Hey you there, my friend
Is it hard, your life today?

Hey you
Do you need a shoulder to cry on
A friend to rely on?

Hey you
How much does it hurt, hm?
How bitter the taste of life is now

Hey you, my friend
Did you ever expect
To be so much down and out, hm?

And you,
Any idea how you will come out?

How dirty te smell is, my little friend
How deep the shit is, where you are in
Did you ever feel that, so deep
Did you ever expect to be so down?

Look what the world is doing to you, my friend
Look how they made you the way you are now
Came from nothing returned to nothing
Tasted the hell and in fire you burn

I know a bit how deep you have to go
I feel your pain, believe me
You need to be strong and get over it
I wish you strength, my friend

And if you ever need my shoulder
You come and cry your pain
Painful hurting, you got your part
It is a life lesson and, was it hard
Ahh.. my friend
The taste is bitter
History repeats, I see it in you
What you did to me
They will do it to you

Do you know that feeling
When you think you are alone
And do you know how pain feels
When your worl turns to cold stone

Do you know that feeling
When youīre down and out
Do you konw the feeling
When no one hears you shout

Have you ever felt the pain
In your heart, when you lost your life
Have you ever tried
To survive

Being cached in a steelhard chain

Did you ever feel
Bitterness in your mouth a day
Did you ever eat
The thorn from in your soul

And if you ever walked
Through the darkest moment of the night

Did you ever open your eyes
Or did you close them for the light

6/23rd/98

It is okay
That our friendship is at its end
How much I regret it, I do understand
It is okay, that youīre disappointed and away
I respet your feelings, anyway
I really see that you are gone
And we both know where it went wrong
I can understand
You see another me

It is okay
That you choose your own way
You choose yours, I choose mine
It doesnīt lead further at the same line
No one is perfect and
I never wanted or did pretend

I shall not say to you
What you donīt and have to do
You make your own choices, īcause you are wise
I trust that what was will keep us away fromlies
So, if we meet again, and we will
I hope we can face eachother still

We do nothave to hide or pretend
For the truth comes out in the end
I wonīt judge what I do not know
And even when YOU think that you know
I tell you, dear guy, I know the truth
No one but me 
Knows what it is
So I ask you, sir,
Do not judge to suspections
For things you can only see from the outside
Because than
Yes, only than
I can accept your doings all right

21/7/1998 

Every time you do not see me how I am
I turn away from you
Every time you put your doubts to me
You are loosing view
Every time you ask what you should know
I wonder why
All the words that show the questions about me
Makes the flame giving less light
All the thinking and suspicious words
Makes the steps higher to take

I see it
I canīt change
Is the distance driving us apart?
I can not do than wait
Hoping that your eyes will not get closed

I am not perfect
And hope not to pretend
What I want from live
Is friends that understand
We can
We prove that time after time
Do we now decide to throw it away?

But
Whatever happens
Whatever can
Every slam at the face
Turns me into a stronger man

28/7/1998 
 

How far do you go?