What to do when you are alone

Are you all alone, no one to talk to about your problems or just sad about something, here is something that I can help you with the help of the Sailor Soldiers. Something interesting.

If not, you would be feeling like Haruka without Michiru or Usagi without Mamoru.

Preface

When I am over isolated, I would just go to the deserted part of beach and shout out,

>My friends! Why are you all not there whenever I need you? Why did you turn your back at me whenever I needed help? Did I leave you in the lurch whenever you have problems? Why?! You will think that losing me would make you happier? What wrong have I done you? Answer me! You won't even know that I am here!

I fell on my knees to the sand, looking straight forward. Feeling of isolation and distrust. Anger overcame me. Even if you are my friend , you read this, you would probably ignore it. Only a true friend will understand the true aspects of being there (ready and trust).

A true friend is always there to help you to do anything without requesting back, always there for you if you needed him/her, even if it would take her life then letting you to suffer in the enemies' hands.

I am one, whenever my friend needed money, I would just lend it to her and never request it back. I would never request anything in return for a favour. Think, if you would like to find a true friend like this, where would you find? The Sailor Soldiers are the only ones I can find them trusting and ready towards each other.

You might say : Come on! Its only an anime! Don't take it too seriously!

But I believe that friends like this do exist.

One rainy night, you sat alone in your room, isolated because your friends' lines are engaged or just not at home when you wanted to call to tell them your problems, but you do not wish to tell your parents about it.

Tears flowed down because you felt that no one is there when you needed them, no one is there to console when you are sad .

But not without the Sailor Soldiers with this advice I came up with.

When I am alone, I would choose my favourite Soldier, Sailor Uranus or Haruka in which form you would prefer and imagine that she was my guardian, sitting beside me, watching me. I closed my eyes, and listened to quiet SM music (Tuxedo Mirage . etc)  I just talk to her through my mind about my problems and voiced her voice inside my head as though as she would act like a friend, living inside me.

I know this is crazy, but it works. I imagined that Haruka is talking to me through my mind back, encouraging me and consoling me, telling me its all right, she's there. Its actually my own conscience, but I have made it into a way where I won't get alone. Sometimes, I would just do this till my tears slowly came out.

I did this in school and my friends asked me why I wasn't bored when I am alone. I told them I have a way to deal with it and they are what I told you above. 

After that, I would recall my favourite Sailor Moon episodes and interesting fanficts that I have read and remember what fun and humour it brought , making it unforgetable.

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