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i just dreamt that we put a house on the beach below the high tide mark and the tide was coming in and swamping it


we were inside trying to save the cooking utensils  :  o  |


we had three houses and this one had the best wallpaper, a dark green ............


but when i looked outside through an open window at the tide it was so high
it started to float the house


its was actually june's house and then it dawned on me i would have to pay her for it




the sea is infinity


it swamps our endevours



 only the autistic could put a house


below


the


high


tide


mark
















complementarity


is

that


which


achieves


without


trying
















i


don't


try


but


i


do



 work


at


it
















i


don't


try


but


i


do



 work


at


it














there


are


no


miracles




but




there


is


always


a

lot


of


potential


provided


you


are


prepared

to


do


the


real


work


of


abatement


and


change


and


progress
















the


 advantage


of


the


net


is


that


you


can


be


self


 published


at


no


or


minimal


cost




the


dis


 advantage


is




that


your


writing


is


 submerged


in


a


thick


layer


of


flotsam


it


cannot


poke


its


head


above
















poetry


defines


grammar




grammar


doesn't


define


poetry
















i


think


the


point


about


proust


is


that


you


have


to


be


that


ill


to


see


life


as


he


did



but


you


don't


have


to


be


that


ill


to


appreciate


what


he


has


to


say
















don't


expect


largeness


of


mind


in


a


teenage


girl




or


boy




for


that



matter



or



mature



women
















mutual


vision


when


it


happens


can


be


surprising


and


not


when


you


expect
















since


it


literally


is


an


image


then


you


have


to


live


the


image


as


an


image


which


is


defeat


disaster


and


depression




and


mania


as


it


revels


in


its


mistake


: o )
















the


problem


any


religion


has


is


it


claims


to


be


true


but


it's


not
















there's


some


“ A ”


grade


phonies


on


wikipedia




read


“ academics ”
















the


significant


writers


are


not


within


a


generation




strange


as


it


may


seem



there


are


so


many


now



but


its


a


wasteland



of


pretense


and


phonies



not



least



among



the



reading



public



and


critics  .
















the


great

mistake


of


great


authors


is


to


sacrifice


their


life


and


health


for


their


work
















if


you


look


at


life


from


the


point


of


view


of


contemporaries


its


not


going


to


make


sense
















health


particularly


brain


health


is


so


recursive


if


you


are


healthier


you


write


better


its


not


all


a


negative


spiral


into


the


sun
















as


i


get




older


i


get


used


to


.


uncovering




30


or


40


year


mistakes
















she


is


female




there


is


so


much




trickery



involved
















that


is


so


typical


of


modern


life




philistines


calling


themselves


cultured




bizarre !
















well we have spoken before about letting something go and seeing if it hangs there
















i have explained that when i get involved in doing somethings
my attention doesn't admit anything else
















human


life


is


just


an


endless


mental


retardation


of


being
















religion


is

just


as


mistaken


as


philosophy


both


are


wrong


and


i


am


right
















i wouldn't worry


its


not


really


your thing


at all
















you


just


have


to


keep


going


forward


and


not


get


paralysed


by


the


possibility


of


something


else


going wrong
















there


should


be


a

natural


complementariness


so that when you go off


it


naturally


balances


you


shouldn't


have


to


think


about


it


or


work


at


it


if


you

are


complementary


you


are


complementary
















everyone


is


crazy
















i'm


not


such


an


angel


a




rat


is


dying


of


warfarin


in the roof




maybe


its




a mouse?
















nothing


is


consistently


junk


even


“ south


park ”


gets


it


right


occasionally
















seated


meditation


is


poison


for


fools




i


am


starting


to


realize


i have


some


deep


seated


differences


with


toni


packer




i


don't


like


zen


or


any


shadow


of


it


at


all




she's




crippled


it's




not




something




you'd




expect
















everyone knows the gospels are fake and have very extensive plagiarism.


if jesus was an historical person then the gospels are authentic. if he wasn't they are fake



take


your


choice
















if


you


believe


in


something


you


will


do


it


until


it


crushes


you
















springwater


meditation


it's


like


a


parallel


life


i


never


took


up


it's


interesting


to


see


their


failure




NOW




if


only


i


could


stop


writing !
















she's


exceptional


but


wants


to


be


fake


ordinary


while


she


wants


to


be


fake


ordinary


she

will


be




fake


ordinary
















avatar


is


so


fake




m.i.a's


born

free


is not




the


public


taste


for


bullshit




is




unlimited
















wittgenstein


was


popular


because


he


was


half

right


not


more
















any


 computer


game




is


an


 alternate


 universe




boring


  uninteresting




but


still



an


 alternate


 universe
















whats


an


alternative


to


“ gems


of


wisdom ”




“ acres


of


refuse ” !


