this is work in progress or homilies or miscellaneous items

that don't warrant a page by themselves

or seem to fit better here



pending poems  index



chronological order is from the bottom to the top of the page



audio files can be complemented by listening to them  with the eyes closed !


















when i look at the nits on the hard core zen blog and brad warner, i wonder how can they be so clueless as to waste their time getting it all so very wrong?


i would say they are completely lacking any experience of solitude because solitude naturally breeds a right understanding, but actually these people are not that social so they are losing solitude in another way, that's to media like films and music which is certainly an issue brad warner has !


even the web i think has plenty of opportunities for misdirection


they take up zazen like it is some sort of answer, but it's not providing solitude, but rather acting as a hypnotic that reinforces the real weaknesses that disrupt what should essentially be a contemplative practice !


an interesting quote from mike cross's translation of the saundarananda, canto  14 , verses 47 to 49



the man of redness, the tranquillity of his mind never reached

who does not take to the woodland brook of solitude

is injured as though, unable to regain a track

he is walking on very thorny ground

for a seeker who is not seeing reality

standing in the tawdry playground of objects

it is no easier to rein in his mind

than to drive a foraging bull away from corn

but just as, when not fanned by the wind

a bright fire dies down

in solitary places, moments and times

we settle in infinity  : o)




the last two lines are my retranslation and not mike cross's, while the first two lines have some alterations  : o )
















why


is


whatever


i


do


so


incredibly


zero


sum ?


:


o


(



mp3 versions    1    2    3 tbu
















i never make the mistake of telling other people how to write !


in


actual


fact


i


learnt


years


ago


that


the


best


critique


of


a

poem


is


to


write


a

poem


in


reply !


:


o


)
















the new political correctness


just don't mention


that


a child


is


vaccine


damaged


the school


system


is


retarded


that mobile phones affect the developing fetus


or that obesity is avoidable


or that what you eat affects your health !





ed. reply  to
















the new political correctness


just don't mention


that


a

child


is


vaccine


damaged


or the school


system


is


retarded


or that obesity is avoidable


or that what you eat affects your health !




mp3 tbu



oddly the next day after posting this poem (ed. on hello poetry), this  study  titled  in-utero exposure to magnetic fields associated with increased risk of obesity in childhood  was released


there is another study showing that magnetic field exposure in-utero is a factor in ADHD
















that's a good  point  and in fact i think he was just bamboozling with abunch of clichės and jane probably did the only real thing done that day/month by giving to that begging woman !


thought is always here and there and doing something real straightens us out !
















thoughts go everywhere,  proper    improper,  it's just the nature of them !



mp3 tbu
















yeah the the acid truth about americans on the web is they are all cowards, when opposed or confronted they disappear or remove you from their sight  : o )
















yeah the the acid truth about americans on the web is they are all cowards, when opposed or confronted they disappear
















yeah it's fascinating the way brad warner's new blog has become full of sweet shit like buddha at the gas pump now he is moderating some people like me
















i wrote the “nothing” post just below in answer to a slate  article,  but then remembered they have me on moderation so never posted it there


get sick of the squawking idiots piling in trying to peck me to death  : o ) !


slate have the most devious moderation i have ever seen, you post still appears to you, but nobody else can see it and you can't tell unless you look on another browser or computer !



:


o


)


(
















the philosophical problem of  “what is nothing”  is that you then have to say wether nothing exists or not and “nothing” negates both existance and the idea of existance !


ie it's recursurve and you would be better to read alice in wonderland and the hunting of the snark



:


o


)



well it's something i have thought about over the years


and why lewis carroll is infinitely superior to 99.99% of philosophers
















the philosophical problem of  “what is nothing”  is that you then have to say wether nothing exists or not and “nothing” negates both existance and the idea of existance !


ie it's recursurve and you would be better to read alice in wonderland and the hunting of the snark



