at so many times longing for that love
Ill return into your heart eternal love to thee
Until into my very soul you will gaze upon and see
You will know then that I am real not fake and then you will never leave
Title: Choppers in the snow
Date: 1983-1985
Choppers in the snow
It is the only way to go
Christmas time is here
I will give my friend a bear
And then I will cry a tear
Yet through the cold snow
I see a gleam of light
A reflection of long ago
Here they come a riding
Straight through the wind they blow
No one else knows
How beautiful they are
Those choppers in the snow
Understand I will never
Why choppers I do not see
Riding in the snow
So threatening and so free
Title: To Whom May Read This
Date: Unknown
Sometimes like life is leaving you behind
But then you realize you are just behind
Things seem to be so complicated
But the you realize it is just too simple
I do not seem to know where to go or what to look for
Life is just a fantasy that every body has to like
Someone come and find me tell me where to go
And what to live for hold my hand through thick and thin
Explain to me how and why you want and seem to love life
Explain why life seems to leave me behind or am I ahead
This is not made up not rethought dont feel sorry just understand
Title: You and Me
Date: Unknown
If I could see
Want us free
Someday we will find
Something as kind
I hope that day
We what we really want
And no further than you and me
Love, me
Title: My love My life
Like 90% of these poems
it is directed towards
a woman I was dating
Date: before 1986
I know who I am
Disciple of the devil
Child of a king
Around here I just dont fit
Every where I go
I loose my self control
Do not go or leave me alone
Because far from home I will roam
I will never find a comfort here
Drink wine, drink beer
Get high cause I dont fit in here
Where I fit in is not clear
Where I come from is large in character
Some of that I have grown to know
Without what is need
All my mind I did feel it
All what is right I did never feel the plight
Do not go and leave me here
With out you I would be far from my home
Home is such a simple place
Home is where I see your smiling face
I need you here close to me
What is missing is clear to see
Your smiling face resting on my chest
Dont leave me for someone else
Know one else could love you like I do
Dont ever leave me you will make me blue
Dont ever go, do not ever say we are through
Date before 1986
Title: General assistance
We all need help
Some of us more
There is always something
We can contribute
To continue the ring
To make our lives suit
Some may sore
Others may crawl
If we will just give our all
We would make it better
For each other and everyone
Under the sun
If we will just work
To make our lives better
To make it easy
For you to get ahead
But you fall instead
Its time to walk
And not to stalk
Without a cause
How can we pause
Move on, move forward
Stop hurting each other
Be kind to the one next
It is as easy as text
How can you fail
Just learn to set sail
Glide past difficulty
To the final goal
Train your soul
Do not give up
Your just a pup
We are all a babe
From now till finish
Lets never relinquish
That lingering flame
That seeks to mame
And make us lame
To the task ahead
So believe what is said
When a voice higher
Repeats gets better
Be true to the letter
Be honest, be true
It is only just for you
When it all comes down
You will stand alone
Not with the town
Face up right now
Before it is too late
You got a date
With your life
Push past the strife
Grab for the gift
Self gratifying
Holding your own
Till your seed is sown
Prove yourself
Not on a shelf
You will sit and waste
So dont make haste
Start now
Or you will learn
Now the last turn
Stop dont run
Date unknown
Honey dont worry nothing will happen to us
Dont fight dont hate dont give me rebates
Whats all the worry, whats all the fuss
Falling deeply into love with you
Killing you in my heart
Coming to places in this part
Your all I want , cant fight you
Or I will smite you
Go away for just two
Going into a tail spin
Be gone to a new world
Going into a tail spin
Wondering what door you went into
No title
Date before 1986
Your hiding it is plane to see
Your hiding what your hiding in me
My life is write before you
All things I know about myself
Things I cannot see
You leave me now you show me how
I want all that you got
And what it is, it is allot
Come in apart, starting in a start
Letting it all come down
All around you, in your life there is a tear