: o )
















remembrances


of


a


refreshing


sleep




sweet !
















apologists


controlling


some


of


the


religious


topics


is


like


a


major


issue


with


wikipedia
















history


is


full


of


really


odd


things


one


of


which


is


josephine


warning


napoleon


about


invading


spain
















the


duke


of


wellington


a


great


man
















the


most


anti - religious


picture


i


have


seen
















no


point


in


getting


upset


over


what


you


can't


change




or


at


least


  remaining


upset
















the


retreat


of


the


apologists




defeated?




i


think


not




suckering


real


life


instead
















a hypocrite is one who says one thing and does another and that's you.


why do you do it?  follow the road of consistency and walk out of the mad house!
















actually


its


 interesting


that

islam


is


eroding


despite


all


the


noise


in


the


news


it


is


being


silently


 undercut

by


modern


life


and


  communications




religions


never


die


per


se


unless


forcibly


removed


since


people


are


so


naturally

 schizophrenic


they


limp


on
















the


wonderful


thing


about


the


net


which


so


trivialises


the


written


word


by


its


voluminous


outpourings


is


it


returns


writing


to


its


true


purpose



that



of



memory
















its


a

pity


christianity


is


so


lost


to


people


of


sense


through


its


insistence


on


the


reality


of

a


fairy


tale
















jesus


buddha


and


mohammed


are


vacuous


fairy


tales




is


it


dangerous


to


write


this




probably
















poetry


writing


entering


the


realm


of


strangeness


unfriendliness


alienation


and


estrangement




shades


of


walter


de


la


mare


and


henry


 brocken
















after


the


rain


 sparkling


clear


  atmosphere
















human


existance


is


predicated


on


women


desiring


to


get


pregnant
















they


are


very


anti -


artistic


working


class


cultures


over


melded


in the


real


and


concrete
















in


life


if


someone


has


an


opinion


it


doesn't


usually


get


implemented


because


of


a


“ lack ”


of


resources




with


highly


structured


bureaucracies


its


different


if


enough


people


share


an


opinion


it


gets


implemented




same


with


business




this


is


the


source


of


all


massacres


and


oppression




wether


of


the


spirit


or


real
















whats


wrong


with


a


working


class


culture ?


they


are


very


anti - artistic


ignorant


and


conformist



communist


societies


are


working


class


cultures




empowered



to



murderousness



so



are


islamic


militias
















i travelled in the usa for about 6 months years ago and its very different, a big dangerous place and very wealthy


i wouldn't get too hung up on corruption etc or trying to right the wrongs of the world


just be aware and careful


a lot of the problems and attitudes in the usa are due to the sheer size of companies and government, russia has a lot of the same problems


but they are an aggressive and stupid people, the contrast with canada which is much more an english culture is interesting




more than


most


places


a

working

class


culture


is


in


control



      the immigration pattern is much more eastern european
















the


burden


of


other


peoples


lives


is


too


much !
















you


think


you


solve


 something


but


as


you


come

a

round


and


 around


again


you


see


you


only


half


 solve it
















its


the


nature


of


the


image


to


be


blind
















its being in a world where one can expect to be unappreciated by most
















a


lifes


work


of


empty


words


 : 0 (
















 time passing


depressing getting older
















the


university


system


stinks


its


really


just


a


sort


of


intelligent


idiocy
















everything


just


extends


in


all

directions


infinitely


there


is


no


particular


endpoint


or


resolution


it


just


goes


on


endlessly
















elton


john


 improvising


he


had


to


step


back


to


get


the


right


tune
















life


is


fatigue
















jessica


 watson


all


that


solitude


and


difficulty


sobered


the


teenage


silliness


out


of


her
















the


problem


with


men


and


women


is


the


evolutionarily


designed


co-dependency


there


are


all


sorts


of


mismatches


even


love


cannot


cover


some


of


the


mismatches


sometimes
















the


great


secret


of


web


video


in


90 %


of


the


cases


is


to


turn


the


sound


off !
















