this is work in progress or homilies or miscellaneous items

that don't warrant a page by themselves

or seem to fit better here



pending poems  index



chronological order is from the bottom to the top of the page



audio files are best listened to  with the eyes closed !



the layout is done with the internet explorer text size setting at  largest  and with a zoom of 125%, and my text rendering is done for these settings though they should be somewhat tolerant of a zoom setting or two up or down


















humans are abit like tasmanian devils i think, they will kill and eat

 the wounded of their own species !


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northern cardinal, 1.3 meg  download !
















bengal eagle owl, 4 meg  download !
















enlightenment is just another wanking pseudo state : o)
















yeah, i have used colliodal silver on cat's eyes and it  works  astoundingly well !


it's an outstanding anti-bacterial, however it is also neurotoxic so i would caution against over use, these people who take it daily are all gone in the head : o)
















i feel comfortable with that  poem  and relate to the girl,

took me years to understand there is no place

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mark and fred


( ed. hardcore zen blog posters/douche bags! )


are


a
pair


shitting in


the


public


thoroughfare


they


drop


their


turds


and


place/blow


their


farts


thinking


what


they


do


is


fine


art !
















fred and mark


( ed. hardcore zen blog posters/douche bags! )


are


a
pair


shitting in


the


public


thoroughfare


they


drop


their


turds


and


place/blow


their


farts


thinking


what


they


do


is


fine


art !
















gender


blurring

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gender


blurring


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gender  blurring  : o )
















on the end of the mayan calender 21st december 2012 and the supposed apocalypse

:


o


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 maybe the world has always ended and its continuity is just an illusion?
















on the end of the mayan calender 21st december 2012 and the supposed apocalypse : o ) (


 maybe the world has always ended and its continuity is just an illusion?
















on the end of the mayan calender 21st december 2012


 maybe the world has always ended and its continuity is just an illusion?
















it is humbling to look at federico lorca's  artwork


the music is not too bad, but needs to be turned off to allow you to concentrate : o)


i actually feel he's a better artist than poet, multi-talented certainly, it's unbelievable he was shot !


rather startling to think of him playing the piano in the  recording  (3.40)  and somehow simultaneously dead, buried in a  ditch  between the villages of viznar and alfacar about 5km north east of grenada !


why

he

delayed

leaving

for

mexico !
















i think semantic pragmatic disorder with dogen was transmuted beyond it's limitations : o)


at his best anyway :o)


unfortunately the vast majority of his work is bedevilled by scripting


i don't think he is really accessible to us because he is difficult to translate and generally or even exclusively the translations are poor quality coupled with textual problems !


it's apity about the tb, i think his expression was maturing at the time of his death : o)
















“ money’s a boundary because it makes people feel inadequate

when they shouldn’t ”


good quote by billy  connolly
















leonard cohen, there's something in the rhythm and rhyming that takes his lyrics and poetry beyond the trite into another plane, meta-semantic sonority, coupled with his voice i guess : o )
















competent   depressive


one who puts themselves at the never-ending service of others to their own disadvantage and the advantage of these others : o)
















competent   depressive


one who puts themselves at the never-ending service of others to their own disadvantage and the advantage of these others : o)
















dogen was autistic

 and had semantic pragmatic disorder !


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dogen was autistic and had semantic pragmatic disorder !


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  dogen was autistic and had semantic pragmatic disorder !
















the basic problem of modern physics and cosmology is that the laws and theories describe such an elegant, complex and sophisticated system that works , yet wasn't constructed !


how


do


you/they


explain


that?


biology by contrast is constructed by physics,
chemistry (itself constructed by physics) and evolution


the


only


explanation


for


physics


being


such
a
coherent


system


able


to


support


life is

a multiplicity of

existances

some


very


few


of


which


are


able


to


support


conditions


giving


rise


to


self


-observation


:


o


)


by  “multiplicity of existance”  i mean a multiplicity of  types of existances  as well as of actual existances,  this is in fact a/the theory of everything : o )


















does it bother you that you are slowly going insane : o ) ?


