MaruDa
Title: The Red Thread of
Destiny
Author: Kyoko_godaikun aka Sentaikat
Pairing: MaruDa
Genre: A/u Fantasy
Rating: PG
Note: This comes from listening to Le Ciel too many times :)
Summary: Both Ueda and Maru have a secret in this universe where Magical People
really exist.
The Red
Thread of Destiny
By
Kyoko_godakun aka sentaikat
Note: Do
not archive without permission of author
Note: I
am using the old English word for fairy in this story which is faerie.
It was a
place, so much like the regular Earth, but so different. A place were magical
people were real, were considered ethnic groups. The Oni, were considered a
protected group in Japan. A part of the national heritage. There were laws
protecting the Oni, in fact many regular humans wanted to be Oni.
Not all
groups of magical people were so lucky. The Faeries were a group that were
hated and despised in Japan. Most people believed them to be not really
Japanese, instead sprung from alien roots.
The
agency had many members who were Oni's. In fact Johnny-sama was one. Most
groups had at least one Oni in their line up.
They were the dependable ones, the ones who would stay loyal to the
agency. Because Nakamaru Yuichi's mother was an Oni, he had found it easy to
join the Juniors. He had been teamed up early with his first cousin Tanaka
Koki. Not that anyone knew about the tie. Oni's kept their family ties quiet.
Koki had another reason to keep the tie quiet, for Maru's father was a Faerie.
The one
thing Johnny-sama hated was Faeries. Unlike some tales, most Faeries were tall
angelic like beings. They also were almost impossible for Johnny-sama to
control. So any fairy who joined the agency knew they had to hide themselves away.
"Oh
look, the Magical People's Front want equal rights." Kamenishi Kazuya
threw the paper on the table. The group was in their dressing room after a
rehearsal.
Nakamaru
Yuichi noticed that Taguchi Junnosuke glared at Kame. Maru knew that Junno was a
faerie. No one else in the agency knew. It would cost his friend his career if
anyone found out.
"I
thought we decided that we won't talk about politics." Maru reminded him
as he came into the room.
"Faerie
rights aren’t politics." Kame began.
"Why
can't Faeries have the same rights as everyone else?" Ueda, the radical of
the group asked. He was always championing Magical people's rights.
"Because
they aren't really Japanese!" Kame said. "Why do you care so much
about rights for the stupid Faeries? It's not like you are one!"
"Drop
it!" Koki snapped.
"Well
Ueda, are you a Faerie?" Kame continued.
"Of
course not!" Ueda said. "I'm also not a Brownie, an Elf or a Sprite,
but I think they have rights too!"
Koki
grabbed Kame and shoved him to the other side of the room.
Ueda sat
beside Maru. They had become roommates in the last KAT-TUN draw. Every year the
group drew names out of a hat. That determined who the person would share an
apartment with. Maru liked being Ueda's roommate. They had soon become more
then friends, but not quite lovers. Maru was drawn to Ueda. Maru hadn't
believed in the red thread of destiny until he began to feel it between him and
Ueda. Every cell in his body told him
that Ueda was the one. The one that would make his life complete.
Ueda
smiled at Maru. "Doing anything tonight?"
"I
was going to hang out with Koki," Maru shrugged.
"Oh
I see," Ueda's smile faded. "Are you and Koki serious?"
"Me
and Koki?" Maru repeated. The idea of going out with Koki seemed crazy,
since they were cousins. "I'm not with Koki. Besides...." He looked
across the room at Koki talking seriously with Kame. "I have an idea he'll
cancel our plans for tonight."
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Ueda was
on a date. There was a festival taking place at a local park. He was going out
with Maru, gentle kind Maru. Ueda promised himself that he would cherish every
moment he had with Maru, for he knew, that one day, Maru would find out the
truth about Ueda. Then Ueda would have to make Maru forget. But he hoped this
time would be different.
Ueda felt
himself drawn to Maru, in a way that he couldn't describe. He had never been
drawn to any of his other boy friends. Sometimes it was almost as if he could
see the red thread of destiny between the two. Especially when they where near
each other. The Faeries had a strong belief in the red thread. For every one
believed that it would develop between him and the one he was fated to spend
his life with.
