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every
generation
of
teenage
girls
sheds
the
same
tears !
denisova
have
been
other
intelligent
hominid
species
that
have
come
and
gone
wants
thinking
about !
did
they
have
their
christs
and
mohammads
too ?
men
can
never
love
the
way
women
do
they
have
to
be
caught
like
fish
and
landed
it's
been
happening
for
millenia !
cannot
aquire
eternity !
if
something
is
are
you
asking
a
man
about
there's
only
two
states
of
existance
having
migraine
getting
out
of
a cult
and
adjusting
to
the
real
world
again
is
like
recovering
from
a
bad
marriage !
eileen
my
devotee
who
beats
me
i
thought
it
was
supposed
to
be
the
other
way
around
she
would
just
say
i
needed
it
with
gurus
et
al
i
basically
think
that
positions
of
power
poisons
the
character
without
exception
it
may
be
food
to
women
but
i
wouldn't
say
it
was
food
to
men
christmas
is
like
a
holiday
for
me
because
there's
no-
one
around !
however they can establish a boundary and limitation of damage from the wrong direction by stepping back
it's
that
simple !
one's
partner
finishing
school
we
move
into
middle
aged
love
that's
what
it
is
middle
age
love !
it's
not
simple
love
spread from
to
winter !
in
relationship
if
you
can't
agree
and
have
some fundamental difference
of
view
point
it's
best
just
to
a
accept
the
other
half
will
never
change and
talking
on
the
subject
just
gives
rise
to
unnecessary
friction
and
it's
best
to
steer
clear !
they
are
not
going
to
themselves
can't
expect
it !
what
makes
good
art
is
not
fancy
stories
but
things
that
are
true
to
you !
akiane
not
a
good
painter
but
a
unique
mystical
talent
perhaps
that
is
her
shortfall ?
no
greater
sacrifice
have
i
made
for
truth
than
being
prepared
to
put
up
with
female
some
of
what
i
write
: o )
good
word !
may
the
english
language
take
advantage
of
this
new
coining !
if
katie
byron
is
what
she
claims
then
she
will
see
the
this
page
and
am
sure
she
is
not
what
she
claims
to
be !
from
a
holistic
perspective
the
people
i
comment
on
should
be
intuitive
enough
and
active
enough
to
pick
up
they
are
being
commented
on
i
don't
say
immediately
but
eventually
nobody
reads
me
but
i
am
so
free
with
the
insults
it's
probably
just
as
well
hand
they
don't
reply !
life
it's
like
we
are
surrounded
by
a
hundred
options
but
we
can
only
see
one
or
two !
women
really
are
quite
childlike
their
little
agendas
aims
hopes
fears
is
it
so
negative
to
be
like
a
child ?
for
one
their
lives
remain
fresher
than
men !
toni
packer
easily
the
sanest
of
a
very
mad
genré !
some
mania
that
sweeps
through
and
then
fizzles
out
partly
destroyed
by
it's
own
inconsistencies
what
will
the
next
one
be ?
you
can
lose
yourself
in
that
some
people
are
so
thick
and
stupid
wether
you
compliment
them
or
not
if
they
don't
understand
it
they
take
it
a
s
a
threat !
women
these
complex
social
control
machines !
in
all
honesty
what ?
for
once
and
for
all
buddha
is
as
fictitious
as
jesus
or
mohammed !
stephen
mitchell
is
now
doing
what
he
is
best
at
financial
and
image
management
instead of
what
he
was
worst
at
it
true?
is
it
absolutely
true ?
yes
it
is !
