Wednesday
12 April 2000
Reading: Stronghold - Melanie Rawn
Listening: Medusa - Annie Lennox
Thinking: I have a new job!?!?!?!?!!!!!!
Drinking: camomile tea
Ok-o-meter: 6, good, but anxiety attacks
Quote for the day:  People are more violently opposed to those wearing fur than leather because it's safer to harass rich women than cycle gangs.
Weather report: Cloudy, warm and windy
 

Have you ever felt the twang when you meet someone you know belongs in your life.  That feeling that can leads to the best friends or lovers or the worst enemies.  It makes for uncomfortable emotions, if you are attached and this feeling includes the hunger.  This feeling was what lead to my keeping Wayne in my entourage in high school.  I wasn't ready for him yet, but I knew I couldn't let him get away.  The feeling is what lead me to marry Ny.  It has nothing, really, to do with if you personally like that person, it's just a feeling that this person belongs to you, with you, in your life, will ye, nil ye.

This feeling is very awkward when you can't act on it.  But it's even more uncomfortable if you don't make an effort to pull these people in.
 
 

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