Title:
Ueda The Late Bloomer
Author:
Kyoko_godaikun
Rating:
Yaoi
Pairing;
KoDa
Genre:
Yaoi/crack
For: setos_puppy
Summary:
Ueda is forced to take hormones for delayed onset puberty, which makes his body
react in ways that confuse him.
There was
something wrong with Ueda Tatsuya. When
other boys had started liking girls and dating. Ueda hadn't. His friend Junno
suggested he might be gay. But Ueda didn't like girls, he didn't like boys.
Some people called him a space alien. His friends dated, but he didn't feel
like dating. Dating was boring. He would rather write and play music.
When it
got out that Ueda was twenty three and hadn't shaved yet. Johnny-sama had sent him to a specialist, who
had diagnosed what was wrong with Ueda. He had delayed onset puberty. While
Ueda's voice had changed, hair had grown in his armpits. Other bits of him
hadn't developed. The reason for his condition had been because of an illness
that had ground Ueda's puberty to a halt. The doctors said it would start back
up on its own, but it never had.
The doctor
had given Ueda hormone pills to be taken daily.
Ueda hated the pills. They were making his body react in ways he wasn't
used to. His testis had grown, and now had soft baby fine hair covering
them. But the worst thing was that he
could now get hard at the drop of a hat. So he could no longer dress in style.
He had to wear big shirts that he could use to hide his embarisment.
"Have
you taken your medicine?" His room mate Koki reminded him. He came into
the kitchen they shared wearing only a towel wrapped around his muscular waist.
"It's
not medicine, its hormones." Ueda said softly.
"Well,
have you?" Koki poured himself some coffee and sat down at the kitchen
table across from Ueda.
"I
take them every day.' Ueda pretended to became engrossed in the script he was
trying to learn. But it was hard. All he could think of was his friend sitting
in front of him at the table. The way the muscles rippled down his stomach. He
wanted Koki to kiss him, hold him, and touch his need. Ueda closed his eyes. *Stop it! Stop it!*
"What's
wrong?" Koki asked concerned.
"You
wouldn't understand." Ueda tried to stop what his body was doing. His
penis was hard, throbbing, demanding attention.
It was
embarrassing. Why did it have to be like this? Why couldn't Ueda be like
before, when he didn't care for either men or women. He knew the doctor said it
wasn't healthy to be the way he was before. But he wasn't the one that had a
hard on all the time. He wasn't the one who suddenly wanted to be inside his
room mate.
"Why
don't we play video games or something?" Koki suggested.
"That
means I have to stand up, right?" Ueda guessed.
"Well,
it might be nice." Koki smiled. That was when Ueda realized that Koki had
a very sexy smile.
Ueda
pulled his big shirt over his erection, and then he got up and went into the
living room.
*********************
Ueda's
hard ons were now showing up all the time. When Ueda walked down the street,
when he watched TV. Especially when he went to practices. Ueda had always loved
rehearsals, but now he hated them. All those half-dressed guys. It didn’t
matter that Ueda had known most of them for years. Suddenly almost every one of
them turned him on. It was very, very
hard to rehearse with a constant erection.
"Hey
Tat-Chan?" Jin said there was as lilt to his voice. They had stopped for a
water break. "You need a shave."
"A
shave?" Ueda repeated.
"You
know your face?" Jin took out an electric shaver from his bag. "Go in
the bathroom and shave."
"I
shaved the other day," he tried to push the shaver back at Jin, but his
friend wouldn't take it.
"You're
beginning to get hairy. You're going to have to start doing it every day."
Ueda's
eyes got large. "Doing it?"
"Shave
you baka." Jin smiled. "Keep the shaver. I have another."
"Thanks."
Ueda went into the rest room. He could hear grunts coming from one of the
stalls.
"Oh
Yu-Chan," Junno moaned.
His two
band mates going at it like bunnies in the rest room had never bothered Ueda
before. But that was before the hormones that Ueda took. He used to be able to
ignore it. Now the sounds called to Ueda's ever growing body.
Ueda
gripped the shaver and shaved his face. He had shaved three days ago. He didn't know why he needed to now. He really hated the way his body was
changing. He always liked being under control. Now he wasn't.