LOL
is
katie
byron
original ?
now
some -
one
who
really
is
orginal
like
me
nobody
wants
to
know
about !
all
i
can
say
is
all
i
can
say
if
you
read
this
100
1000
years
from
now
just
remember
this
was
ignored
in
it's
own
time
and
yours
is
no
better !
of
the
model
who
look
beyond
and
wonder
what
happened
what
a
woman
says
to
a
man
is
only
through
me
that
you
can
continue
to
exist ! ”
they
usually
buckle
under !
of
course
a
child
says
the
same
thing
to
it's
mother
you
can
work
it
out
logically
then
it
happens
and
it's
different
and
the
same
arranged marriages are a cultural distortion of evolutionary drives and mechanisms
doesn't
see
them
operating
but
all
the
same
they
guide
her
behavior
similarly the steering is steered by the emotional stuff
evolutionary behaviors could not exist without emotion
everyday
is
just
exhausting !
a
writer ? ”
writes
a
lot ”
yeah
done
that
doing
that
the
central
problem
of
our
times
is
our
increasing
alienation
from
our
natural
diet
or
the
diet
that
makes
us
celebrity
gossip
on
the
net
it's
ahead
of
the
participants
the
rich
and
famous
BEWARE !
came
across
some-one
better
than
you
what
would
you
do ? ”
it's
freaky
what
HRT
can
do
wind
back
the
clock
ten
or
twenty
years
teenage
angst !
world
history
is
not
better
for
events
occurring
with
less
friction
and
trauma
murder
and
mayhem
is
the
order
of
the
day !
they
are
all
eternal
love
and
the
rest
but
if
they
go
without
sex
for
5
months
they
are
looking
around !
china
once
it
was
warlords
now
it's
property
developers
monetary
gain
by
force !
mao
zedong
a
very
intelligent
and
capable
man
but
he
was
also
a
horrible
monster !
you
can
see
it
in
his
poetry !
a
dragon
that
devours !
in
my
opinion
zen
is
dying
well
religions
never
actually
die
but
just
drift
along
or
even
can
be
resurrected
centuries
later
through
texts
like
gnostic
christianity
such
is
the
unending
human
appetite
for
insanity !
computer games like special ops
are
an
absolute
godsend
for
army
recruiting
offices
to
the
extent
that
one
would
wonder if they
contribute to
the
funding
of
the
game
development !
i
have
been
viral
for
three
or
four
days
and
got
alot
done
on
the
computer
computers
are
great
for
being
productive
when
you
are
viral
otherwise
i'd
just
be
looking
at
the
ceiling !
i
think
charisma
is
actually
a
a skill
as
well
as
a natural
ability
toni
packer
never
bothered
too
much
with
it !
believing
hindsight
is
equivalent
to
expecting
foresight !
what
i
have
learnt
about
charismatic
people
is
they
always
have a
screw
loose
for
instance
the
late
john
loori
founder
of
the
mt.
tremper
zen
center
was
very
charismatic
and
he
certainly
had
a
screw
loose and more
than
one
whereas
toni
packer
who
is
certainly
not
charismatic
at
all
has
all
the
screws
tight
at
least
as
much
can
be
expected
with
the
usual
female
queen
bee
drives !
and
byron
katie
takes
technique
context
is
there
to
talk
to
each
other ?
there
is
no
shared
personal
experience
it's
just
meaningless
would
say
the
deepest
experiences
are
actually
extremely
fleeting
usual
contradictoriness
of
life !
i
want
something
i
can't
have
and
is
not
good
for
me !
it's
the
first
and
not
the
second
that
stops
me !
meditation
is
a
form
of
LGAT
and
personal
passivation !
tho
it
is
also
a
form
of
solitude
but
there
are
more
enjoyable
ways ................
i
think
the
mind
naturally
recurs
to
itself
when
not
distracted !
after
all
itself
is
what
it
is !
i
don't
like
what
zombies
meditation
makes
of
people
of
course
they
are
zombies
anyway
so
what
difference
does
it
make ?
my
writing
delayed
child
rearing ?
the
problem
for
americans
now
is
medicine is
their
first
port
of
call
for
any
ills
whereas
for
sanity
health
and
longevity
it
should
in
most
cases
be
the
last
net
too
many
unentwined
twined
lives
always
trying
to
solve
everyone
else's
problems
and
not
my
own !
why
do
i
get
nothing
done ?
