Here are some poetries that I wrote when I was NOT at my best.
Memories of sad moments. Or should I say, s@d moments?

Well, like a wise man told me
When you have never seen the dark
You will never know how bright it is in the sun

Remember with all you read:

Do not ignore the sad moments
But, do never forget to return to the bright side of life..

;)

Breaking the chain

Sometimes the feeling is easy
and the words do tell so much
Sometimes al I want you to do
is stop
Stop thinking you have to prove theworld
How good you think you are
For who is it you need to convince?
Your friends, they know you
The rest, it doesn't matter
Even if there are some who know you the best
So
Stop
Stop telling the world how good you are
And most of all
Don't tell them to believe your lies

17/2/1999

Tell me, my friend, how do you feel
Being left alone

Tell me, friend, how cold it is
Out of our warmng throne

Tel mee
How does it fee than
Not knowing what to do
I tell YOU
For heaven knows
That I will never do
What you ever do to me
And yes, you feel insecurity
You are left for a moment aside
But when you really want to fight
You will win again
What mad what we had
And if you do not fight
My friend
It iwll be for me the same
Because, in the darkest night
Only the memory will remain

17/2/1999
Dark outside

The sun is shining
But I can not see the light
The day starts beautiful
But I can't get it right
What is it that is wrong
Why can't I just be glad
Hope and faith seem both gone
What is left over is just feeling sad
Just alone, my feelings and me
See here my life long destiny

I like to be strong
Walk with a smile at my face
Instead of the dark tunnel I am walking along
Strangled with the black sorrow lace

I shall survive
But wished to see right now
How I can get out of the dark
Don't know, today, just don't know how

12/3/1999

Well,
Here is where we are
Here we went this far
Was this the way you planned before?

Well
We made it here, was it worth going that far
You remember
How hard we tried to reach this point

I remember that you told me
It is worth to do
And now we stand here
Looking with a different view

You see the horizon
And so do I
But for one of us it is too far to go
Looking over the hills
Where the grass is greener again
Seeing the birds
They fly where we only can wish

Listen to the waves
Of the sources of life and soul
The wind blows through our hair
Brings from far the desired air

Aaah, yes, how soft
	How sweet
	How sad
	How bitter

I´m sailing home
Cruise the oceans 
And at the horizon
I will look back
No regrets
Just passed away moments
Looking forward 
I see the sun comes up
As if nothing had changed

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