:


o


)
















it crosses eons to know that dimtri nabakov  cried  when he watched  this  on your tube


some sort


of bridging of a russia that


never


was and destroyed by the revolution


the nabakov lives


and this new internet

connected world



the full quote from   speak memory  towards the end of the article


“ there, in front of us, where a broken row of houses stood between us and the harbor, and where the eye encountered all sorts of stratagems, such as pale-blue and pink underwear cakewalking on a clothesline, or a lady’s bicycle and a striped cat oddly sharing a rudimentary balcony of cast iron, it was most satisfying to make out among the jumbled angles of roofs and walls, a splendid ship’s funnel, showing from behind the clothesline as something in a scrambled picture – find what the sailor has hidden – that the finder cannot unsee once it has been seen. ”
















i think the problem with the  sedona  method is that it abstracts what needs to be dealt with in detail and the semantics/practicalities sorted out, same problem with katie byron's  “the work”  methods


that was justa video that explained the method simply

all the other videos are very tedious


yeah, a bit poisonous


well they are stupid distortions


the illusion of life's problems having some sort of method to solve them


  the usual subset categorizing itself as the superset problem  !
















i think the problem with the  sedona  method is that it abstracts what needs to be dealt with in detail and the semantics/practicalities sorted out, same problem with katie byron's  “the work”  methods
















just being alone is prayer or contemplation


:


o


)
















writing , what's said should reflect the creative space it comes from!
















jon asks


how is boredom real and love an illusion?



my reply


alice through the looking glass !



my


reply


again !


do you actually think your question is meaningful?


it's not quantum, it's a distortion of quantum !


you have built something and put it forward, but the building obscures and is not the proverbial  “transparent castle”
















one has to take time out for something important to  reflect  on


“ our findings support the view that the formation of new memories is not completed within seconds indeed our work demonstrates that activities that we are engaged in for the first few minutes after learning new information really affect how well we remember this information after a week ”
















the whole problem of favouritism, is if you show favouritism, the object


of the


favouritism


becomes


more


vulnerable


simply


from


the


distortion


of


that


extra


attention  : o )


:


o


(
















the real arabian nights


sultan moulay  ismaïl  and  meknes


thomas pellows  account  of his “internship ” at meknes as a slave of the sultan(s)
















andrew writes


julian jaynes is interesting because his view point is solipsist

or at least in respect of his approach to voices



eileen replies


have to have a think about that



andrew


: o )



eileen


; o )



andrew says


yeah that philosophical/pyschological stuff is a nightmare



eileen repiles


yeah i get confused by it

lol hopless i am in that regard



andrew levin replies


that's cause it is usually voynich



eileen prunster says


reading doesnt seem to untangle it entirely for me

ok well that's a relief lol



andrew levin says


it's rubbish usually with a bit of sense



eileen replies


ok



andrew writes


that guy who did the batman movie massacre was doing a university course on that stuff
















i always find flamenco rhythms captivating, you will notice in  this  they use clapping rather than the feet clicks, i guess medical science has shown them to be too destructive to the leg joints and spine and that foot clacking will be becoming a lost art !
















anonymouse's (ed. hczb posters) are my voices ?


“He could still hear her screaming, high, loud, spine-chilling screams. Hans began to think that if the men raping her knew he could hear them, they would come to kill him, too, so he ran to his car and drove ”


talk to them, take them seriously


well, i'm handling that part right


“more than 20 years ago he was working with a patient who had been struggling with her voices. she came in one day and told him that a book she had been reading had helped her because it made her feel that her voices had meaning. the writer was a man named julian jaynes”


the book, “the origin of consciousness in the breakdown of the bicameral mind” ...
















anonymous (ed. hczb) pontifs



andrew, consider the tremendous value that silence offers you.




my reply



get your head out of your arse !


 if you want silence , you've got tinnitus  : o )




and later



to the anonymouse voice that wrote


“consider the tremendous value that silence offers you ”


are


you


suggesting


that


i stop


posting?
















people pay $4000 for a weekend of obscuring crap and when it comes to the real thing, ie this  blog  they are too scared to comment if they even glance at what they get hurt by !


(ed. genpo merzel weekend retreat)


the modern ‘spiritual’ scene is just unbelievable, crap and flowery bullshit so thick you can swim in it dovetailed with personal unreality so high it's pyschotic !
















the greatest illusion


of the world


is the idea


that


we


are


anything


but


the


entire


world


:


o


)





ed. reply  to
















the one looking at yourself





ed. reply  to
















lol what a collection of sanctimonious  hypocrites  !


correct advice goes against there being some unchanging reference plane


there


is


none


and


therefore


there


is


no


correct advice


but


the


usual


trauma


and


nightmare


of


the


process


of

discovery


and


it's


usual


insufficiencies


and


disasters


never,


or


very


rarely


does


it


coalesce


into


anything


like


a


useful


comment


or


two


:


o


)


