14
I drain your life.
I breathe your breathing.
I kill your hopes.
I waste your time.
There’s no way out
From this wicked game.
So don’t come near.
Don’t fall in my trap.
All I can give you is pain.
My greedy, faceless figure
Can only destroy you.
My fears will drown you.
My truths will scare you,
My feelings are gonna turn
Into your worst nightmares.
I’m gonna haunt
Your meaningless existence.
And I’ll never be pleased
No matter how big,
The destruction I cause is.
Don’t let my kind mask trick you.
Don’t let my sorrow full you.
Don’t feel pity
For my wounded soul.
All I want is to feel
Your blood in my veins
After I’ve violently murdered you.
Choked you with my bare hands
And left your dead body
Be corrupted by time.
Don’t blame me
It’s all because of my weakness.
My disability to reach you,
And equally be up there with you.
16
Did you notice today
that I wasn’t there?
Did this make you feel
Any better?
I truly hope so…
I was here, trying
To connect my pieces.
Put them together
And find myself.
But there were so many pieces missing,
You hold most of them.
You are what is missing
Form my insufficient self.
Your whole existence,
Your truths.
And now that I put
Whatever I can together,
There’s an empty space left,
Waiting for you to come back.
Now that I see more carefully,
There are more empty spaces
That I don’t know how to fill.
I must have lost something
On my way here.
Where, I don’t know.
So many holes on my soul
That will never be filled,
You’ll never come back…
I long the days,
When I felt whole,
Even though I wasn’t…
Is it too late to change
The emptiness that overwhelms me?
There’s no much time left,
I gotta hurry
Before the journey comes to an end.