Ueda
looked up to the night sky. It called to him. It called to all of his kind, to
take off, to fly, to become a part of it. But Ueda couldn't fly. Because his
father was an Oni, his wings had never developed were they could fly. Maru was
beside him. He looked up to the night sky, almost as if he too heard the call.
"What
does the sky say to you?" Maru asked him.
"Why
would the sky talk to me?" Ueda lied. "The sky is a thing, not a
person."
"It
tells me to join it." Maru suddenly looked very serious. "Does it
ever tell you that?"
"Of
course not." Ueda again lied. He could see the disappointment in Maru's
eyes. Ueda couldn't tell him the truth. That the sky talked to Ueda all the
time. But Ueda, not being able to fly, could answer it.
"Come
on, let's see the festival." Maru said. The went walking around the park.
Ueda
decided he didn't really like the festival. While it championed his Oni side,
there were booths after booth making fun of his Faerie side. There was even one
from a hate group, asking people to join them in trying to get Magical People
deported from Japan.
Ueda mumbled, "Why can't they just leave
the Faeries alone? It's not like they hurt anyone."
"I
agree every Faerie I've known is better then most humans." Maru said.
That made
Ueda smile. He could feel Maru take his hand in his. Ueda suddenly felt as if
he could tell the truth to Maru. That his friend would understand. But
something inside Ueda made him not tell him. What if Maru was like most other
Oni's Ueda knew? Ueda knew he couldn't risk it. He would have to keep the
secret to himself.
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As the
weeks passed, Maru begun to have suspicions about Ueda. Even though they were
going together, Ueda kept Maru at arm's length, never getting too close. They
hadn't become lovers yet or even kissed. Though Maru would give everything to
love Ueda. To show his friend that he loved him completely. To do what the bond
that had formed between them demanded. For Maru finally realized what the
fascination between them was. For Faeries had a belief that the one who a
Faerie was destined to spend his life with would be drawn to the other person
by the red string of destiny.
In the past before he started to date Maru,
Ueda would have boy friends, then during the height of the relationships,
suddenly they would break up. In fact, Ueda's boy friends always forgot they
were even with Ueda. It didn't take a rocket scientist to realize that Ueda was
making them forget. The only type of creature that Maru knew that could make
people forget was a fairy.
The
problem was getting proof. Ueda was always very, very careful to not transform
around anyone.
But then
one day, Maru came home from work at a different time then Ueda. He could hear
the shower running. The bathroom door was open. He couldn’t help it, he had to
look. In the shower was the most beautiful creature he ever seen. Ueda had
wings, small silver wings that only went to his waist, but beautiful none the
less. His skin had a light silver-blue hue. His ears long and pointed. He had small horns coming out of his
forehead. His features softened so that he was beyond feminine. There was radiance around Ueda.
Maru
couldn't help but stand there, watching Ueda. Everyone laughed at Ueda for
believing in Magical People's rights, but Maru now knew that his friend was
one. He realized that Ueda's mother must be faerie, because as the rule in
mixed Magical People Unions, the child always took most of the characteristics
of the mother. From the horns and the blue skin, Maru knew that Ueda's father
must be Oni.
He wanted
to step into the bathroom, to transform himself. To tell Ueda that it was all
right, not to be ashamed of his looks anymore. To hold him, and tell him that
he loved him. But he was afraid. Maru's mother was Oni. He looked more Oni then
Faerie. Perhaps Ueda would reject him for his real self was so hideous.
Then
suddenly, Ueda was looking at him. His beautiful face grew panicked. He reached
out a hand, and the door slammed shut.
*What am
I going to tell him?* Maru thought to himself. *How can I let him know that he
isn't alone?*
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Ueda was
in a state of near panic as he got out of the shower. *He knows, he knows, he
knows.*
Ueda
closed his eyes, and suddenly he looked like a normal human again. But the fact
still remained, Maru knew his secret. He dried off and put on his robe. He
would have to make Maru forget. He had fallen dangerously in love again. Like
always he would have to make them forget. . But this time he didn't want to. The red thread, he could almost see it all
the time now. It drew Ueda to Maru.
He
finally went into the living room. Maru was sitting on the couch. He looked
happy as his eyes set on Ueda, joyously happy. Ueda could see the thread again.
This time even larger, almost as if it were a string instead of just a thread.