(





ed. reply  to
















everything from the  i viewpoint is meaningless


there


is


obviously


an


exterior


reference


frame  !
















everything from the  i ” viewpoint is meaningless


there


is


obviously


an


exterior


reference


frame  !
















everything from the  “ i ”  viewpoint is meaningless


there


is


obviously


an


exterior


reference


frame
















i wonder if that's the problem with mark, fred, michel and the endless bullshitters on brad's blog, that they are habitual liars and can't tell the difference between bullshit and truth cause they really seem not able to !


they don't understand the costs to themselves and i don't think brad is by any means as upfront as he makes out !
















it's


a


hard


life


we


can't


seem


to


get


anything


right


and


then


we


die


oh


pitta


patta


pie


:


o


)


(
















the interesting thing about the massacre at the “batman: the dark knight rises” movie is something real happened at what is entirely  F. A. K. E. !


the problem with movies and computer games is they glamourise violence in a way that is unrealistic, like no-one is really hurt and it all just happens again :o )


they're not saying that in syria ! (ed. 2012 uprising)
















raucous screwed up  noise


i don't think that musicans in any way would have what you would call an   enlightened perspective  !   : o )


the nearest would be chopin's études !
















anonymous of the HCZB writes



what is... is


what was... was


what will be...


wait and see




my reply !



what is .. wasn't


what was isn't


what will be ... already was
















“ i work at a hospital. part of my contract states that during my shift, i may not leave hospital property. well, one day i noticed a man acting suspiciously on the second floor of a parkade next door, off property. he had something wrapped around his neck. i watched and he climbed over the railing. i ran across the street, sprinted up the two stories, pulled him up, and half carried, half dragged him to the hospital (the parkade attendant helped). i risked my job to rescue this guy and i have no regrets. i was admonished for breaking policy but lauded for saving a life.


anyone who calls police / fire services / emts suckers just doesn't get it. you're a selfish prick if you wouldn't step in and if "the money" was all that mattered. thankfully, emergency services do their job because they love what they do, not cause they love cash. ”



ed.  thread



my


reply



there's nothing special about human life, in the eye of reality it is very disposable !


did you follow up the man later and ask wether he wanted to be saved !


most if not just about all suicidals really resent being “saved”, that is being brought back to the hell that was too much for them and they wanted to leave !


you are not “saving” him, but enforcing some idea you have about the world always being a worthwhile place and not the crazy sewer it mostly is !




















religion


is


suburban


infinity


it


is


not


that


the


mighty


is/are


fallen


but


utterly


crucified !
















religion


a


suburban


fantasy


:


o


)


(
















tibetan re-incarnation, christian afterlife


they


need


all


that


fantasy


shit


because


otherwise


what


they


say


doesn't


make


sense !


:


o


)


(
















i always like the story of medea killing her children when her husband jason married another woman.


if men don't think women can get upset they should think about that !





ed. reply  to
















on closer examination, everything is a hell of alot more unstable than you think


:


o


)


(


so-called stability is simply a smooth average of instability


:


o


)


(
















on closer examination, everything is a hell of alot more unstable than you think


so-called stability is simply a smooth average of instability

















when


they


are


all


rolled


into


one


now


that's


called


relationship


let's


have


some


fun


:


o


)


(






ed. reply  to
















when


they


are


all


rolled


into


one


now


that's


called


a


relationship


let's


have


some


fun


:


o


)


(






ed. reply  to
















i


don't


know


why


talent


and


health


crucifixion


go


together


but


they


do


:


o


)


(
















lack of sleep starts to destroy the brain, there's a  heap  of things you can do


health problems need priority before everything else or else !

















i'm


tired


and


life


is


tiring


:


o


)


(
















i'm


tired


and


life


is


tiring


:


o


)

















women

prattle

endlessly

about

love

endlessly  : o )





ed. reply  to
















a good writer possesses not only his own spirit but also the spirit of his friends


above quote by frederick nietzsche




my


reply



a great writer possesses not only his own spirit but also those across the ages whom he reads!
















really quite  funny , took me a while to get it  : o ) (


gender


   blurring !
















it really amazes me what some of you guys think zen is about, some sort of zazen hypnosis to render the illusion of the suburban dream liveable !
















i think the fundamental mistake you can make is to volunteer your life into something that is not really worth it !
















Tickle   by  alicia  auch 


is there a   method

  to this

madness i think

we die as confused as

we came.




my reply !



take


the


sanity


punch


it


out

a

s

insanity


is


that


some


sort


of


method?