time


travel


is


not


impossible


its


literally


around


us


all


the


 time
















the


well


kill


the


unwell
















if


the


world


is


forwards


then


i


am


backwards


and


good


for  me  : o )
















the


mistake


is


you


start


telling


everyone


else


you


should


do


this


but


you


don't


do


this


yourself
















human


  life


    is


      so


          dull




        compared




            to




                infinity
















you're


as


welcome


as


unwelcome


can


be
















if


you


are


male



and


want


to



 understand


women



look


at


the


covers of


the


womens


 magazines


in


the


 supermarket




there




easy




wasn't




it




the


 problem


now


is


to


believe


it
















its


never


more


than


enough


if


it

is



its


trouble
















“ arrived ion the afternoon here ”


ion


in


on

portmanteau
















men


and


women




who


are


you


going


to

blame

its


an


evolutionarily


designed


co-dependence
















the


gorgeousness


of


a


decent


sleep
















nobody


could


ever


 accept


what


i


was




which


was


an


 unformed


genius




well


now


i'm


formed .




the


way


i


think




and


what


i


 think




doesn't


make


sense


 otherwise
















people


don't


think


the


same


as


me


by


a


long


way




either


i'm


a


genius




or




i'm




insane
















philosophers


have


a


bad


personal


track


record




i


don't


want



to


be



a


philosopher .
















if


one


of


 histories


greatest


  philosophers



was


a



 vociferous


nazi



it


made


 intellectual



 resistance



a


bit


 difficult
















“ if


its


not


useless


it


ain't


art ”




even


the


useful


is


useless
















if


theres

one thing the compendium and bcd have taught me its futility
















the


worlds


approval


never


comes




will


it ?
















men are emptier than women
















evolutionary behaviors are empty
















“ ur a man ”




“ i


know


a


fool


in


womens


eyes ”
















jealous of helen of troy


a


new


record
















somehow


you


get


the


knack


of


unwinding


things


as


they


go


on


so


they


always


change
















the


trouble


with


the


net


apart


from


a


certain


proportion


who


are


quite


quite


mad


like


50%


is


99.9999%


don't


want


to


do


any


work


except


lifting


their


fingers


to


type


and


expect


you


to


do


all


the


work


for


them
















advice


for


life




butter


people


shamelessly
















golf


like


all


games


is


an


evolution


of the village


war


practices


they


are


never


going


to


be


entirely


safe
















its


the


woman


and


not


the


man




who


takes


the


time


to


see




the


mans




genetic


investment




in


sex .
















my observation of people who do meditation for years is they are idiots


it seems to make people more schizophrenic


think the same thoughts over and over again


they get entrained

















when


we


die


everything


ceases




its


not


that


we


are


within


the


world


but


the


world


is


within


us
















she


took


her


rightful


place


at


his


knee




ready


to


kneecap
















money


is


like


a

lot


of


things




better




owned




in




secret

















what


made


the


beatles


great




was




a


complementary




balancing




of




skills
















life


is


full


of


deceit


and


trickery


if


you


keep


your


eyes


open


you


see


it


a bit


more
















whats


an


opinion


worth ?




two


farts


and


an


ounce


of


butter
















compared


to


keats


heidegger


and


wittgenstein


had


a long


way


to


go
















if


you

have


a


driving


accident


you


are


the


only


loser


doesn't


matter


what


happens


to


the


other


party




it


is


not


a


competition




if


you


arrive


back


without


an


accident


you


have


achieved


something
















men


don't


have


the


same


capacity


for


love


as


women




therefore


there


is


always


going


to


be


a


degree


of


acting
















the


less


happens


the


better
















the


education


system


is


intended


to


cripple


the


idea


is


to


create


robotic


clones
















sometimes


i


do


odd


things


its


the


odd


things


that


pay


off
















what


einstein


got


right


was


some


fundamental


observation


about


light


being


the


vehicle


of


observation


and


being


observed
















you


don't


have


to


die


to


see


beyond


death


just


go


to


the


end


and


see


how


it


is
















sense


is


independent


of


station
















industrial


music



washing



machine



noise
















the


patheticness


of


an


aging


male


looking


for


a


housekeeper
















vision


is


truth
















i


never


thought


i


could


die


but reading keats's


 last words


“ Severn - I -- lift me up --


I am dying --


I shall die easy --


don't be frightened --


be firm, and thank God it has come! ”


i can


see


i


will


die
















poems


are


more


dynamic


than


pictures




more


like


a


movie


compared



to



a



picture
















“ most


critics


agree


that


“ indolence ”


was


keats's


weakest


1819


ode ”



a


consensus

of


critics



total


fuckwits!