why
am
i
losing
everything ?
to
say
life
is
meaningless
is
a
sort
of
a
meaning !
the
masses
with
their
fixed
attitudes
rah
rah
feel
good
and
intransigence
i am rejected by everybody
i
didn't
fit
anything
except
unadulterated
god
a
surprising
number
of
atheists
think
jesus
exists !
there's
an
immense
dignity
in
each
person
being
a
universe
but
i
don't
notice
that
universes
respect
their
own
or
others
dignity
as
a
rule !
there's
something
different
about
writing
it's
retentive
more
control
compared
to
meditation
which
just
seems
to
turn
out
zombies !
i
am
not
saying
there
is
not
a
place
for
solitude
speaking
a
s
a hermit
women
on
estrogen
are
absolutely
their
own
are
the
pivot
point
of
the
universe
the
problem
is
that
there
is
no
audience
for
this
stuff
the
masses
prefer
blather
and
so
do
the
intellectuals
for
that
matter
perhaps
that's
not
a
problem !
sheng
fui
a
load
of
wrong
minded
rot !
old
age
there's
no
sense
of
achievement
just
the
misery
of
failing
health !
even
the
uneven
is
wrecked
women
don't
pay
much
attention
to
men
their
reasoning
is
have
a
baby
to
look
after !
would
have
to
be
blind
to
think
it's
possible
to
teach
anything !
mao
zedong
and
stalin
were
both
good
at
killing
their
enemies
that
is
anybody
with
sense !
mao tse-tung
was
an
arsehole
fuckwit
you
have
only
to
read
his
poetry
wrong
minded
doesn't
begin
to
cover
it !
the
easy
way
to
see
that
advaita
and
zen
don't
know
what
they
are
on
about
is
they
don't
have
the
brains
to
see
they
are
ineffectively
caught
in
an
oral
and
personal
contact
tradition
that
is
pre
printing
technology !
the
bible
is
a
mixed
document
there's
rubbish
and
there's
sense
whole
point
of
painting, art poetry
is
to
capture
some
imaginary fusion
of
the
real
which
matches
or
exceeds
the
eileens comment :
it doesn't save it feels like an imposition
i don't think anyone that hasn't sunk that low can understand that
i didn't used to
is
written
here
is
i
think
genetically
i
am
quite
a
bit
taller
than
i
am
but
my
heart
didn't
get
downsized
the
same
way
i
have
an
oversized
heart !
rembrandt is
not
just
100 million
dollar
paintings
there's
something
to
him !
a
directors
dilemma
choose
the
actors
first
then
write
the
script
this
is
how
it
should
be
done !
altiyan
childs
the
generation
before
mobile
phones
their
brains
are
all
fucked
by
mobile
phones
now !
they
may
be
promiscuous
but
they
are
still
only
interested
in
bible
says
the
same
thing
an
empty
womb
is
looking
to
be
in
religion
celibacy
is
homosexuality
actual
celibacy
is
few
and
far
between
or
even
self -
contradictory !
greek
orthodox
is
notorious !
probably both are happening
what's
interesting
about heidegger
is
he
could
see
his
own
limitations
but
couldn't
move
beyond
them
probably
needed
to
be
single
what
has
killed
the
catholic
church
is
not
the
theological
nonsense
since
people
are
prepared
to
accrue
the
most
outlandish
nonsense
without
blinking
but
the
increasing
dominance
by
from
about 1910
on
he's
such
an
embarassment
they
might
kill
him
medically
of
course !
i
think
the
net
is
generally
giving
all
religions
even
islam
a
hard
time
i
notice
that
the
mormons
are
have
an
advertising
campaign
going
which
indicates
recruitment
and
retention
difficulties !
i
don't
think
there
is
such
a
thing
a
s
wisdom
literature
heidegger
is
not
really
top
notch
heraclitus
is !
jesus
son
of
sirach
wisdom
prose
and
poems !
how
do
women
recover
from
pregnancy ?
