There have been many changes in my
life over the past year, one of which was discovering that Wicca and Paganism
had not filled an empty spiritual void inside of me. As many of you know, I had
been a High Priestess, active in the Pagan community, ran a coven, and ran this
website among other things. Nothing seemed to fill that void. I tried to ignore
what my heart knew, that I was on the wrong path spiritually. No, no one brainwashed me. No one
forced me into anything. I was asked to go to church with my parents, so I
went... and believe it or not, I had a GREAT time! It was like no church I had
ever been to. No one looked down their noses at me, people just loved. There was
no one telling me how evil I was even though they were full aware that I was a
witch. There was also never any pressure. Over a while of going and really
enjoying the people and the environment, I gave my life to Christ Jesus. I'm not going to preach at you now,
and tell you how evil paganism is and witchcraft is. I can, however, tell you my
story, and show you how much better my life has become since I gave it to the
Lord! My husband has been healed of his deafness, I have been healed of back
problems and migraines, our marriage has really grown and improved to a deeper
level of love and caring than I ever thought possible, we moved safely to a new
city in a new state... I could go on for hours about the great things that have
happened, but most of all, there is peace and love beyond what I ever imagined. As a witch I worked with quite a bit
of energy, and in pagan circles was considered to be quite powerful and prominent
in what I could do. Let me tell you something, I have never seen as much energy
and felt as much since I learned about the Holy Spirit and saw His energy fill
the room of over 20,000 people, rushing around like a flood! Not even the
strongest node came close to this power! Most of all, it flooded me and everyone
else there with awe and love! The power of a witch is but a drop in the bucket
(if that) compared to the Holy Spirit! What I dealt with for 8 years combined
could not match the Holy Spirit, or even be in His shadow! I tell you this so
you can get a frame of reference of the awe and wonder of the Holy Spirit! Now I know that many of you have been
burned by Christianity in many different forms and different denominations. Many
have seen hypocrisy in people and in various churches. I understand that.
Remember, I've been there! I was burned just like you. I realize now that I was
in a "spiritually dead church" where God was not in charge. Even the
Bible speaks of those kind of "luke warm" churches and how Jesus spews
them from His lips. I'm not suggesting your return to that kind of a church. I
would suggest that you find a Holy Spirit filled church that is fully Bible
based and believes in the active power of the Holy Spirit. Check it out, what
harm could it bring you? Just have as open a mind as you want people to have in
reference to Paganism. Just give it a test run, put your feet in the water for a
little while so to speak, and just watch around you and see what happens. If it
doesn't happen for you right off, don't give up, just check out a different
church! When you find one that is "Spritually Alive" you will know it! I have a new site up now, where I
share my story more in full. I would encourage you to visit it. Again, please
come with an open mind. You might just be amazed! "For I did not come into the
world to condemn the world, but so that the world through Me might be
saved" - Jesus Christ Remember, you may have walked a
million steps away from Jesus Christ, but its only one step back! God Bless Lady SongSpring Ishanna You are visitor number to visit this page since Email: songspraise@yahoo.com
"Sadness, by Enigma"
Greetings All. I've had a lot of questions and many concerned
people contacting me to tell me something is wrong with my website. I figured I would take
a few minutes to explain why I have purposefully removed my site. http://www.praisingheart.com
June 23, 2000.