chronological order is from the bottom to the top of the page
layout is done with the internet explorer text size setting at largest and with a zoom of 125%, though i don't have an opinion on any correct size per se
links are in the times new roman font
breakers
roll
across
eastern
skys
that you are the sky and those breakers are yours
you
say
in
three
minutes ”
: o )
buddhist
teachers
and
students
crap
artists !
all
religions
are
cults
with
sophisticated
mechanisms
for
the
disabling
of
critical
facilities
it
can
be
a
s
simple
as
that ”
and
a
scomplex
as
self
critical
knee
capping !
humans
when
faced
with
prefer
to
look at what they eat !
“But the bride-to-be has developed one reassuring eating habit – a fondness for Haribo Starmix and Tangfastics sweets, eating her way through two large packets a week.”
“Prince William buys newspapers when he pops in, I can’t recall which, and he loves his mint Vienetta, Doritos crisps and Tropicana orange juice. They’re both really normal and lovely.”
yeah that may be normal today !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wonder if middleton has blood sugar problems, hypoglycemic ?
trapicana is 11% sugar! probably HFCS
the
point
of
having
all
that
money
and
eating
that
shit ?
there's
something
crazy
and
dull
about
tibetan
buddhist
theology
despite
or
including
it's
garish
colouring !
good
with
his
hands
not
much
good
for
anything
else
empty
that's
how
life
is
it's
seen
a
s
empty
something
through !
humans
are
a
herd
animal
they
really
are !
i have never done acid, but then i don't have to ! ; o )
just a disclaimer, i think LSD can permanently damage the brain and it doesn't seem to give the right sort of insights
it's
a
wonderful
wonderful
world
except
that
it's
not !
: o )
the
the
fine
tuning
goes
on
how
much
of
bukowski's
best
stuff
disappeared
cause
he
screwed
up
the
typed
paper
and
binned
it ?
yeah
that
turned
him
up !
; o )
some
people
need
editors
if
only
because
they
destroy
their
best
work !
don't
: o )
just
because
something
is
sincere
doesn't
make
it
right !
for
instance
hitler
was
sincere !
zen
once
you
stop
buying
into
it
it
all
looks
different !
theologians
are
all
crazy
every
jack
man
of
them !
the
trouble
with
intellectual
property
is
people
just
and
patents
stop
the
direct
copy
and
claiming
it
as
their
own
but
that's
about
all
it
does !
the
voynich
manuscript
transcends
being
a
hoax
meaning
without
meaning !
you
won't
be
unhappy
unless
you
are
unable
to
be
happy !
always
moving
in
every
direction
stuck
in
a
perpetual
adolesence
exhausting
for
an
man !
i
think
men
and
women
have a
blindness
about
each
other
or
they
would
never
get
complete
and
utter
old
paradigms
persist
not
because
people
are
not
being
punished
enough
but
because
they
are
very
slow
to
appreciate
the
benefits
of
change
really
they
have
to
be
brought
up
with
it
a
s
children
to
fully
utilize
and
appreciate
the
new
paradigm !
for
the
net
this
might
be
children
born
from
about
2004
and
on !
this
writing
costs
me
what
i
value
most
s
bisexuality
and
homosexuality
breed
because
of
the
increased
mental
agility
and
flexibility
it
gives
genetically
china
is
an
giant
i
think
boarding
school
impairs
social
development
too
much !
books
or
self
publishing
on
the
net ?
you
just
have
to
vote
with
the
new
paradigm
and
go
with
it .
make
back-ups !
surreal
images
a
snake
swam
across
a
boat !
nothing
more
satisfactory
than
catching
up
on
sleep
debt !
delay
in
moderation
though
it
has
it's
place !
the
nature
of
doing
anything
you
look
closely
you
are
only
ever
successful !
is
a
good
example
in
a
larger
treachery
academics
so
scared
they
will
offend
someone
with
them !
the
natural
human
response
when
it
hears
what
it
doesn't
want
to
hear
is
to
i
think
there's
some
law
of
neuronal
change
energy
costs
at
work !
when
things
go
wrong
often
enough
most
of
us
listen
and
the
huge
nutritional
and structual
costs
and
losses
of
the
brain
changes
are
worth it !