it's
a
very
dehabilitating
process
estrogen !
scientology
is
a
military
organisation
always
on
a
war
footing
i
suppose
mormonism
is
the
same !
any
form
of
missionizing
is
war !
i
do
has
ever
fitted
any
category !
as
we
know
there's
any
number
of
penises
looking
for
vaginas !
men
are
disposable
women
represent
a limited
but
real reproductive
potential
that
is
lost
when
the
woman
is
no
longer
able
to
breed !
estrogen
is
not
the
same
as
testosterone !
truth
of
human
existance ”
is
that
we
don't
exist
and
are
secondary
to
some
more
central
reality !
neo
advaita
is
just
one
one
sophisticated
LGAT
racket !
even
heidegger
says
that
truth
can't
be
expressed
in
prose
in
a
way
that
gives
people
access
to
it
his
advice
is
to
leave
it
to
the
poets!
i
disagree
that
is
what
my
writing
is
about
and
let
them
imbibe
as
their
facility
permits !
facility
is
an
active
process
btw !
you
made
a
mistake
that
cost
you
your
life
if
you
hadn't
been
so
intent
on
throwing
it
away !
why
should
i
waste
brain
sugars
trying
to
educate
others ?
not
only
are
they
unappreciative
they
suck
you
dry !
before
swine
pearls
attract
swine
too !
large group awareness training
byron katie is lgat in spades
i
like
quiet
corners
of
the
world
no-one reads : o )
you
have
been
injured
or
we
are
injured
the
world
doesn't
care
a
fig
it
takes
you
as
it
finds
you
in
fact
it
takes
advantage
of
your
injury
are
outside
the
boundaries
now
just
tell
me
wether
you
survive
better
in
or
out ?
if
you
have
to
explain
something
to
some -
one
all
the
time
it
stuffs
you
up
think
it
knee
caps
you !
fame !
when
a
homily
makes
a
fridge !
heidegger
was
an
unrepentant
nazi
he
is
also
one
of
the
great
philosophers !
LGAT
full
of
touchy
feely
men
totally
dysfunctional
in
real
life
but
very
good
at
breaking
marriage
and
relationship
bonds !
the
flaws
in
LGAT
large
group
awareness
therapy !
all
this
useless
work
i
must
be
all
the
ambiguity
problems
of
jesus
you
are
jesus
if
you
put
a
person
in
a
position
of
power
you
can't
expect
them
to
remain
sane
and
they
don't !
anyone
who
actually
reads
heidegger
is
severely
damaged !
what
is
life ?
i
don't
give
a
fig
what
is
the
meaning
of
life ?
i
don't
give
a
fig
for
that
either
i
don't
give
a
fig !
my
job
appears
to
be
to
criticize
the
help
me !
if
you
are
mentioned
here
you
made
the
grade
to
be
criticized
the
rabble
don't
katie
byron
is
stuck
in
stasis !
erhard
is
basically
a
philosopher
just
earning
his
crust
in
a
different
way
epistemologically
he
is
closest
to
heidegger
the
paradigm
of
jews
and
nazi's
carries on !
katie
byron
has
said
the
same
thing
so
many
times
if
she
wasn't
mad
before
she
sure
is
now !
erhard
it's
basically
philosophy
brought
to
a
non -
philosophical
audience
and
as
about
as
clear
and
useless
as
philosophy
too!
he
fails
to
tease
out
recursions
so
all
he
says
is
pretty
fucked !
i
think
he
needs
to
live
by
himself !
women
are
machines
designed
to
reproduce
themselves
men
are
also
of
course
designed
to
reproduce
themselves
but
it's
not
so
inwired
into
the fiber
of
the
brain !
katie
byron
nlp
werner erhard
scientology
indian
gurus
eckhart
tolle
it
all
boils
down
to
one
thing
sophisticated
mind
and
social
control !