its


one


of


his


best


poems


so


advanced


its


surreal
















my


philosophy


of


life




don't


do


anything


until


you


have


to
















well


you


can


be


a


veg


but


it


won't


do


you


any


good
















if


there


was


a


god


in


the


biblical


manner



why


doesn't



he



give



the



bible



belt



better



health




and




a




brain
















people


say


god


but


what


they


mean


is


themselves


as


purveyors


of


an


illusion
















god


like


philosophy


is


a


tar


baby
















the crusades


finished


christianity


in


a


way


that


never


happened


to


islam


they


were


such


a


disaster




sometimes


a religion


can


be


too


effective
















a


good


rule


is


when


you


treat


everyone


the


same


friend


and


foe
















the male works for the female and the female works for the children
















people


are


dangerously


social
















i


have


done


my


best


 thinking




flat


on


my


back




in


bed



in


the


morning
















the

problem

with

seated

meditation


is


too


many


nerves


are


required


to


keep


one


upright .
















the


human


brain


is


the


most


fundamental


thing




before


the


universe




even


though


it


appears


to




be




after
















each


person


is


a


universe




that


is


slightly


or


a


bit


different



but


basically


co -


incident




perhaps




love




is




part




of




that




co-incidence
















as


a


general


rule


if


you


look


for


an


extra


layer



of


subtlety



in


human



behavior


its


not


there
















life


and


problem


solving


an


infinite


endlessness


of


tradeoffs
















rome


wasn't


built


in


a

day


it


also


wasn't


destroyed


in


an


hour
















philosophy


is


fundamentally


an


individual


and


not


a community


activity
















here's


me


and


my


need


you're


a


woman


you're


supposed


to


meet it
















you


have


to


keep


learning


at


the


same pace


or


even


faster


than


you


already have
















teenage girls are


like


raw


meat


smoking


blood


flesh


without


the


skin


on

nazi's


murderous


treacherous
















thats


what


its


all


about


back


and


forth


in


and


out


up


and


down


mania


and


depression
















mediocre


is


not


a


theory


its


the


reality


the


morons


who


try


to


pull


you


down
















“ i feel frustrated! ”




“ step   


into


non


 knowledge


and


have


some


   ease ”
















if


life


is


a


battle


you


lost


before


it


started
















caught


in


the


moils


of


meaning


they


can't


just


let


it


go
















  philosophical consensus


a


bunch


of


idiots


braying


in


tune
















everything


is


in


a


constant


state


of


becoming


and


unbecoming
















the


weird


thing


about


getting


old




is


one


doesn't


feel


old




one


feels


timeless
















eileen


and


myself


we


are


extremely

well


suited


tho


i


think


i


do


most


of

the


work



;o)
















analytic


philosophy


is


not


necessarily


incorrect




just




narrow




more


of


logic


than


life
















i


think


in


continuities
















thats


life


we


need


to


worry


about

the


right


things
















writing


is


a


form


of


decompression
















i


write


so


much


it


hurts




well


write


less




i


can't !
















some


very


talented


people




can


be


very


blind


about


their


health




and


the


consequences

















the


bankruptcy


of


present


day


philosophy



just


twittism



and



nonsense



they



took



the



wrong



portion



of



wittgenstein .



he

was

too

theoretical



and



not



observational



enough



i



can



understand



my



dogs



body



language



for



a



start
















if


you


write


of


eternity



it


takes



about


that


long



to


be


appreciated

















its


hard


to


read


  contradictions


 properly




but


 somethings




can


only


be


 expressed



as




  contradictions

















both


heidegger


and


wittgenstein


made


more


sense


towards


the


end


of


their


lives .



more


poetic




less


philosophical




more


sensible




all


round

















i


wonder


if


its


intrinsic


to


education


that


they


never


teach


anything


useful

















  until


  we


  both


  wanted


  out




 it


could


  not


  end




could


  it?
