adaptive
change
with
very
little
or
only
the
tinest
barely
discernable
structual
change
this
is
most
easily
achieved
with
an
suddenly
i
understood
there
could
be
6
million
of
these
pages
of
homilies
the
material
and
progression
is
endless !
pessoa
a logical
progression
of
writing
diarying
poetry
and
homilies
wether
they
are
productive
is
another
question !
basically
the
taste
of
the
hoi
polloi
is
very
kitschy
unsophisticated
and
sentimental !
stephen
king
was
right
life
is
a
horror
story !
night
was
it's
women
have
a
much
better
perception
of
men
than
men
have
of
women !
the
american
literary
scene
is
pretty
bad
it's
not
without
talent
but
wether
it
goes
any
further
is
an
open
question
well
it's
not
an
open
question
it
doesn't
go
any
further !
we project so much
it
makes
me
wonder
how
much
actually
exists !
just
because
it's
noise
doesn't
mean
it's
music !
the
train
wheel
moving
forward
yet
revolving
around
never
moving
from
the
same
spot !
the
mediocre
has
a
sure
instinct
for
recognizing
it's
superior
and
rejecting
it !
mainly
because
they
are
so
up
themselves !
the usual human way or male at least
robert
pinsky
not
a
patch
on
nijinsky !
senile
old
fart
you
can
see
why
a
mediocre
poet
is
mediocre !
and find something
startlingly
handsome
neither
complicated
or
plain
more
than
half
of
wholesome
the
moon
is
found
again !
further ingress of photography into painting
photoshop is supposed to do this tonal mapping well !
the
only
thing
i
am
any
good
at
which
is
religious
cum
philosophical
poetic
thinking
there
is
absolutely
no
market
for !
when
something
fails
for
the
100,000th
time
i
think
you
are
tempted
to
leave
it
aren't
you ?
diabetes
is
a
major
systemic
degenerative
illness
like
MS
or
alzheimer's !
is
god
male
or
female ?
is
god
male
and
female?
god
is
more
male
and
female
than
male
or
female !
as
an
individual
you
can't
defeat
social
trends
there
are
larger
mechanisms
at
work
and
it's
best
to
observe
their
workings
and
flows
and
act
accordingly !
i
think
the
net
is
about
a
huge
amount
corroboration
true
information
that
engenders
new
fundamental
insights
information
and
potential
for
action !
the
fact
of
the
web
is
extreme
competition
i
think
there
is
another
crash
coming
when
all
the
media
companies
fail !
sometimes
i
wish
so
dysfunctional !
he’s really quite good, has a lot of stuff on you tube
I think he’s basically discussing the internet as the new industrial revolution and has an original way of looking at the themes
is
the
purpose
of
life ?
life
has
no
purpose !
don't
join
many
against
one
always
been
that
way
you !
getting
wrapt
and
unwrapped
it's
like
a
fundamental
problem
you
don't
have
to
get
wrapped
and
unwrapped
but
life
seems
incomplete
without
this
process
but
is
it
entirely
necessary?
charlie
sheen
anyone
who
can
spend
$50,000
on
prostitutes
is
a
twit
he's
just
a
dull
damaged
manic
euphemism
for
hangers -
on !
one
is
enough
one
neighbour
one
spouse
one
child
one
dog
or
is
that
already
too
much ?
i
think
one
of
the
problems
with
working
in
the
health
field
is
you
deal
with
too
many
people
a
day
in
an
intense
way,
everyone
is
traumatized !
women
suffer
from
a
lack
of
dissociation
of
course
it
gets
their
job
in
life done !
the
russian
model
functional
it
works
failure
it
doesn't
surprisingly
a
new
paradigm !
i
quite
like
this
idea
systems
have
to
fail
as
the
only
way
of
adapting
to
change !
why
newspapers
are
stuffed
at
a
time
they
needed
to
increase
the
quality
and
depth
of
their
reporting
they
went
the
other
way !
it's
very
hard
to
get
how
things
are
changing
the
newpapers
are fighting
for
their
lives
and
losing
all
the
old
printed
media
is
gone !