"I'm
sorry my love, for what I have to do." Ueda told him. He went to Maru,
sitting beside him, touching Maru on the cheek. "Before I do this, I want
you to know I love you more then anything."
"What
must you do?" Maru asked.
"I
have to make you forget." Ueda said. "I am something forbidden, no
one can know about my real self."
"You
can't make me forget." Maru took Ueda's hand in his, and kissed it. His
lips lingered over the finger that the thread came out of. "Do you really want me to forget about
your true self?"
"It's
something I must do." Ueda said.
"But
our thread." Maru took Ueda's hand. The thread wound around their wrists,
tying them together. "Do you really want to break our thread?"
"How
can you see the thread?" Ueda demanded. "Only Magical people can see
it. Not Oni's."
"I'm
not just Oni." Maru said. "We're alike you and I."
"We're
nothing alike." Ueda told him. "I'm a half Oni, half fairy that can't
even fly! How can you be like me?"
"I
want to show you my true self." Maru let go of his hand, and stood up.
"If you cannot accept me for what I am, then yes, I will make myself
forget."
"Make
yourself? Only fairies can make themselves forget." Ueda gasped.
"Your mother's an Oni, I know, I've met her."
"Please
Tat-Chan; please let me show you my self." Maru begged. "I know I'm
hideous, that I'll never be as beautiful as you. But you need to see what I
really am."
"All
right," Ueda agreed.
Maru
slowly undressed, then folded his clothes and stacked them on a chair. Then
Maru closed his eyes and concentrated. Ueda couldn't believe his eyes when Maru
transformed. He looked very much like an Oni. His skin was burgundy. He now had
three additional eyes on his forehead. Long horns sprung from the sides of his
head. His teeth were fang like. But he
had wings. Beautiful wings of gold, the type that Ueda had always wanted. The
type of wings that could fly.
"Yu-Chan,"
Ueda said softly. Maru believed that he was ugly, but in Ueda's eyes he was the
most handsome creature he had ever seen.
"My
mother is an Oni," Maru told him. "My father's a fairy. Like you I'm
forbidden."
"Yu-Chan,"
Ueda repeated. "You are so good
looking."
"I'm
hideous."
Ueda
reached up touching Maru's lips. "No beloved. You are fierce in your
handsomeness."
"You are the most beautiful creature I've
ever seen. I never, ever thought I would fall in love with someone so
beautiful, someone who’s like me." Maru told him. "Please Tat-Chan,
don't cut our red thread."
"Can
you fly?" Ueda couldn't keep his eyes off of Maru's beautiful wings.
"Of
course I can fly." When Maru saw Ueda's hesitation, he said. "What is
it?"
"I
can't fly." Ueda confessed. "The only time I tried I was a kid; I
fell quite a way before my mother saved me. That's why I'm afraid of
heights."
"Let
me teach you," Maru went to Ueda, touching his cheek. "Let me show
you the wonder of it all. You deserver to answer the call of the sky, to feel
it embrace you the way a lover would."
The words
of Maru were heartbreaking. Ueda knew he would never have what Maru talked
about. A tear rolled down his cheek.
"I can never fly. My wings are too small...."
"Our
wings only grow larger when we fly," Maru told him. "Didn't you
mother ever tell you that?"
"She
said my wings are small because I am half Oni."
"That
isn't the truth!" Maru said firmly. "Please Tat-Chan, trust me."
"I
do trust you." Ueda unfastened his
robe, then he let it slide over his shoulders, it landed on a heap on the
floor. Then he transformed himself back to his real self. For the first time
ever, he didn't have a lover that would hate the way he looked. He could see
desire etched in Maru's eyes.
"You
are the most beautiful creature on earth." Maru smiled as he saw Ueda's
transformed state. Then he kissed his lips. The red thread formed again, until
it completely bound the two lovers together.
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Weeks
later, if a person was watching closely at the right time, they would have seen
two lovers flying together in the night sky. One slightly older Faerie, whose
wings were fully developed, He was happy because he now had some who was the
other half of his soul. The other slightly younger faerie had wings that had
grown larger as he had practiced flying, until his wings were almost as long as
his lovers. The youngest faerie was as beautiful as the stars he flew near. For
now the faerie had the love of one so much like him. One that made him
complete.