a


winter


sun


is



wider



than



the



moon
















addicted


to


conversations


with

the


finest


minds


before


me
















i


think


philosophy


is


a


bit


of


an


illusion
















its


so


strange


to


find


yourself


strange


to


the


normal


world


and


the


normal


world


more truely


strange
















summer


leaves




summer


sun




look


now




look again




they


have


passed
















people


live


in


a


state


of


fractioned


attention
















a


womans


need


for


love


is


greater


than


a


man


can


ever


supply




the


difference




is


met




by



their



children

















i


think


the


whole


point


of


philosophy




is


just


to


discover


one


thing




the


world


is


an


image




and


it


is


estranged


from

what


it


is


an


image


of




if


you


discover


that




then


you


can


move


onto





poetry





otherwise



just



read



novels



or



religious



books



you



won't



understand



and



never



will
















you


don't


give


me


any


credit


for


knowing


what


i


am

doing


i


crawl


through


things


at


the


speed


of


death
















the  wasteland



an


intense


flurry


of

 activity


then


its


gone


a

 storm


in


a

   teacup?


or


a


 polar


 wind




 aridity


 upon


 aridity
















people


endlessly


take


advantage


of


my


good


nature


without


ever


thinking


of


my


needs


at

all

















there


is


no


more


fatiguing


task


than


that


of


unwinding


all


the


error


of


what


you


have


learnt


before
















“ novels beside which pride and prejudice and david copperfield are the crude bungling of amateurs ”



 

virginia woolf and her  thought  that there exits the potential for such novels to exist




 my reply :



 i


    cannot conceive of any such potential


 where


“ pride


 and


    prejudice ”


 and


“ david


     copperfield ”


 would


 be


 made to


 look


 like


  bungling amateurism


 or


 maybe


 they


 always were!
















theres


a


big


difference


between


how


it


works


and


how


it


actually


works
















nature


is


an


infinite


source


of


your


own


error


to


encounter
















you


can


get


some


things


very


right


and


at


the


same


time


get


some


things


very


wrong
















“ the


good


die


young ”


i


think


that's


because


their


own


health


and


body


state


have


been


so


brutal


to


them


they


are


sensitive


to


being


brutal


to


others
















its


just


another


thing


an


onwards


ever


going
















how


little


we


understand


the


value


of


what


is


most


important
















she


looked


at


the


baby


and


thought



“ he


is


completely


dependent


on


me ”



then


she


thought



“ why


is


he


more


to


me


than


another ? ”
















poetry


is


not


a


competition


its


a

personal


thing


an


alignment


of


thought


with


infinity
















the


marvel


of


old


poetry


you


can


travel


in


time


literally!
















mediocrity


rejects


what


is


superior
















death to


death


death


to


life

life


to


death


death


to


life


life


to


death
















is


jesus


an


essential


part


of


christianity?


well


there


has


been


christianity


without


jesus


so


i


guess


not
















keep


something


for


yourself
















when


you


have


an


unanswerable


criticism


all


they


can


do


is


ban


you


i


suppose
















women


have


an


agenda


for


the


breeding


and


raising


of


kids


for


which


men


are


a


co-incidental


artifact
















a


ten


year


project


with


an


uncertain


outcome
















you

cannot


conform


the


world


to


your


way


of


thinking
















the


 da


vinci


code


a


fable


about


a


fable




the


real


 da vinci




the


fabulous


 jesus
















heidegger said it


“ great


philosophers


make


great


mistakes ”


it


scales


asymmetrically


university hacks


make great mistakes


too


they


just don't


get

it


so


unjustifiably


self


assured


in their learning


which is


all


it


is


and


not


true


knowledge






this was in response to the post  'i started taking'  on  unintelligent life  but i couldn't post it because they banned me from posting which just shows the level
















the


articulate


plane


in


which


philosophy


is


constructed




just


lacks




compared




to




the




poetic .
