there's
no
arrival
some
point
where
you
have
the
all
she
is
also
alcoholic btw
in actual fact her strategies don't really work
it's a substitute for really understanding a situation
it certainly is useful to think about
but in fact i have always thought that way, turning something on it's head and see how things look then
i
think
it's
part
of
her
limitation
that
she
won't
read
or
reply
to
this !
i
am
always
making
excuses
for
these
people
and
their
shoddiness !
poetry is different, allows one to stand alone
do
i
have
to
get
involved
in
what
i
have
to
unwind ?
couldn't
it
be
unwound
for
me ?
what
alcoholics
don't
get
is
that
people
without
an
alcohol
problem
have
a
better
grasp
of
it
than
them
for
a
start
their
brains
are
in
better
shape !
i
think
sometimes
i
get
treated
like
i
don't
love !
writing
is
about
the
only
thing
i
do
it's
a
hard
rough
road
too
hard
too
rough
but
what's
the
alternative ?
none !
you
don't
use
the
label
alcoholic
what
is
there ?
when
you
drink
alcohol
a
bit
of
what
i
have
loved
disappears
hurts !
it's
like
a
little
death
my
karma
i
guess
drinking
is
self
medication
characteristic
of
self
medication
is
that
it
causes
more
problems
than
it
solves
the older ones don't overstep what they know for sure but these young ones talk like experts when they don't know shit
things
in
this
world
are
complex
the
nihilist
approach
of
advaita
is
to
avoid
dealing
with
the
world
in
any
semantic
depth
katie
byron
is
a
good
example
of
that
and
you
can
see
the
shortfalls !
i
don't
find
systems
or
rules
work
at
all
it's
better
to
go
in
depth
into
the
situation !
what's wrong
with
living
in
the
head ?
it's
where
you
actually
live
regardless !!!!
you have to let go your notions of what you might think it means
it's really saying all our experience and notions of being are in the head
just a sorta shift in perspective from the way we normally look at things
my
writings
entirely
empty !
cold
calls
a
chance
to
be
remedially
angry
and
inapproriate
: o )
appropriate
and
inappropriate
i
think
what
katie
byron
is
saying
is
you
should
enter
into
some
uncertainty
on
your
thoughts
and
opinions !
the
subversion
of
intention
and
effect !
you intend
such
and
such
if
you
are
not
careful
you
can
often
induct
the
opposite !
critics
usually
have
an
inverted
sense
of
worth
therefore
i
expect
disapprobation
or
denial
denial
most
likely !
my
writing
is
like
an
iceberg
9
10th's
is
below
the
surface !
if
you
look
at
it
really
people
don't do
the
work
they
just
sit
on
their
bloody
bums
expecting
to
be
entertained
once
you
get
over
fifty
everyone
you
know
starts
to
die !
why
do
i
always
try
and
correct
things
in
my
imagination ?
there's
two
things
wrong
with
it
there
is
no
standard
of
rightness
by
which
a
corrected
thing
is
better
and
also
it
is
the
reponse
of
an
injured
soul
used
to
being
ineffective
through
it's
own
ineptitude
and
curtailed
by
crazy
outside
forces !
advaita
smooth
slick
and
wrong !
explanation
and
understanding
are
discovery
processes
that
take
time !
it takes me a while and i have to be pressed to expand on what i say and write
we are both evolving and it takes time
it's
all
in
changes
in
the
way
you
do
things !
in
advaita
they
don't
question
assumptions
enough !
plus
they
don't
get
the
subversion
of
intention
and
effect !
and
religious (i include atheists in that !)
people
are
just
wrong
minded
and
on
the
make
this work is the abatement of self not the rebuilding into some “spiritual” entity
i am not excused
one has to see and accept wrong minded stuff in oneself !
the fact there are boundaries reflects that we are removed from infinity
existance itself is a boundary
even infinity is a boundary tho it is not a boundary
it's
not
possible
to
live
without
boundaries
even
in
death
we
have
boundaries !
i am of my nature full of boundaries
what is a boundary ?
it
implies
a
deeper
more
important
substrate !