literary
academia
is
a
clique
of
malign
readers
and
writers
the
is
the
bad
poets
the
is
the
good
and
bad
poets !
i
am
so
bruised
by
life
i
am
happy
if
something
only
partly
works
and
that's
all
i
expect
now !
autistic
life
is
like
a jigsaw
puzzle
of
an
absolutely
amazing
beautiful
picture
you
can
see
it
when
you
half
assemble
it
but
the
pieces
of
the
other
half, while
they
have
the
picture
on
don't
fit !
if
you
do
something
enough
like
changing
the
sheets
once
every
week
instead
of
six
months
it
gets
easier
david
blair
has
the
potential
to
be
be
a
great
poet
and
mediocre
musician
you
can't
do
both !
just endless clichéd drivel
why waste your life on this ?
it's interesting that david blair is “outside the system” and one of the few decent modern poets, tho he has further to go and may not because his life is too fractioned !
you
need
to
self
medicate
with
drugs
or
alcohol
you
are
never
a
misguided
why
should
it
ever
be
finished ?
why
should
anything
ever
be
finished ?
i
think
what
is
interesting
about leonardo
da
vinci
is
the
way
he
could
cross
boundaries
and
transfer
the
skills
from
one
portion
into
another
with
extreme
compedence
art
painting
party
impresario
engineer
philosopher
medical
researcher
and
the
rest.................!
i
wish
i
had
been
a
lot
more
critical
when
younger
tv
life
everything
i
am
not
sure
such
a
wish
has
any
meaning !
schopenhauer
just
dropped
by
to
commiserate
with
no-one
reading
your
work
until
after
you
are
dead
i
told
him
i
liked
his
work
too !
was
sylvia
plath
there
in
the
background
too?
behind
a
glass
wall ?
no
she
just
stepped
out
tho
not
entirely
and
yes
entirely
and
they
just
hang
there !
it's
very
hard
to
constrain
young
men
they
are
evolutionarily
designed
to
have
no
limits !
i do sympathize
with
perenially
unsuccessful
people
get
a
few
little
things
right
and
a
hundred
big
things
wrong !
i
think
i
was
prepared
for
everything
except
life
being
unwrapping
a
gaudily
enwrapped
box
and
finding
nothing
inside !
i'm
not
feeling
that
motivated
what
happens
when
the
wind
stops ?
everything
is
still
then
i
guess
it
starts
up
again !
there's
something
totally
insane
about
the
great
wall
of
china !
the
thing
about
writing
poetry
is
to
be
self
revelatory
without
washing
dirty
linen
too
obviously !
it's
a
developmental
skill !
the
problem
atheism
has
is
that
if
the
concept
of
god
or
gods
is
completely
invalid
then
all
human
history
is
entirely
wrong
and
i
don't
think
it
is
the
know
a
thing
or
two !
if
you
think
you
are
a
saint
talk
to
your
parents
just
the
process
of
talking
to
them
disabuses
you !
american
academic
poetry
basically
they
are
taught
to
read
like
and
write
bad
poetry !
and
not
just
american
i guess !
well
of
course
when
boys
have
sex
they
don't
get
pregnant
do
they ?
but
they
can
become
fathers !
i
think
unless
you
are
mad
you
don't
go
outside
the
boundaries
enough
maybe
there's
more
to
being
mad
than
going
outside
the
boundaries
and
more
to
going
outside
the
boundaries
than
being
mad !
we
just
don't
align
the
same
intersects
i
was
thinking
that
something
different
from
what
i
would
write !
great poem so
unlike
slate's
usual
choices
thanx
for
the
lesson
slate
heard
you
loud
and
clear !
seen it so many times before, i post for a while and build up interest then they block me
all to my favour
just bringing traffic to the ungrateful
they are just telling me something if i can hear it
they really have done me a favour, all i am doing is educating them at an expense of my time
i was angry but sometimes you just have to flip it and look to your real advantage
his poems have an unusually strong conceptual bent, outstanding really given the usual drivel of american poetry
i think a poet is what he really is, the music doesn't fit the way he thinks, he has too much overview for the masses !
you
will
never
make
half
the
hash
of
editing
your
own
work
that
an
editor
would !