All that love all that is here
Alone your gone, alone your out
Quit is goal, to listen a clue
Listen I do but sadness appears
Alone I sit quit
Quit in a tear
Sorry I am for you unfair
Sorry comes from patience that wears
Dont leave me alone just love me at home
Your presence is mine
Your spirit is fine
So I believe your mine, mine
No title
Date before 1986
So near to you Ill always be
To hurt you let it be far from me
Love is all I need, you see it will always
Clothe and feed me
All I see when in you green eyes I peer
Is peace thats perfect in every way
Love that could comfort me to a happy day
Green are the pastures that lie before us
The wealth of the earth we will share
That perfect peace you give to me
All that love we will let it be
Come to me my only sunshine
Brighten my day my lovely one
For there will come a day
When all is one
And together we will stand
Victors of love
With nothing above
Except all our love
No title
Date before 1986
You make me feel so good
I cant stop feeling
Just like a man should
When I first laid eyes on you
In my virgin state
I got down in my head
Do not show me your best
Then I could never rest
Till you with me
Nothing left said
Just good night
And good morning
How good that would be
You with me is all I need
For my stillness
No title
Date before 1986
You want things soft and easy
But far from me you seem
Then your all I have ever dreamed
Leave me in a far off world
True to me you must always be
No matter what your instinks say
Confused is all you see now
Its all I want and more
Yours is all I can see
And your knocking at my door
Please come in and see me
See me far from home
See me in all that you can see
See me all within
page torn
No title
Date before 1987
(this poem is as if my enimy is speaking)
Some body help me
I talk only to the sky
My mind is a mess
I can not even guess
What a mess
My mind is
My words run a mock
My voice is low
My heart is my thought
Tear from my eyes
Flow endlessly
Always and forever
Forget you I will never
Nor the revenge I feel
I must receive from
What you have done to me
Your mother will die first
Leaving you all alone
Then you will die shortly after
No title
Date before 1986
She is gone there is no reason to go on
Mabie I will never find another like her
Mabie I will
I need someone new
Someone as good as two
I just can not take the pain
My body acks inside
These feelings I can hide
Alone I tread for now
I hope she sees me someday
In my arms a beautiful woman
Who I will love forever
Some one who will stand by me what ever
On I will go because I simply must
Always knowing I have only me to trust
Until I reach that day
I can stand and say
I made it I am where I should be
No one can stop me
I will be there you will see
Title To Linda
Date before 1986
Skys of Blue
Clear water
Green trees bright flowers
Sunshine bright
Starry nights
Green grass
All cannot replace
the love we share
The presence of your face
The burden that I bare
To give to you
What I want to
Not a thing could say
How I feel today
Oh your love has given
Me a special gift
That a life worth living
And a special lift
Your love is what I want
One my heart desires
Wont you give me all you are
So I can give it to my God
My only main supplier
Beat you
I claw you and control you
You voluntarily submit
Life it seems is just a dream
We can now compute
Do not reveal into the sail
Amongst the real commute
Just repute
And give a salute
To the men who pollute
Pollute and decide the wrong and the right
Should we give in submit
Should we quit to see up
And give in a cry
Never say die release the cry
Cry for some and die for one
Into the calm and cry
Be far from home
Life within will begin
Life without is just a shout
Be cool I shout, it is only without
Be calm little one or you will have more fun
Alone in the dark, be far from my heart
Alone in the dark beware into
Jive it Down pretty mama
Just love me
And make me love
Be at peace with your love
Title unknown
Date unknown
Away from rain
Ill please refrain
We can see
A knowing in we
The once great man
The now only we can see
We find all of us
Belonging to the trust
Go on in we see
Can you be with me
A bird shuffles
Title unknown
Date unknown
I am going to the road
Im going to let it all down
Your going with me in all your madness
Gone with you in all your love
Inside is all that is gone
Real is really wrong
Be in all my troubles
Let me tell about all my troubles
He is gone in all the life
Is real in my worried mind
Heaven is even with my body