"as" doubles as an acronym for autistic spectrum




















schizophrenics like  fred  on the hczb repel any notion they are stupid like water off a ducks back


i'm trying to say we all are stupid and clever by turns and starts and that's the way it is


some ideal about us only ever being clever or even only stupid is very very unrealistic


function in life is paring our being stupid from where we are clever and this sorts the schizo's from those who function and one has to be very careful not to throw away too much time on those who don't function except in their ability to leach your time and energy


coping with being hurt as i pointed out to him, is  “enlightenment ”


it's just being intelligent and using what hurts as a pointer to what needs looking at !


A. and J. have terminal issues in this area


they simply cannot have any rest and react in a narrow way if hurt, tho i think A. is doing better at that now


just looking at the larger picture is a simple way of getting some sense


a lot of times if something happens that hurts us, it's often also very much to our advantage that it has happened


if we react narrowly we react against it and try to reverse it


if we take the broader view we go with the flow and amplify the beneficial aspects


all my life has been hurt, rejection etc


i have learnt to use it


it's not an issue, i would only bring your hurting me to your attention where it was productive to look at


so much of life is water under the bridge, if you try and dam it, it just makes more trouble !
















what is called a  socratic dialogue  is two people talking to illustrate a point  : o )
















what is called a  socratic dialogue  is two people talking to illustrate a point
















if the monks had a clue what they were on about they would have refused the  ceremony  as beyond her means !


will


she


have


learnt ?


she


won't


do


it


again


but


beyond


abit


of


aglimmer


she


won't


understand


or


accept


she


was


conned !




ed. it's interesting how place like new york can become a tibetan enclave complete with monks !
















i think with/in non-commercial writing you are not constrained by it needing to be entertainment or agreeable !
















time machines


made


of


day

dreams


and


tangerines


are


sour !





ed. reply  to
















time machines


made


of


day

dreams


and


tangerines

are

sour !





ed. reply  to
















time machines


made


of


day

dreams


and


tangerines


are


sour !





ed. reply  to
















parentage


they


never


seem


to


get


they're


not


their


children


:


o


)


(
















parentage


they


never


seem


to


get


they're


not


their


children


:


o


(


)





ed. reply  to, comments mainly !
















those


obsidian


eyes


are


there


in


the


dream


time


don't


let


that


go


.


.


.


: ~ ~ ~ ~ ~





ed. reply  to
















eileen writes


rather sad in a way i feel (for me too) to recognize talent but not possess


u yearn to b able to but can't can only see it in others and wish u could too


it's like being very lightly sprinkled with something but missing out cos ur on the edge of it



my


reply


it's not simply being lightly sprinkled, but we need to work to bear fruit so to speak


like J. for instance, no work in the right direction


and A. is more than sprinkled but again she shyes off the fundamentals
















well, i don't write commercially, but i write a lot and have a small, very small readership and it's enough!


you just keep writing and it's a skill and mindset that seems to mutate in a positive direction  : o )


however our writing is only as good as our brains



you really have to look at effective dietary changes and supplementation as per my compendium and BCD diet


there's quite a bit you can do


like abit of fish oil can help and some midday summer sun on the skin !



all written up in this website


i am in australia, but i have lived in the usa for a short while and really the way your culture has the world's worst health yet religiously worships medicine like it is some sort of answer is  A S T O U N D I N G



the above a reply  to, which is quite a good post on what it takes to be a commercially successful writer
















in art and writing half is marketing i think and the americans can be really good at that


picasso and dali were superb marketers


van gogh was an  “anti marketer”  : o )
















i think it's in part that the people who write there (ed. hello poetry) are similar to us and it's really quite a different feeling not to have to be arguing with “normal”


like people getting angsted over my not using capitals or full stops which is the usual
















writing


you


feel


like


it's


abit


hard


some


of


the


time


all


of


the


time


:


o


)

















writing


you


feel


like


it's


abit


hard


some


of


the


time


all


of


the


time


:


o


)


(
















being moonlight


my


hand


only


passes


through


her


: o )





ed. reply  to


















being moonlight


my


hand


only


passes


through


her


: o )





ed. reply  to



  also eileen has a very good/clever  reply  to frank davis's poem!
















