what
everybody
wants
mindless
existance
because
they
can't
stand
the
mindlessness
of
existance
will
i
ever
stop
wanting
what's
around
the
corner
and
over
the
next
hill
he
stares
freely
at
my
body
without
knowing
who
i
am
it
will
come
as
a
bit
of
a
shock
i
know
but
out
of
your
arse
the
sun
does
not
glow
you
can
labour
the
point
till
i
get
up
and
go
but
arguing
never
made
anything
so
cold
ash
in
the
morning
mocks
me
with
it's
symbolism
a
hater !
cold
ash
in
the
morning
mocks
me
with
death
brutally
lays
bare
the
petty
contrivances
of
life
starlings
and
sparrows
blackbirds
and
rabbits
all
come
right
up
to
the
house
woodlice
and
bandicoots
fieldmice
and
climbing
shoots
with
this
company
who
needs
a
spouse
; o )
old
man
merely
a
set
of
bones
loosely
enclosed
in
dry
suede
a
rain
washed
sky
delicately
laced
with
the
bare
bough
of
silver
birch
oh
golden
elm
a
sight
to
see
against
the
sky
weaves
a
tapestry
of
green
and
gold
and
azure
blue
i
think
of
it
and
think
of
you
if
you
want
to
rid
yourself
of
any
male
suitor
talk
of
ill
health
your
own
of
course
if
you
want
to
keep
him
talk
of
his
Men!
as
precious
to
themselves
as
children
are
to
women
women
want
something
visually
beautiful
because
god
knows
life
love
and
child
bearing
isn't
how
to
be
a
perfect
man
don't
talk
just
smile
a
lot
and
kiss !
words
of
advice
from
man -
i
brought
my
love
the
skin
i'm
in
with
all
it's
musky
smells
instead
of
giving
him
a
high
he
washed
me
in
dettol
and
hung
me
to
dry
bukowski
used
jane
she
gave
him
an
in
sight
men
look
in
all
the
wrong
places
to
find
themselves
they
go
within
and
not
without
if
you
want
to
touch
infinity
don't
look
to
human
philosophy
or
religion
look
at
ants
or
lions
and
the
moon
and
stars
some
of
the
ugliest
things
can
look
so
urbane
even
tho
it's
just
to
breed
theres
something
MAGIC
(I'd like the word "magic" to be highlighted by very bright colours and differant
font, something bold? also is it possible to do each letter a differant colour
without a lot of trouble? colourwheel )
in
a
seed
don't
look
to
other
gods
for
guidance
realize
your
own
a
constant
state
of
discontent
with
what
life
really
is
slowly
poisons
all
woman
is
more
accepting
of
what
human
is
man
however
often
searches
for
proof
that
he
is
more
though
man
professes
to
adore
woman
he'd
rather
worship
himself
what
is
writing
but
the
same
self
when
you
live
within
society
you
have
to
pretend
to
care
a
fallen
angel
scorches
the
sky
man
can
only
look
on
and
woman
is
the
falling
star
all
men
hope
to
catch
people
live
by
cliché
or
do
their
lives
give
rise
to
them
altho
the
air
of
lofty
superiority
feels
good
it's
too
expensive
to
live
there
you'd
lust
my
drunk
she'd
dazzle
you
all
flashing
eyes
and
tongue
aflame
with
scorching
words
that
drive
men
insane
poetry
the
brains
home
gym
;o)
some
encounters
be
they
but
5
minutes
long
stay
for
the
rest
of
your
life
i've
lived
a
lot
of
my
lives
to
the
full
there
are
a
few
i
still
haven't
lived
out
yet
being
subtle
of
mind
does
not
make
for
being
subtle
in
action
you
will
always
be
the
full
moon
in
my
burns
bright
like
a
flame
i
am
the
moth
i
love
the
birds
so
trim
and
neat
perched
upon
my
garden
seat
wrens
with
legs
as
thin
as
hatpins
using
flowerpots
as
beak
wiper
napkins
splashing
about
in
the
bird
bath
reducing
water
to
less
than
half
those
crystalline
moments
under
oceans
of
stars
when
all
becomes
transparent
the
stars
start
to
sing
my
aims
become
winged
my
purposelessness
plainly
apparent
the
male
of
the
species
can
give
a
fuck
without
giving
a
fuck
i
bludgeon
you
with
my
dissatisfactions
but
you've
already
walked
ah
love
how
sweet
it
is
NOT!
full
of
dissatisfaction
at
what
it
hasn't
got
i
let
you
buy
my
silence
we
both
pay
too
much
taking
a
husband
is
like
taking
to
religion
life
becomes
full
of
suppression
and
bullshit
them
make
their
own
mis
takes
it's
all
you
can
do
fantasy
never
i tried to think of a one word title that would make the reader understand it was a line from heavan to earth but couldn't come up with one
was that magic transition time at dawn
sun coming up and moon still high and bright
star out
know wot i mean
i'm
happy
to
have
no
man
feel
sure
in
my
home