14

 

I drain your life.

I breathe your breathing.

I kill your hopes.

I waste your time.

There’s no way out

From this wicked game.

So don’t come near.

Don’t fall in my trap.

All I can give you is pain.

My greedy, faceless figure

Can only destroy you.

My fears will drown you.

My truths will scare you,

My feelings are gonna turn

Into your worst nightmares.

I’m gonna haunt

Your meaningless existence.

And I’ll never be pleased

No matter how big,

The destruction I cause is.

Don’t let my kind mask trick you.

Don’t let my sorrow full you.

Don’t feel pity

For my wounded soul.

All I want is to feel

Your blood in my veins

After I’ve violently murdered you.

Choked you with my bare hands

And left your dead body

Be corrupted by time.

Don’t blame me

It’s all because of my weakness.

My disability to reach you,

And equally be up there with you.

 

 

16

 

Did you notice today

that I wasn’t there?

Did this make you feel

Any better?

I truly hope so…

I was here, trying

To connect my pieces.

Put them together

And find myself.

But there were so many pieces missing,

You hold most of them.

You are what is missing

Form my insufficient self.

Your whole existence,

Your truths.

And now that I put

Whatever I can together,

There’s an empty space left,

Waiting for you to come back.

Now that I see more carefully,

There are more empty spaces

That I don’t know how to fill.

I must have lost something

On my way here.

Where, I don’t know.

So many holes on my soul

That will never be filled,

You’ll never come back…

I long the days,

When I felt whole,

Even though I wasn’t…

Is it too late to change

The emptiness that overwhelms me?

There’s no much time left,

I gotta hurry

Before the journey comes to an end.