fred , if you can be hurt, there's someone to be hurt, if there's no-one to be hurt, that's the enlightened space


we can be more than visitors to that space : o )
















the

oceans

and

stars

can

equal

this

this

is

my

heart





ed. reply  to
















eileen writes


even poems have their limits



my reply


really good poems like both our nulls don't


they always are abit new each time they are looked at


eileens  null  ,  my  null
















yeah, i like broken yogi's comments as well, theres a maturity there, but still a wrong mindedness, can't let go of the buddhist bullshit as illusion


but if you look at people like dogen and hakuin, they were writers and artists and it's the artistic process of writing that develops (except for fred and some like him who fight tooth, claw and nail against any realisation of insufficiency)


so actually the blog writing and commenting, if you are open to it, will do way more for you that the hypnotic nightmare of zazen !


fred as amatter of interest do you meditate?


i am wondering what you do to do screw yourself up, i mean, you don't even slightly seem to have got what its about, in fact the opposite, so what you do is of interest !
















fred, unlike you i rest in infinity or buddha in the quality of my writing


one of my best  pieces


doesn't that mean anything to you?


i was there, it's my life experience and observation and i have walked that stream !


you snipe puerilities from the side line and use phoney words like “friend ”
















gently  funny


:


o


)

















i think advertizing to a very large extent is a con game at the industry and not just the product level !
















i'm here and here and here and here............. and not here........... and dead  : o )
















N


U


L


L


not


accepted


not


rejected


not


having


to


start


not


having


to


finish


not


having


to


go


on


:


o


)
















N


U


L


L


not


accepted


not


rejected


not


having


to


finish


not


having


to


go


on


:


o


)
















which came first


the chicken


or


the


 eggs?


the


   cells !


:


o


)
















i really like caravaggio, he was a violent man and knew how to  portray  it !


: o )
















normal people with mental problems don't see an issue until it's that fucking close ”


(ed. she brings her palm up to her face )



jane godley is “good”  value  : o )


how the world has  changed  !
















not to destroy your work is actually a fundamental lesson i learnt when i was quite young when i read of a priest who persuaded gogol to burn the second part of  “dead souls ”


that is, he burnt what would have been one of the great works of world literature


so it's like a golden rule to never destroy what you write because feelings are fickle
















i think all people get miffed when they find the world and people are not like they think it is
















i think all people get miffed when they find the world's not like they think it is
















so i think that brad's narcissism has led him his present unproductive situation where being a zen master meets his need to be a sort of cynosure or “elevated person”


it's interesting that all his years of zazen haven't given him any insight into this or improved his life functionality !


the number one area where people in zen always GO WRONG is they ignore literature and what is across the ages like emily dickinson, heraclitus, sappho,  nietzsche  etc etc


dogen as i have said is very uneven and if you hitch your wagon to a half lighted schizophrenic star ....
















brad warner is a bit narcissistic, it's all about him


i'm sorta the opposite, i piss my time away helping arseholes who just about always kick me in the face with their renewed strength


basically i think all you can do is see what you are like and try to avoid the pitfalls : o)


man i go in straight line for a million miles and it's very penal but what i find is that if i continue to the very end i get in some place that really gives strong insight and is really very different like the proverbial mountainpeak
















for myself everything i write is a development of my thinking and hopefully problem solving about life so that i walk away with something and not just a waste of time reinforcing of what i already think i know !
















for myself everything i write is a development of my thinking and hopefully problem solving about life so that i walk away with something and not just a waste of time reinforcing of what i already i think i know !
















what bugs me about life


is


all


the


effort


we have to put into moving a bit ahead


and then we get old


a


n


d


d


i


e


a

n

y

w

a

y !
















well most evenings i sit/slouch quietly in a chair for a while, cross legged sitting takes too much attention to posture and dangerously restricts the circulation below the knee


what really upset me about zen is the way people who are clueless as to what it is about pretend to know what they are talking about and that includes just about all so called zen masters !
















the story of job


things were/went right


then they went


v

e

r

y


w

ro

n

g


and it was like this


f

o

r

q

u

i

t

e


a


w

h

i

l

e


and they became very

right

again

but

they

were

never

really

right

again

because

they

had

been

so

wrong

before


this


is


something


to


do


with


life


and


god


:


o


)


(
















the story of job


things were/went right


then they went


v

e

r

y


w

ro

n

g


and it was like this


f

o

r

q

u

i

t

e


a


w

h

i

l

e


and they became very

right

again

but

they

were

never

really

right

again

because

they

had

been

so

wrong

before


this


is


something


to


do


with


life


and


god


:


o


)


(
















to be mad is to be outside the boundaries of existance and not to be mad is to be inside the boundaries of existence, which is saner ?