We are going down the road
With leaving in mind
Is it up to our ears
Title unknown
Date unknown
Loneliness not here
When your near
You have touched me
Like no one
You have shown me
I have never done
I cant fight
What is done
When we are one
Not separate
Each a part
Start not end
Straight not bend
Love to end
Title unknown
Date unknown
Our love it makes me helpless
Times we have shared alone
When we are not together
It seems so long you see
Because when we are together
I have never been so happy
My longing for you withers
When ever you are near
My sorrow often hither
And brings with it a tear
Please dont distress
When I am away
Think of us lost
For sorrow is our strengthening
And more love is just the cost
Title Cry Unheard
Date unknown
Out of the jungle of the streets
A voice cry not heard by all
Yet it carries on its way
Know it goes unnoticed
Unrecognized
Voices from other animals
Drown out the small creature
But is not that the way it is
We say so what with rude laughfter
We so blatantly blurt out
In our jelous minds that hold
A blanket of darkness over the most beautiful flowers
You talk louder, bang harder, step down
Stumble, tread over
Who cares who dares to let that
Little insignificent voice let out a
Possible beautiful hymn
Let us trample down the likes of this
In my heart are tears unseen
My sadness grows outside it flows
Rebellion screams in my ugly head
Into each day blood on my hands
My only relief is the distruction I reap
Yet my heart crys, overflowing
Sometimes to run down my face in
Secrecy I hide these tears away
From you will never the days
Gone by when on my knees I cried
And cried making a puddle a half inch thick
Please dont hurt me any more
For I am that voice that cries so soft
Dont drown me out and make me cry
The things I have said I would not lie
There are true today the same tomorrow
Do not increase the hurt and sorrow
Dont blurt louder, dont step on me
My cries are soft they are not louder
Than the softest cries from a baby tiger
In the animal zoo drowned out by elders
Their cries are louder yet in their hearts
They know someday the babies cries will rule with power
The roots come up against the rock
The tree grow strong there now you see
All around the little tree rocks and pebbles for you and me
The tree is separate from the pack
The tree is separate for a reason
Ignore lives separate ones
Louder harder stamp out these runts
When their gone you will all be happy
No more tears you will have to cry
No more fear for you and I
Gone all gone all flowers small
No trees at all just plastic clones to blot the day
My crying over, until the day when one will feel
As just I have and write it down or cry it soft
And want to stop the honest one
From bringing the darkness to the sun
When your heart that solemn plea
Lend a ear mabie three
Get the flower up right close
And live each day right to the most
Than to be a new found old hearts ghost
Title: Anatomy
Date unknown
Rainy days keep me in
I contemplate of my past sin
For not finding you
Sooner that infinite
I want what we have
I can not find no where looked
With out a eye for you
I would be blind as paper
With no words
No meaning
A organ gone
Unfunctional
Gone no purpose
You are what I need to make my life complete
Can not sit here in this spot
Got to go for you to meet
Lost and found till not a sound but your heart beat
Title: Love for one
Date unknown
Love is so hard to come by
In a world that does not know
The way to love like you and I
So let our love light show
Others look in silence
They never see the oneness
Tween us and them a fence
We are so clean and they are a mess
Their bitter jealous hearts
Seek not the pureness of love
They only seek to hurt
By throwing evil darts
We deflect them with our love
Stronger than their hatred
We know we are made above
Staring with intent to the final recompense
Of our love full grown
Sown as one never to be undone
Title unknown
Date unknown
God is with me
That I know
I see around me
People sow
Deceit and anger
Yet a peace is comforting always
Keeping me happy
Safe and free
A comfort
One way one path
Many will fall
I need to stand
On one solid rock
Some who died
In my place
To keep this calm look
Steadfast on my face
See you and me
Be happy and free
Start with a right
Flight while in plight
Got to get out
And stay at a time
Find a reason
In the wrong season
I have why
In life with signs
Please give me a reason
To sink you
Do not beg because I dont have to
I am sorry for any Typo's, of witch I am famous for.