like
charlie
sheen
i
never
knew
what
i
was
unfortunately
with
autistic
spectrum
more
often
than
not
it's
late
than
never !
ever
watched
the
evening
star
climb
down
a
tree ?
i
have
it's
just
amazing !
clear
air
evening
light
almost
no
wind
gums
across
the
fields
standing
in
tall
gums
evening
shadows
green
meadows
what ?
central
castra
march
the
5th
2011
sunbathing
a
fire
and
a frost
all
in
the
same
day !
religion
humility
all
a
hang
onto
their
false
ideas
like
a
dog
a bone !
of
course
you
are
special
you
are
an
entire
universe
much
more
than
this
universe
when
you
shut
down
that
universe
shuts
down
actually catholicism in combination with anything is toxic
actually catholicism is toxic enough all by itself !
you can't have worked in the mental health area without becoming contaminated.
it's a known problem, no big deal huh !
buddhism is just a million clichés, can you not see the weirdness of what you write ?
seth segall, retired psychologist and buddhist blog wanker again !
there's no homogenous fools and wise people, we are all fools and wise by fits and starts !
one
is
worth
more
than
a
million !
gambling
the
dice
are
loaded
against
you
only
a
woman
could
love
a
man !
the
net
is
99%
the
whole
point
of
a
spare
is
to
use
them !
you
don't
need
to
keep
them
once
you
have
eye
an
point
of
view
need
some
sort
of
too
also
you
benefit
from
processing !
i
don't
know
why
i
write
stuff
and
if
i
did
i
wouldn't
anyone
of
a
million
i
came
in
backwards
well you write one thing and do another
in
other
words
you
are
a
crap
artist !
you
know
it
don't
you !
blogs
are
for
the
HTML
illiterate
you
can
see
the
constraints
in
mentality
and
product !
what's
the
good
of
sitting
(seated meditation)
you
are
trying
to
get
somewhere
you
already
are ?
quack
quack
the
decoys
bark
in
plastic !
bad
you
have
been
decoyed
and
become
decoys
yourselves !
you
have
been
hunted
and
bagged !
the
decoy
rabbits
get
rabbited
the
absolute
face
is
alll
pervasive
right
have
been
decoyed
zen
a
planet
at
dusk
above
leaved
trees
a
sort
of
decoy !
all
communal
contexts
are
about
sex
and
breeding
even
communism/
socialism
though
you
mightn't
think
it
they
are
so
murderous !
you
are
not
the
slighest
bit
interested
in anything
except
protecting
your
intellectual
investment
in
a
load
of
crap !
the
ultimate
view
is
always
estranged
from
constructs
like
religion
they
are
about
and
breeding
to
bottom
what
else
it
be ?
they don't step from one place to the next !
c r o a k !
mooji
andrew
cohen
byron
katie
and
the
rest
it's
all
the
same
thing
they
have
seen
a
little
and
think
they
see
the
whole
thing
but
they
haven't !
sleep
with
strontium
is
like
a
honey
balm
for
me
the
pot
mightn't
call
the
kettle
black
but
it
thinks
it
: o )
you
think
what
i
write
means
something
but
it
doesn't
mean
anything
and
that
not meaning
anything
is
more
than
meaning
something!
in the end what's sad and what's not?
who
knows
there's
only
one
thing
worse
than
having
an
offer
to
help
having
it
i
was
tired
and
in bed
it
was
like
a
door
was
open
and
a
lot
of
stuff
came
out
it
sealed
shut
again !
the
whole
problem
of
life
is
what
you
volunteer
your
time
for !
poetry
homilies
work
children
one
is
as
meaningful
as
the
other !
the
healthier
and
younger
a
woman
is
the
more
likely
she
is
to
give
birth
to
a
boy !
there
is
no
tomorrow
or
the
day
after !
i
may
not
think
i'm
going
to
die
but
it
wouldn't
hurt
to
operate
under
that
asumption
everyone
else
has
or
will !
anti
suicidal !
things
look
very
different
as
you
get
older
why
is
that ?
experience
or
disillusionment ?
both ?
neither ?
the
brutal
fact
of
dying ?
the
world
is
full
of
nuts !
i'm
not
saying
i'm
not
a
nut
however . . _ .
