Sunday 07 September 2000 |
Reading: nothing! I have nothing!
Listening: nothing, I still have no batteries for my radio Thinking: oh no-- Drinking: orange spice tea Ok-o-meter: 5 Quote for the day: The future is like heaven -- everyone exalts it, but no one wants to go there now. -- James Baldwin Weather report: sunny and warming up after rain all week Today is the first day that I
definitely think I might be pregnant. Besides not having a period
for 46 days and counting (first clue), there's the somewhat upset stomach
which solidified into a definitely upset stomach (second clue), coughing
up mucus in the morning (real third clue), and not wanting anything but
fruit and bread (food cravings, oh what a fourth clue). Now admittedly
these could all be caused by several other factors. I do have an
IUD in, and I'm not supposes to be able to get pregnant. I need to
make a doctor's appointment to know for sure, I'm kinda dreading it.
I had just decided not to have any more kids by Wayne. If were were
to break up I don't want to have anymore kids pulled apart and used against
me than we already have.
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