Poems From the Past
by Fred Schafer

You have found another side of me you didnt know existed...

Welcome to my poem page.  See what lurked in my mind when I was growing up.  The reason why I am so shy, quiet, and insecure can somewhat be found in these poems from the past.  The links to my favorite poems are a lighter color than the other poem links.  Remember: this is how I used to feel, not exactly how I feel today.


DISCLAIMER: I am posting these poems so that people can see how emotional I was in High School and how bad my life was at one point so people can underdtand what I have been through growing up.  If you don't want to read these poems, you are free not to read them; however, please don't get angry if you read any of these and complain about what you just read.  Also, please don't ask me what the girl in my poems' FULL name is; I will delete any e-mail with that subject and I will get pissed off as well.  Her full name shall remain anonymous for safety purposes.  Also, I do NOT have feelings for her anymore; these poems were written in the past when I did have feelings for her.  Any questions, e-mail me at theman@masterphred.com, or if you have a MySpace account, simply give me a message and I will see if I can answer your questions.  Thank you for visiting my poem page.




Fred Schafer's Poems from the Past...
updated February 14, 2007

#001 “Lisa, my love”      9-26-96
#002 “Never Satisfied”      9-28-96
#003 “Love Technique”      9-29-96
#004 “Reputation”      10-6-96
#005 “Lisa's Beauty”      10-10-96
#006 “The Nice Guy”      10-15-96
#007 “All Alone”      10-23-96
#008 “Decision”      10-19-96
#009 “Run”      10-21-96
#010 “My worst fear”      10-22-96
#011 “Self-centered”      10-25-96
#012 “Hatred”      10-25-96
#013 “Blind Surroundings”      11-3-96
#014 “Death”      10-27-96 12:16AM
#015 “Invinsible”      11-3-96
#016 “Looking Down”      11-3-96 9:06PM
#017 “I love you, Lisa.”      11-14-96 11:13AM
#018 “Green state of shock”      11-13-96 11:27AM
#019 “I miss Lisa”      12-16-96 10:24PM
#020 “Devotion”      12-17-96 11:31AM
#021 “Life Without You”      12-18-96 8:09AM
#022 “Death II”      12-18-96 11:28AM
#023 “Destruction”      1-1-97
#024 “Way of Life”      1-2-97
#025 “D.W.L”      1-7-97 10:13PM
#026 “Lisa's Beauty II”      1-10-97 9:54AM
#027 ‘Low-life’      1-12-97 6:00PM
#028 “Face the Truth”      1-12-97 6:50PM
#029 “True Faith”      1-12-97 9:29PM
#030 “Death III”      1-21-97 1:14AM
#031 “Just a chance”      1-22-97 10:30PM
#032 “Dream Attack”      1-23-97 10:10PM
#033 “All Day Long”      1-25-97 7:27PM
#034 “Leave Me Alone”      2-2-97 1:00PM
#035 “Every Little Counts”      2-12-97 3:53PM
#036 “Everyone Everywhere”      2-24-97 10:20PM
#037 “The Search for Love”      2-24-97 11:06PM
#038 “Wintertime”      2-24-97 11:33PM
#040 “The Power of Love”      3-3-97 8:30AM
#041 “HeArT BrEaKeR”      3-10-97 10:32PM
#042 “Denial”      3-25-97 4:36PM
#043 “Touched by the Hand of God”       3-30-97 12:25AM
#045 “Ruined in a Day”      4-6/10-97 5:45/10:55PM
#046 “Vanishing Point”      4-9-97 8:43AM
#049 “Helpless”      4-9-97 4:04PM
#050 “Special”      4-9-97 4:30PM
#052 “Chemical”      4-15-97 11:44PM
#055 “Paradise”      4-23-97 7:33PM
#056 “Lonely”      4-25-97 8:54AM
#060 “Help me, Lisa”      4-30-97 12:13PM
#061 “Lonesome Tonight”      4-30-97 7:25PM
#063 “Lost”      5-4-97 1:25PM
#064 “In a Lonely Place” version 2      7-5-97 4:45PM
#067 “Death IV”      5-15-97 11:35AM
#068 “Afraid to go on”      5-16-97 11:01AM
#069 “Love or Death”      5-18-97 8:05PM
#071 “My Friend”      5-25-97 2:55AM
#073 “Look At Me”      5-27-97 8:35AM
#074 “Fatal Decision”      5-27-97 12:18PM
#075 “Temptation”      5-27-97 8:55PM
#083 “Round & Round”      6-20-97 12:45AM
#086 “Reality”      7-5-97 8:20PM
#088 “Suicide”      7-11-97
#092 “Dreams Never End”      8-28-97 6:30PM
#093 “Been There, Done That”      9-2-97 2:22PM
#096 “Something I can never have”      9-6-97 2:25PM
#098 “Hurt”      9-11-97 9:25PM RECENTLY ADDED
#099 “Terrible Lie”      9-15-97 9:55AM RECENTLY ADDED
#101 “One Year Anniversary” - my love for Lisa      9-24-97 9:00PM
#103 “The Downward Spiral” extended version      10-3-97 8:40AM
#103 “The Downward Spiral - The Bottom”      10-6-97 8:45PM
#106 “You don't care”      10-30-97 2:05PM RECENTLY ADDED
#108 “Something Wrong”      10-30-97 2:05PM
#117 “The Unforgiven”      12-27-97 5:15PM
#120 “Broken Promise”      12-28-97 1:55PM
#125 “Mistreated”      1-26-98 1:13PM RECENTLY ADDED
#126 “I still love you”      1-26-98 1:48/1:49PM
#132 “Power to Dream”      2-10-98 2:10PM
#141 “The Perfect Drug”      3-20-98 10:06AM
#149 “Payback”      4-10-98 10:36AM
#171 “Signature”      5-29-98 10:55PM RECENTLY ADDED
#194 “Still the Same”      6-11-99 11:06PM
#196 “One Year”      6-15-99 12:30AM
#197 “She Signed my Yearbook”      6-15-99 1:16AM
#200 “Dreamworld”      6-23-99 1:30AM
#206 “The Flow of Time”      9-11-99 1:05AM
#215 “Imaginary”      10-6-99 12:30AM
#220 “Murder”      11-18-99 7:40PM
#221 “Change of Heart”      11-19-99 11:20PM
#223 “Compromise”      12-8-99 10:37PM
#236 “My Family”      3-9-00 10:28PM
#243 “Forgotten”      8-19-01 12:18AM
#245 “Weak”      9-15-01 11:01PM
#246 “Five Years”      9-24-01 11:44PM
#247 “Over My Shoulder”      2-26-02 1:10PM
#249 “Ring of Scars”      2-2-03 10:06PM
#251 “Waiting”      9-21-03 9:37PM
#255 “Karma”      9-15-06
#256 “Death V”      9-26-06 11:30PM



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Music written about my past with Lisa by the band Decade of Depression
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