But the noise
of Maru and Junno really bothered Ueda. God they were loud lovers. Ueda could
feel fire like ripples go down his back and end at his penis. He was so hard;
it throbbed to the point of being painful.
Ueda realized he had to give himself release,
before he came all over his clothes. He had done that too many times.
Thankfully his friend Koki had taught him to masturbate.
Ueda went
into the free stall. He quickly unfastened his jeans, and pulled out the thing
that was demanding attention. He closed his eyes. Letting the feelings take him
over. Pretending the sounds was coming from Koki loving him.
Junno's
coming drove Ueda over the edge. He bit his lip hard so that he wouldn’t'
scream out Koki's name. His seed splashing the wall.
Ueda
leaned against the wall of the stall. Trying to catch his breath. He felt so
ashamed. Koki was his friend. Koki didn't like him. Koki was straight.
"Why,
why, why does it have to be this way?" Ueda asked for the millionth time.
***********************
Ueda was
acting weird. Koki knew about his delayed onset puberty. His friend had been
diagnosed when he had turned twenty three and still had not shaved.
Ueda had
been wearing very large shirts lately. He usually wore black sleeveless hoodie,
with pockets. He shoved his hands in it, and then covered his erection. He had
gotten them a lot lately, which meant that the pills were working. He had also
begun to come without control. Koki had taught him to take care of it. That had
been hard for Koki, who had always thought of Ueda as being very attractive.
But that had given Ueda trust in Koki. Ueda now knew he could ask Koki just
about anything sexual, and he wouldn't' laugh at him.
"Koki?"
Ueda asked him as they sat together on the living room couch. "I need to
ask you something."
"Sure,
what?" Koki looked up from his game.
"How
old were you when you started to like girls?" Ueda's lips were swollen. He
had a tendency of biting is lips when he masturbated, which he seemed to do all
of the time.
"Like
girls," Koki repeated.
"Yeah,
like girls." He shifted his shirt, covering himself more.
"I
don't like girls." He told him. "I thought you knew, I'm gay."
"You
mean, you like guys?"
"Yeah,
I do." Koki looked into Ueda's eyes. "That's why I lived with Maru
all those years. We were lovers."
"I
think I'm gay." Ueda looked away from him. "Guys are really, really
hot. I just look a them and I get hard."
"It's
been bothering you." Koki reached out, touching Ueda.
"There's
a guy I like. I think I'm in love with him." Ueda admitted. "But he's
just a friend to me."
"He's
your first love." Koki realized. He felt a bit of jealousy.
"He's
so wonderful," Ueda admitted. "Why can't I stop thinking of him?"
"You
should tell him your feelings, he might like you too." Koki suggested.
"No,
he doesn't like me." Ueda said quickly.
"Tell
him," Koki ordered. "If he does anything to you to hurt you. I'll
beat him up."
Ueda
nodded. Then he got up and ran into the bath room.
Koki
followed, he wasn't sure why. He could hear the sounds of Ueda masturbating.
Koki felt even more jealous. He wanted to take Ueda in his arms, to teach him
the wonders of first love. But that privilege would be reserved for the one
that Ueda loved.
Ueda
screamed "Koki."
The name
hit Koki like a hammer. He was Ueda's first love? He wanted to go to Ueda, to
tell him what he heard. But he didn't want Ueda to feel embarrassed.
A few
minutes passed. Ueda came back into the living room. He was pale, shaking. His lips were swollen and dark red from being
bit.
"I
think I need to move out." Ueda told him.
"Why?"
Koki looked up to him from the game he was pretending to play.
Ueda
blushed, a blush that went from his hair line through his body. "It would
be for the best."
***********
Ueda went
to his bedroom. He found his suitcase and began to pack. The tears began to
fall. He didn't want to leave. He wanted to stay at his apartment, with Koki.
Wonderful, loving Koki. His very best friend. The one that he could trust with
just about any question except for this.
He bit his
bottom lip. He was getting hard again just thinking of Koki.
He had to
leave, to protect his friend. There would soon be a time when he blurted out to
Koki that he loved him. Then he would loose his best friend.
There was
a tap at his door. Then Koki came in. "Need some help packing?"
"No,"
angrily he wiped his tears off his face.
