All by myself today as Wayne took the kids to his sister's (yes, the one he isn't talking to, not a very convincing not-talking-to to me) for a birthday party.  I'm just here catching up on my online journal reading.

I feel odd, like I should be doing something, but I'm all alone today and in the 4 years that I've been with Wayne, this is only the 2nd time I've been totally alone at home -- I'm going to make a day of it.  Let the dishes sit and the floor go unvacuumed. I am enjoying my tea.

I like the look of the whole side bar thingies, but I don't know how to do them.  I would also like to make an audio entry, but don't know how to attach it to the page without Wayne's help.  Sometimes I really wish I was the computer whiz that he is.  I mean he is totally self taught and he knows the ins and outs (literally) of his computer.  That is why, when he starts in about how stupid he is and worthless and no good, I just tell him "yup and you don't know anything about computers and you can't do a thing on the internet, and if you were to take your computer apart (as he's done millions of times for dozens of reasons) you could never put it back together.  He then realizes how silly he's being, and says yes of course he's not stupid, he just feels it sometimes.  I'm going to put my environment at the top of the page until I learn how to do the side bars.