So much

So much between here and heaven
That no one can ever explain
So many miracles did happen
In a neverending chain
So many explanations
Of words just said in fun
Why should we think much farther
Than it has only just began
Why not just keep the words so right
Why should we paint the black Queen White
Music never fooled me
It is spun all through my life
The sound that let me live
The words that make me sing
Their synergy makes my space
It is like walking in the sky
It makes me dreaming
And I know very well why
One can tell of joy in what was
About happy spirits that come by and by
The same words told
Are understood by everyone
Their meaning
Is never the same
So One word can have so many faces
Your music,
my fairy Qeen
embraces
And always will remain
17/2/1999


The missing link

Every day I start again
Wondering how the day will end
Just waking up with the morning routines
The things we never tell
But those who comfort us so well

Taking a shower, a cup of tea
A small bite for breakfast, that's all for me
Looking outside the window
Does it rain or shine
Looking in the room,
Find all what is so precious to mine

What more do I wish
With the needs around
And who can tell me
What with this search might be found?

I am roaming through the days
Searching
Almost blind to realize
That what I need is all around

And I realize the missing link
I realize why the search will never end
It is because
Night and day
I look for you,
My truly friend

I realize that I have found
The part
That completes my heart
And that part is you
My dearest friend

2/23/1999 I saw the light

In the night
When the light is gone
And the moon is hiding behind the sun
In that night
When there are only stars
To lighten up the deep dark sky
In the night
That those diamonds guide
The way that we go
In that night
I am happy that I can see
The dark sometimes is overwhelming
But when I open up my eyes
I see the light in the darkest night
And I do realize
that there is only me Who can make the different
Between dark
or seeing that spark
While the dark wind blows against my face
And I walk over the land
I realize that there were so many before
Who walked here before I did
I wonder
How many of them
did see
Probably
As many
as will see
Next to me
There is one difference, because I know
That,
even with poor words
I hope that I can show
What I see
To you
my friend
Take care,
till soon friend of me
Thanks for hopping in my life
Thanks for making me see!
22/2/1999

Don't worry

Don't worry
If you wake up tomorrow and don't want to live
Don't worry
When only the dark seems to fulfill your sorrow
Don't worry
When you feel alone
Don't worry
For you have a friend
2/17/1999

Tripped

Traveling from point to point
Stopping in between
Focussing on just one point
On your way, so many seen
It is not wrong to look around
Not to face your world alone
It is not wrong knowing about
As long as you don't forget
What for you made the trip
2/17/1999

Never forget


     We do not forget
     The time that we had
     And we will never forget
     The spirit of life
     
     We do not regret
     The good memories that came to us
     We will never forget
     The taste of friendship
     
     O yes, we laughed our times
     We almost forgot that there was more
     We tasted the meetings like bottles of wine
     But, does it leave you now blue and sore?
     
     Don't say goodbye
     Before it is time
     I don't say goodbye
     For we meet again
     
     Life is not always easy
     But it is never so mean
     That what is created
     Is there for nothing
     
     So, 
     Don't say goodbye
     We meet again
     Somewhere, somehow
     We all don't know when
     
     O yes, our great beloved friend
     He knows what is after this life
     And we feel his spirit
     He tells us that we will survive
     
     He gave us all he had, he gave us his heart
     Freddie teaches us to hope, because one day
     We make a brand new start
     
     6/7/98 NM


The herbs of life

Sometimes words are not needed
Just a hi to say hello
Tells more than just the signs on the paper
Because we know

Friendship is not boned in words
Words are always poor expression
Friendship is an unspoken worth
Only be found by true life lessons

ck 7/9/98


The true friendships

I live my life in my very own way
I live my life with a smile every day
And about how I feel and how I care
There is so many that I want to share
With who is close in my heart and mind
With those who are so seldom to find

I live my life more intensive than before
And every day I realize more
That true friendship is sharing good and bad
That true friendship is caring when the other is sad
But most of all, it is sharing a smile
For we all know that that lasts only a while

Nowadays I am much more aware
About the values on life and with who I do share
The moments of luck mean so much 
Those moments that give me that heartwarming touch
It is not in money or a pot of gold
It is friendship in heart, what I wanna hold
And of course, sharing it too
And, of course, my friend,
I wanna share it with you

cw 7/11/98


Not alone



Far, far from home
And still at the same place
Far, far away and alone
I wake up with a new face
I might get hungry, but I sure don't wanna go home

In the dark I just close my eyes
back to the light I do realize
I'm not half the man I used to be
Too many bitter tears were shining up to me

Wishes and hopes, gathering hand in hand
Dreams and future, a smile from a friend
And I realize I am happy again
Yes, that's because I  am  a free man

Some moments, when I just do not look
The pages are turned and I read the book
Empty spaces, where are we living for?
When you don't search, you find the more

Some words come on a rainy day
Some words are just some words
But it differs from with what ear
The words are truely heared

I look up in the sky
And I am wondering why
And how that I do survive
This life

I fly around, like a star in the sky
So close to Mercury, 
the star one that never die
His voice will never end
His music is my best friend

I can not say what it is
I can not say what I do miss
Until you miss it you can't see
O yes, my friend, I am happy

And I wanna share it with you
The music that made me live
It's a miracle
what it all can give
And, my friend
No one's gonna stop me now

Don't try so hard
For it is written in the stars
That we could come so far
Nothing really matters, anyone can see
That it is just you my friend
That matters all to me

M

7/13/98



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