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does it bother you that you are slowly going insane?


















one gender blurred  mix


helena bonham carter and rufus wainright


she's


got


a


really


good


voice


somewhere between contralto and baritone : o)


:


o


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zen


dogen


quoting


morons


:


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zen


dogen


quoting


morons


:


o


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i'm going to explain something to you pig ignorant arrogant shits, you know it all's who don't know nothing but blather away in mindless and stupid egoism and can't be told a single thing about how wrong you are, zen masters, acolytes, net posting stupids, adam tebbe,  jeff foster  the list is endless


it's not sasaki who is interesting as sex maniacs and half arsed zensters are ten a penny, but leonard cohen who got suckered in  (you are a competent depressive leonard !)  and he's an interesting mix of insight and skewed


but his hallelujah poem/song is interesting and says it all about you half arsed twits who think you can have love with your children, successful and failed relationships, general sluttiness  (especially the music crowd!) and  infinity/buddha


well you can't which is why zen

emphasizes the inanimate,

  but you wouldn't know that on a cloudy day : o)


anyway the lyrics


but all i’ve ever learned from love

was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you

it’s not a cry you can hear at night

it’s not somebody who has seen the light

it’s a cold and broken hallelujah


there am i,
banned from or suppressed
on every zen board
between here and the black stump
simply because
i know what i am talking about
and they need my suppression/silence
so the fuckwits can wank on
endlessly

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
















adam tebbe, what is a fake?  in your case it's one who purports to be doing a so-called zen practice, yet censors and bans materials which are the real zen, but you promote and publicize all these so called zen masters who do nothing but wank themselves : o)


when you censor, that's not zen because you are removing what makes you think and what you need to work on : o)


(ed. adam won't permit  this,  which i rather like and wrote very late at night since it seemed to want to come into existance  : o)


it's so inconsistent, you have publicised information about the various  zen sluts  like sasaki, genpo shimano and we all know this is endemic


sasaki and shimano were literally serial sex offenders and lucky not to end up in jail !


you broke the zen boundaries, yet you draw your own boundaries and limits, buddha ignores all the wanking zen sluts and you are welcome to join them : o)
















what is a fake?


a fake is


one


who


says


one


thing


and


does


another : o) !


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you tell me who is who,  well i'm me and you are you,  that's who !


audio
















you tell me who is who, well i'm me and you are you, that's who !


audio
















we are falling all the time, we only have to see it ............

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this was a reply to a correspondent who claimed to do judo because it's little defeats taught or reminded him about life : o)


i think the joint, concussion and spine risk injuries in judo or other martial arts like taekwondo  (knees !)  are just not worth it, you carry the injuries for the rest of your life !


on the other hand i did   tai chi  for a while and really liked it, but it got to be too much work in the end so i dropped it, but it did give me a certain confidence in physical threat situations, especially as i am light and tai chi teaches you to use gravity against your opponent : o)
















what zen is about is self taught !


the behavior of the teacher doesn't arise as an issue
 except as illumination into their limitations !
















zen is self taught !


the behavior of the teacher doesn't arise as an issue
 except as illumination into their limitations !
















evolution


doesn't


care


for


anything


except


reproduction !


intelligence


finesse


artistic


sensibility


are


meaningless


the


grinding


moronic


stupidity


of


endlessly


successful


breeding


overwhelms !
















adam


( ed. tebbe of sweeping zen ! )


you


don't


know


your


friends


from


your


enemies


your


friends


you


chide


ban


slap


your


enemies


you


promote


permit


entertain


they


eat


you


alive


munch


on


your


head


paws


body


feet


which


you


hold


out


to


them


begging


for


more


ǀ


ǀ


ǀ


ǀ


ǀ


those


sweeping


zen


married


arseholes


used


to


voracious


sucking


up


everything


in


their


sight


you


have


so


little


sense


of


how


things


are


you


won't


even


permit


this


poem


on


your


website


and


will


continue


to


silence


what


helps


you


while


the


roar


of


the


lion/jackals


resounds


in


your


ears !
















adam

tebbe

you

don't

know

your

friends

from

your

enemies

your

friends

you

chide

ban

slap

your

enemies

you

promote

permit

entertain

they

eat

you

alive

munch

on

your

head

paws

body

feet

which

you

hold

out

to

them

begging

for

more

ǀ

ǀ

ǀ

ǀ

ǀ

those

sweeping

zen

married

arseholes

used

to

voracious

sucking

up

everything

in

their

sight

you

have

so

little

sense

of

how

things

are

you

won't

even

permit

this

poem

on

your

website

and

will

continue

to

silence

what

helps

you

while

the

roar

of

the

lion/jackels

resounds

in

your

ears !
















women


are


trouble


and


there


is


no


resolution


for that for the


male


except


avoidance and


insight into motives : o)



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dr. jill  seaman  in old  fangak,  sudan
















wow,  frightening 


no wonder so many lose it as they get older
















i live by myself in the country, meditation is a poor facsimile
of that sort of solitude :o )
















after you observe jeff foster for a while, you start to realise he's abit of a hypocrite and a rat bag, as inevitably one who spews that wrong minded stuff must be


why


he's


like


this


i


don't


know,


it's


not


necessary



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after you observe jeff foster for a while, you start to realise he's abit of a hypocrite and a rat bag, as inevitably one who spews that wrong minded stuff must be


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