But how can you say these things?  On your page you talk so greatly about vampires. And yes I have thought of all the possibilities, and vampirism still appeals to me.  I mean you only talked about the bad things. There has  to be wonderful things about being a vampire. And I dont drink other peoples blood, just my own. I would never put myself at risk. And maybe I am in love with Anne Rice's vampires, but isn't that the same idea of the vampires you are talking about?  I mean I dont think that vampirism is all great, I know there is a lot of bad things about them, but I dont care about those.  I would just  really like to become one.  I mean it seems so unbelievable.  So great. So wonderful.  But maybe I am not thinking of all the possibilities. I dont  know.  Well I've bothered you enough.
kat
 

I can say these things because I know.

My site is a way to say something good about vampires-too much is said that is bad. We are not evil and we are not monsters. I don't hate vampires, I just caution anyone who would seek this. It is so much different than you would think....it is not a way to make your life glamourous...it does not make you rich and happy and wonderful. Anyone can live a life that is unbelievable and wonderful and great whether you're a vampire or not. I don't want people to think it is an easy solution to every problem...I don't want people to think if you're a vampire, you can wave a magick wand and it will all go away...I work everyday from 8am-5pm Monday-Friday. I worry about bills and car payments and who's cooking dinner...it's still just life.

You should not be unhappy with who and what you are because becomming a vampire will not suddenly give you self-esteem... If you can't already love yourself the way you are, you won't be any happier being a vampire. You see? And there is nothing that you can not learn to do as a perfectly normal human that a vampire can do...you want to increase your mental awareness? Meditate. Learn to quiet your mind. Learn to feel your body. You want to expand your horizons? Research many religions-all kinds of faiths-try out the Tao or I Ching. Just read. Anything you can. Learn. You want to be powerful? Learn the quiet strength of a well-harnessed mind and a body in-sync. Take a martial art-not for the knowlegde of how to fight, but the disipline not to. We have to work at these things too. If I wanna learn to be graceful, I must teach myself as would you. Relish your body, your mind, and your life-learn to love them and use them and THEN, if you still seek it, so be it. But, you must become 100% comfortable and happy with yourself first. You see? It is not that I say everything is bad-but that nothing is beyond your limits currently...why take on the extra burden when you can do as much-if not more-just the way you are.

And you are not troubling me dear, I am here to help...
 
 

   

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