"Why
are you leaving?" Koki asked. "The truth, not some crap."
"The
pills have begun to change me." Ueda admitted. "They are turning me
into something I can't control. My penis, it keeps trying to rule my head."
"Yeah,
that's happened to every man." Koki told him.
"Every
man?" Ueda repeated. "But sometimes it hurts so much. It throbs. It
makes me want someone who doesn't want me."
"The
one you like is a very lucky man." Koki said very gently.
"Why
do you say that?"
"He's
you're first love." Koki told him. "There's nothing as special as a
first love."
"He
doesn't like me, not that way." Ueda told him.
Koki moved closer to Ueda. "Why are you
afraid to tell the one you love?"
"Because
He's so wonderful." Ueda paused. "How could anyone like that like me?"
"You're
not too bad yourself." Koki reached out, touching Ueda's chin.
"Perhaps the man you loved has been waiting for you to bloom."
"He's
been waiting?" Ueda echoed.
"When
I was a kid, my mom read me this story, Leo the Late Bloomer." Koki told
him. "All this time, I waited for my Leo to bloom."
"Your
Leo?"
"Stay
here, don’t' go anywhere!" Koki ran into the other room. He returned a few
minutes later with a kid's book. He sat down on Ueda's bed and patted the space
beside him. Ueda sat down beside him. Then Koki opened the book and read it to
Ueda. It was about a little lion that couldn't read or do anything well. He
developed much later then all of his friends. But when the time was right, he
bloomed, and became greater then all of his friends.
"What
has this got to do with love?" Ueda asked after Koki was finished reading.
"You
are my Leo," Koki confessed. "I've waited at your side for years.
Hoping that one day you would bloom."
"So
what I'm feeling... it's normal?" Ueda asked.
"Yes,
my love it's normal." Koki kissed him, the most wonderful feeling that
Ueda had every felt before.
Ueda
pulled away from him. "You're not teasing me?"
"I
love you Tatsuya." Then Koki was kissing him again.
*******************
Koki had
always told Ueda that his first time would be good if was with a good lover. It
was very important for Ueda to find a good lover that first time. Just like
Koki had taught him to please himself, Koki would be the one that taught him
the wonders of love.
They lay
on the bed together nude. Koki was so large, it frightened Ueda a bit. Would it
hurt that first time? He was surprised when Koki brought out some lube, and
slathered Ueda's fingers with it. Then his lover guided his fingers to his
hole.
"You
have to prepare me," Koki told him. "Put one finger in me.' When Ueda
did, Koki moved closer to him, kissing him. "Now put in two more. Then
when my body's used to them, spread your fingers."
"You
want me to make love to you," Ueda realized as he loved Koki with his
fingers.
"Isn't
that what you want?"
"Yeeeeesssssss,"
Ueda hissed.
More lube
was applied to Ueda's hardness. Then Koki pulled him on top of him.
"Gently, you have to enter me gently."
Ueda did.
Koki was so warm inside, so tight. "I want to move." He finally
gasped.
"Then
do it." Koki moved so that his legs straddled Ueda's body, pushing him
even deeper inside of him.
Ueda began
to thrust. The feeling so wonderful, so much better then anything else he had
ever felt. Koki moved underneath him, trying to get Ueda even more inside him.
Koki began to pump himself with one hand. The other scratched at Ueda's back.
It became
too much for Ueda, and he came inside someone for the very first time. That
drove Koki over the edge, and he too came. He screamed Tatsuya at the top of
his lungs.
Ueda felt
Koki move so that Ueda was laying beside him, taking him into his arms.
"It’s all right, the next time will be much better."
"What
do you mean?" Ueda tried to catch his breath. "That was so wonderful."
"I'm
glad." Koki kissed him gently "I want to stay with you tonight,"
"I
would like that," Ueda breathed.
Koki eased
Ueda's head to his shoulder. Koki had been right; the first time was good if
you had a good lover. Ueda realized he had the best lover, one that loved Ueda
as much as Ueda loved him.
"Koki-Chan?"
Ueda said right before he fell asleep.
"Yes
Tatsuya?" Koki asked.
"I
made it. I bloomed." Ueda said as his eyes flickered shut.