:


o


)
















to be mad is to be outside the boundaries of existance and not to be mad is to be inside, which is saner ?


:


o


)
















to be mad is to be outside the boundaries of existance and not to be mad is to be inside, which is saner
















everything doesn't have to be a complete disaster !


:


o


)

















everything doesn't have to


be


a


complete


disaster !


:


o


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amy winehouse had a red  tattoo , maybe it had mercury (used as the pigment) in it and caused her problems?

















  imagine sitting there waiting to be  shot ! and the cheering crowds when you die !?
















i think there's mad and non functional


and there's mad and functional


and


then


supremely


mad but true


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i think there's mad and non functional


and there's mad and functional


and


then


supremely


mad but true


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and that makes


the


impossible


possible


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that's quite an indian philosophical sentiment by the way, not really seen it in the west, sorta  nāgārjuna / aśvaghoṣa





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health is quite relevant to zen because dogen moved to a cool, damp and low sun area to found eihei-ji, he may not have died of TB if he had moved south into more intense sunlight areas, or at least lived another ten or twenty years to give a more mature and worked out zen rather than the mostly nonsense he is known by today !


the way he was togged up as monk and probably was indoors more than most monks wouldn't have helped either !


catherine of sienna is another religious whose entry into the religious life and the very masking effect of sun on the skin of those habits in fact killed her


she starved herself to death and had become extremely depressed
















very  relaxing, one of the few pieces of piano music i actually have enjoyed, full of swaying lyrical rythms and echoes : o )
















john russell, i always loved this  painting,


i don't know why


( ed. looking for a larger pic ! “ la belle isle ” )




detail, john russell; a clearing in the forest;1891, belle isle, france


















now that is a very good  painting  about women !


wether it's a poem or a painting it's the same thing, an astute and objective statement about the nature of the female


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and failed to need those who inflated and advertised their own self importance


good  line  by donna williams
















eileen writes:


the  hello  poets do love the over emotional expression it seems



my reply


it's autistic i think, they build what's not there in its entirety !



eileen replies


   yeah, altars to emotion : o )
















the basic point is that we have a physical need for sun on the skin in addition to vitamin D


i go into discussing ideas about the right sun


get some whole body solar noon sun (high solar alititude) over the next months or months (ed. mid summer)


even a minute a day is something


test it, do you feel better, are the joints better etc !



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so this is my  page  on the sun and health


solar noon is when the sun is at the highest in the sky


summer solar noon sun is really good for the joints


there is the cancer risk, you have to balance things up a bit, mainly i avoid going pink at all


and there is my advice on removing  moles


and of course the rest of the compendium has a strong anti-cancer effect, but i suspect you lot prefer to die of cardiovascular and the other metabolic issues that come in part from no sun like diabetes etc


but you lot are all medical cultists aren't you?



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khru said...


i'll try it...the sun in hawaii will burn the hell out of you in the summer. i've never had a sunburn in my mouth but we'll see.



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my replies:


a solar elevation (height of the sun above the horizon) of about 67° and stratospheric ozone of 250-275 dobson is really the minimum for good skin D sun.


74° and above is the really good stuff, at that height it may even get enough into the skin blood to kill a few viruses and provide an 'innoculation' or some dead viruses in the blood so the immune system can see them as some viruses seem to have good stealth, especially with biofilm


i feel the higher angles are better but for instance the hawaiian midsummer sun at its maximum height (84°!) might be a bit much for white skins, however i haven't had much experience with these very high sun angles, maybe short intense tropical sun level exposure is beneficial, maybe not, one has to experiment !


you are looking for gains in mood and health (eg. less inflammation and better joints, better mental flexibility, reduced non- skin cancer risk etc.) and balancing that against increased skin cancer risk



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if you have significantly smoked tobacco or pot you will have a considerably higher mouth cancer risk, did you   know  one joint has the carciogenicity of 20 cigarettes!



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khru said...


ok so i let the direct sunlight shine into my open mouth. it was hot but i became used to it. at around minute four, bright, white lights suddenly shot out of both my ears as well as my anus.


should i be worried?



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my reply:


on  mars  this is quite normal, but here it means death by suicide between 40 and 55