the
bhagavad
gita
is
repetitious
boring
rubbish
mistakes
the
brain
for
non -
self !
you
can
say
there
is
no
self
but
there
is
always
self !
self
may
be
a
model
within
the
brain
but
there
is
always
the
the
brain !
the
same
mechanisms
that
make
people
successful
parents
are
the
same
mechanisms
which
make
dissociation
of
self
painful !
i don't think
i
want
to
write
an
essay
a
day
for
the
rest
of
my
life !
what has struck me, 18 years since i was at springwater is the extent to which toni has been plagiarized from to actually form the the conceptual backbone of the the new advaita that is rolling through like a wave of sewage now
eckart tolle for instance, virtually talks in toni speak and he's made a lot of money and imo is half baked in his understanding
really the only one of the “new advaita” that has any authenticity is byron katie, who has the advantage of being mad which i can totally relate to and its consequences !
all a bit depressing really, the sophistication of the rippers, you just can't beat it and the public taste is entirely for bullshit
staff attitudes at springwater have not helped, you just can't sit in a stasis unfortunately
the world is changing and the focus is shifting to a few superstars and not much else gets a look in, of course the real superstar didn't get focused on, but actually the more one understands of the world, its inclination and distractions this is of necessity
publicity and fame induct unreality and physical danger !
this new gay guy (jeff foster) is certainly very glib, i still feel he is missing the essential but he's going to cannibalize a certain audience and what can you do ?
what does it matter
springwater staff just go back to sleep i guess, not that they ever woke up and don't appear to be in any danger of doing so !
really it's a mistake to look to people for interest, it's just a vast empty desert, lots of spinifex and that's about it, katie byron's mistake actually
people perceive dissociation, especially dissociation of self as injury, however subtley they may disguise it and the new advatia is disguised !
i think the difference between katie byron and eckhart tolle is byron is the other side of suicide and tolle is not, he just can't go there !
no doubt the kittens have left at this point !
i am even reluctant to write this, the smooth guys just read it and rip !
a
late
lesson
from
toni
packer
if
you
get
it
right
everyone
copies
you !
do
female
wear
underwear ?
the
advaita
bandwagon
is
in
full
flood
vacuous
waffle !
if
you
go
to
them
or
they
come
to
you
like
it's
a
great
divide !
path
or
pathless
the
question
never
even
arose !
now
you
don't
look
like
a
bunch
of
rogues
but
you
are
is
a
highly
boundaryized
condition !
krishna
are
insane ”
are
insane ! ”
you
can't
offset
life's erroneous
personal
and
cultural
milieu
by
quietitude !
it
takes
actvity
go
suck
eggs
advaita and
zen !
the
only
explanation
for
the
is
attention !
is
just
accepting
the
partial
nature
of
things
and
getting
the
best
benefit
that
may
be
reasonably
arrived
at
from
that !
there is a perspective that the world with all its problems and imperfections is infinity
that
is
uneroded
you
can't
expect
the
world
to
be
perfect
or
it
would
be
infinity !
but it is infinity as imperfect !
you
have
got
too
close
close
to
what
you
can't
cope
with
that
the
world
is
uneroded !
people
are
not
equipped
to
lose
self
identity
and
in
fact
get
nasty
it's
odd
obama
got
elected
so
hillary
clinton
could
be
one
of
the
better
secretaries
of
state !
phidias's
statue
of
zeus
where
are
all
the
nymphs
sucking
his
dick ?
that's
about
the
level
of
it !
it's
more
work
to
straighten
a
person
out
than
fix
an
old
car !
i
think
i
want
to
get
away
from
the
idea
there
is
some
universal
understanding
or
system
of
life
there's
something
about
advaita
that's
quite
wrong
it's
overly
minimalistic
both
krishnamurtis
and
toni
packer
had
that
problem !
how
interesting
are
people
not
very !
women
play
men
like
a
piano
to
get
the
tune
they
want !
