i came across this  video  after writing this



“nothing exists in its pure unadultered form in this world


its always better to have a substantial degree of spoiling


because it will happen anyway”



pretty much the same thing, milder perhaps


if you compare them, you can see the difference between me and bukowski, i try to live with it much more than he does, less of a burn and crash type, tho of course i do burn and crash