where it is not
then
it
has
to
be
somewhere
else !
you
think
you
do
something
then
something
else
appears !
i
get
a
pretty
intense
interest
in
something
write
it
down
and
then
forget !
there's
no
beginning
and
end
it's
all
it's
like
a
mental
block
i
can
visualize
others
dying
but
i
can't
visualize
myself
dying
maybe
that's
because
i
cease
to
be
myself
when
i
start
to
die ?
anyway men are more than happy to give their all in persuit of a new sexual conquest and only stop when the novelty has worn off it revives with each new it's only women that want to put work into keeping that interest alive long term
a sad but true differance in the sexes
child bearing and rearing design i suppose
how stupid and depressing that is.
andrew : maybe women should only give birth to girls?.
eileen : oh very funny
maybe men should all be homos.
andrew : neither of those worlds could exist.
eileen : obviously.
andrew : so you are forced back to existance having some incompatabilites to exist.
women
are
stronger
have
more
complete
emotions
though
intellectually
they
are
more
fractionated !
everything
is
up
by
infinity !
vision
is
a
form
of
memory
a
physics
of
the
soul
: o )
it's
important
in
life
to
be
able
to
work
somethings
out
without
having
to
learn
the
hard way !
my feeling is really once they have done chemo it's too late cause their brains get so damaged by the chemo they are not up to doing anything new !
way
chemo
works
is
metabolic
death !
women
have
a
greed
that
men
can't
compete
with
they
want
the
entire
one
is
irretrievably
utterly
different !
life
is
one
endless
struggle
against
360º
we
just
about
always
lose !
it
can't
be
otherwise !
the
younger
generation
doesn't
give
a
shit
about
the
older
after
all
they
are
the
ones
who
will
live !
dieticians
arrogant
and
ignorant !
are
you
enlightened ?
is
being
enlightened ?
you
see
infinity
you
know
it
we
already
exist
on
a
backdrop
of
one
thing
the
net's
bringing
back
around
the
legal
aspects
by
sheer
volume
and
anonymity !
getting
older
changes
your
perspective
one
withdraws
i guess !
i
don't
think
i'm
going
to
die
i
believe
i
am
going
to
die
i
think
i
believe
i'm
going
to
die !
without
nuclear
weapons
the
world
would
be
endless
world
wars
2's
the
moment
now
it's
like
a
fake
dummy
stopped
short
if
you
think
that's
what
it's
about
you
have
stopped
short
or
most
likely
never
even
embarked !
parenting
keeps
you
blind !
again
and
again
i
learn
solve
more
of
the
problem
than
necessary !
one
thing
i
have
learnt
is
you
just
fiddle
things
things
that
you
don't
think
can
work
can
work
atheists
appropriating
evolution
as
their
own !
charles
darwin
and
wallace
were
at
least
ambiguous !
it's
depressing
a
million
morons
to
read
this
in
later
years
nary
a
soul
while
i
am
alive !
parenting
itself
is
a
very
strange
process !
the
way
i
look
at
adoption
is
not
from
the
perspective
of
adoption
but
that
biological
children
are
as
irrevocably
cuckoos
as
much
as
anything
else
however
children
are
irrevocably
their
parents !
we
are
all
into
stigmatizing
mental
illness
mental
illness ”
do
you
expect
me
not
to
the
only
entitlement
a
religious
qualification
gives
you
is
a
place
in
a
looney
hospital !
zen
qualification
perhaps
it
means
you
are
idiot !
some
people
who
get
a
it
as
a
out
of
jail
free
i'm
one
of
those !
the
mindset
for
breeding
is
not
the
mindset
for
sense !
it's
normal
for
complete
nuts
to
be
running
a
country !
ideology
versus
the
money
it's
the
money !
no
course
of
action
or
otherwise
is
being
proposed
e
c
o
u
r
s
e
d
i
s
c
o
a
r
se
that
sort
of
c
o
a
r
s
e !
brain
is
itself
don't
want
to
be
here !
the
net
suits
the
way
i
can
sorta
process
huge
amounts
of
information
to
distill
a
poem
or
homily !
you
can
concieve
of
anything
except
knowing !