you


can't


change


peoples


opinions


an


inch


if

they


are


not


willing


and


most


aren't


especially


those


closest


to


you
















lifes


a


cycle


and


a pretty


pissy


cycle


at


that


lol
















when


you


are


not


open


to


criticism



reason


and


function


collapses
















to


lie


down


and


never


wake


thats


my


fate
















theres


something


called


the


“ new


zealand


disease ”


which


is


a


concern


only


with


control


and


not


the


financial


success


of


a business
















if


one


asks


“ what


is


god ”


rather


than


“ is


there


god ”




one


has


an


indefinable


question
















i


think


survival


in


life


is


anticipating


problems


and


working


towards


their


solution


before


they


accumulate
















there


is


never


some


problem


so


severe


another


is


not


loaded


onto


you




catastophe


awaits
















bukowski's


“ don't


try ”


was


the


result


of


practical


experience


about


trying



personally


i


think


he


tryed


in


the


wrong


area's




like


alcohol



for


example
















you


can't


ask


too


many


questions


about


life




before




the



card



house



falls



down
















a


questioning


mind




meets


nothing


but


abuse


and


estrangement




and


it


always


wonders


why




or


maybe


it


doesn't


;o)
















forgiveness


some


fiction


of


the


mind
















why


does


everything


continually


break?
















a


daughters


attempted


suicide


is


a

very



profound


unsettling


for


a


mother
















perspectives


always


shift
















theres


a sort


of


viciousness


that


is


complete


passivity


not


being


proactive


when


one

should be

















life


is


fatigue
















politics

can't


be


better


than


the


voters


in


the


same


way


commerical


writing


can't


be


better


than


the reading


public
















profundity


twittism


for


the


twits
















that unfortunately is the level of  them,  some idea of "correct grammar"



blind


as


bats


vicious


as


wolves


and


stupid


as

a

frying


pan
















it


only


comes


once


in


a

billion


generations
















the


purpose


of


“ the


secret ”


is


like


that


of


the


universities


to

take


the


predators


out


of


circulation


so


that


true


wisdom


may arise


spontaneously


without


being


eaten
















the


net


fundamentally


obviates


the


editing


process




because


after


all


blank


space


is


free
















the


fundamental


mistake


of


religion


is


it


promotes


a


single


fixed


view




when


there


is


no


single


fixed


view
















atheism


is


just



as


wrong



as


religion




if


you


claim


there


is


no


god


and


nothing


beyond


this


life



you


are


also


off




your


rocker
















whats


wrong


about


jesus


is


he


was


human


now


if


a blue


whale


had


preached


from


the


shores


of


israel


i'd


be


listening
















the


catholic


church


made


a big


mistake with


pope


benedict




you


are


not


going


to


get


any


largeness

of


mind


in


a


man


who


headed


up


what


used


to


be


the


inquisition
















a


mans


true


employer


starts


with


W.
















these


homilies


look


simple


and


there


is


not


too


much


to


them



in


fact


you


will


never


understand


them


fully



ever!



basically


they


are


fractal
















 its


 always


 been


 dangerous


 to


 be


 a




poet
















how


does


cruelty


occur ?




inattention




and




attention
















women


torn


between


reticence


and


a

desire


for


attention
















you could make a poem out of those lines


i often do that with our convos


already done


the


work


why


not


make


some


use


of


it?
















one


“ bon


mot ”


before


breakfast
















imo the main basis for separation is that one or both of the parties has decayed mentally to the point they can no longer adapt enough to needed changes


in terms of this  article,  the work cannot be put usefully in



it


would either


not


be


done


or


be


misdirected




adaptive is not things always going the right way, but things on balance heading in the right direction


thats a very good article


it says that the actual energy required is always more than what both parties would prefer to put in
















if


there


is


an


image


its


a

tautology


there


is


some


other


object


its


an


image


of




if


this


world


is


an


image


what


is


that


other


object?
















the


only


way


anyone


treats


you


with


any


respect


is


if


you


are


paying


them


for

a

service




i


think


thats


the


nature


of


respect




a


bit


of


a myth
















why


do


the


vast


majority


of


people


have


to


be


quite


pyschotic
















why


would there be something


beyond




because




what is not beyond is


an


image




thats


about


the


nearest


i


can


come


to


it
















compared


to


women


men


do


not


know


how


to


want
















with


homilies


and


that


sort


of


thinking


and


insight


a


lot


of


it is


just


letting


things


run


their


own


way


and


seeing


their


natural


tendencies




natural


tendencies


are


difficult


to


defeat


but


it


can


be


done




there's


no


fixed


reference


point,


one


may


get


better


but


there


always


much


further


to


go
















sadly


those


born


to


eternity


suffer


most
















i'm


trying


to


explain


the


problem


of


vegetarianism




i count 244,000


generations


of


meat


eating


apes




you


see


the


problem ?
