if
they
can
if
there's
an
afterlife
there's
a
hell
of
a lot
of
ants
in it !
when
we
die
does
the
world
continue
to
exist
or
cease
to
exist ?
you have a limited perception of what i say
u are more intelligent than what you are writing
there's always a lot of background with my homilies
you have to know the background
sometimes
i
wonder
about
the
way
i
do
things
and
then
i
wonder
about
the
way
i do
things
and
then
i
wonder
about
the
way
i
do
things !
philip
larkin
told
betty
mackereth
he
had
planned
her
to
trap
yourself ? ”
it's thanx to her his best work, his dairies were destroyed after his death
he did ask her to in his will but she shouldn't have
she should have just kept them and released them 10 years later
his writing was his life and it's best portion was lost posthumously
think
he
was
a
bit
silly
about
women !
i think that might be 1891, you can see that russia was on the verge of a revolution even then
that
idyllic country life streaked by craziness and illness!
and
autism !
tolstoy was very lucky in his choice of wife ! i think she made a big mistake actually but life is always crazy !
all
roads
lead
to
rome
many
roads
lead
to
rome ?
do
any
roads
lead
to
rome ?
capable
men
can
perpetuate
utter
insanities
of
government
stalin
beria
kim
jong - il
you
can
copy
to
a
certain
point
and
then
there's
a
point
at
which
you
can't
copy !
you
have
this
amazing
intellectual
covetousness
you
don't
covet
material
wealth
you
covet
inellectual
wealth
without
wanting
to
do
the
necessary
work
of
course
which
is
always
the
way
of
covetousness !
original
insight
is
we
are
not
real
btw !
is it unamerican not to speak in clichés ?
women
they
come
up
against
incredible
barriers
self
constructed
brick
walls !
thank
god
i
am
not
female !
it's
hardest
to
get
the
lack
of
interest
in
anything
authentic !
prisons
really
are
a
modern
form
of
execution
the
mechanism
is
prison
diet !
really
has
an
intrinsic
toxicity
and
you
have
to
be
missing
something
to
allow
it !
i
guess
you
have
to
be
missing
something
to
be
involved
that
way !
without
the
original
insight
it's
not
teachable
and
it's
a
gift
so
rarely
given
it's
not
funny !
seeking
is
an
illusion !
as
is
teachers
and
teaching !
a garden
cats !
the
trouble
with
dealing
with
people
compared
to
writing
is
they
are
not
very
persistent
they
are
all
recidivist
and
it
just
sort
of
fades !
if
you
get
consistently
blocked
in
a
certain
direction
you
just
want
to
flag
it
and
give
up
you
may
get
past
the
barrier
but
it
won't
be
from
that
direction !
sometimes
i
write
stuff
i
don't
necessarily
agree
with
it's
just
experimenting
seeing
how
i
feel
about
it
women
are
there
to
breed
the
species
males
are
there
to
test
new
gene
combinations
spray
jesus
a
catholic
picture
though
not
always
elegantly
coiffed
rosy
cheeks
white
skin,
luxuriant
dark
hair
a
bit
above
the
average
male
model
more
effeminate
usually !
i
think
i
am
the
last
romantic !
can
be
right
or
you
can
be
wrong
not
necessarily
for
the
right
reason !
as
far
as
you
have
ever
come
there
is
always
100
times
further
to
go !
i
hate
the
crunchiness
of
a bit
of
eggshell
mixed
in
with
boiled
egg !
you
know
you
have
been
too
long
in
one
place
when
you
start
to
understand
the
local
weather !
men
have
it
all
over
menopausal
and
post
menopausal
women !
toni
packer
got
pretty
severely
ripped
by
eckhart
tolle
and
katie
byron
which
they
haven't
got
right
but
then
i
don't
think
she
got
it
right
either !
so
they
don 't
see
properly
you are trying to be in the boundaries of normality
i
am
insane
just
by
virtue
of
having
gone
outside
the
boundaries
of
normality
is
coldest
just
before
dawn
