This is a poem dedicated to Sapfarah and the fanfic Yin and Yang.
This fanfic was about Jun and Kazuya's relationship in Tekken 2. Even though
it was not the story Sapfarah wanted it to be, I thought it was a great
read. I hope you write some more!
At first I wanted to defile you.
You are so perfect, beautiful, and true.
Your body was shaken and your face full of anxiety when we first met.
I thought to change you would not be a contest.
To make you like me.
Cold, Dark, Evil, Dirty, and…that is the way you would be.
The first night you surrendered to my kisses without a fight.
As I lay beside you I felt a strange feeling creeping upon me at the
morning's light.
I pushed it away like it were a blight.
You came back to my malicious delight.
You are mine I thought after that night.
But you were determined to be true.
You wanted to bring out a part of me I never knew.
You looked within my soul, a place where you don't belong.
You claim that there is good in me all along.
That's where you are wrong.
You cannot replace what's inside.
That is not for you to decide.
What is it that you see in me?
Who is it that you claim me to be?
I don't know anything anymore.
But I find that I love you even more.
Damn you! Leave me behind!
You are driving me out of my mind!
In the end my threats and accusations disappear
I only wish that you are here.
What did you see within?
Now I wish you change me with a whim.
I wish you could erase my sins.
But I know the end is here.
I know that when death comes you will be there.
Do not mourn for me.
You have me sight of what I could be.
I wonder what I did to deserve your embrace.
Even as I slapped you in the face.
I know that you are a angel given to me to change my fate.
A chance nearly given too late.
Even though I never said it to you.
I will always love you..