scientology


 is


 destroying


  itself


    from


        the


           inside


                out




   a


    lot


     of


      management


   incompedence




   the knifing


   of


   friend


   as


   well


   as

   foe




   and


   one


    very


     looney


      tune




      hi


      ron!
















i'm


pretty


sure


i'm


schizophrenic


i


just


have


another


fold


to


unfold


it
















so


many


journeys


there


and


back


and


back


again
















i


meandered about


with


satre


when


i


might


have


read


heidegger
















what


are


the


dead


to


the


dead ?




nothing
















taking


a


quote


out


of


context


was


a favorite


trick


of


the


inquisition


you


could


say


“ i'm


not


going


to


say


God


is


bad ”


they


would


then


say


“ you


said


“ God


is


bad ” ”




when


you are


powerless


what


does


it


matter


they


were


only


after


your


worldy


goods


or


to


muzzle you
















always


keep


something


for


yourself


in


reserve
















philosophy


is


a



search


for


truth


not


an


aggrandizment


of


self


by


that


definition


what



passes?
















collectives


are


an


anathema


to


integrity
















there's


a

fundamental


conflict


between


the


artistic


viewpoint


and


the


collective


viewpoint
















i don't know why i should complain about your not getting it and the malaise is not confined to university philosophy departments, english departments are even worse


its that you are the death of what feeds you


"creativity"


just the usual story, living off the sufferings of the dead


and killing anything alive that looks real


its all forgivable except killing what is alive and real and that of course is when you really start to question life and reality and come to the truer schema of how things are


collectives are the death of sense and individuality


may


you all


rot in hell or a university which ever is worse :o)
















its


just


all


about


straightening


out


the


flaws


thinking


behaving


being
















philosophy


is


the


union


of


language


with


semantics




i


don't


think


most


philosophy


translates
















the


american


school


system




life


is


multi-


choice
















is


an


academic

philosophers


life


more


meaningless

than


everyone

else?


i


think


the


answer


is

yes



i


think


its


the


contradiction


of


not


doing


what


they



claim


to


do
















the academic world is a wasteland i am afraid


uselessly arid
















people


think


themselves


and


their


attachments


are


real




that


some-one


is


more


to


them


than


another




they


are


not
















what


is


  mortality ?
















women


take


the


meaning


in


their


life


from


children




it


might


be


obvious


to


women




but


its


not


obvious


to men




men


are


quite


capable


of


taking


the


meaning


in


their


lives


from


mowing


the


lawn
















there


are


no


answers




there


is


no


point


of


resolution
















i


don't


know


whats


wrong


with


the


american


education


system


but


none


of


you


have


any


idea


of


stepping


outside


boundaries


or


being


practical
















rumi


must


have


got


something


wrong


it


seems


to


escape


people


that


his


son


ala al-din


murdered


shams-e-tabriz




or


maybe


like


heidegger


who


was


a


card


carrying


nazi


party


member


it


shows


how


you


can


get


one


thing


right


and


another


thing


wrong
















difficult


to


deal


with


does


not


begin


to


describe


women
















the female


mind




a


time


horizon


of


emotional


flickering


in


minutes?
















the


unyielding


weariness


of


editing
















 this  is one of the most famous homilies collection, the wisdom of jesus son of sirach


in fact his reputation may have been woven into the myth of jesus as a “wise man”


its really so obvious that is why the church may not be so keen on it
















women


have


a tough


time


with


aging


biologically


it


is


tough
















how


much


pain


is


there


in


life ?




a


lot
















evolution


and


genetics


completely


explain


the


construction


of


animate


life




this


fundamentally


obviates


the


need


for


god


or


a


creator




as


an


explanation


for


the


universe
















alone


amongst


the


apes


the


human


female


clings


like


a


limpet


to


the


male
















“ the


bible


is


the


word


of


god ”




“ have


you


read


it


all? ”




“ no ”




“ have


you read


the apocrypha? ”




“ whats that? ”




“ why


would


you

leave


a

word


of


god


unread? ”
















to


give


advice


i


have


learnt


to


let


go


of


the


outcomes