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Goat for sale!?!
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: the sound of cars driving by on the wet road...
First of all I would like to say I love Bea and Allipato! Hurray for comments! No one ever comments... bastards... haha

Ok, so, about my week so far. Monday night was freaking hilarious! Got a whole bunch of people together and went to Players for wings. It was good times, and then the jokes started... and by jokes, I mean bad ones... oh soo funny. Craig was here for the night but the loser wouldn't come out with us. Who studies for their exams? Honestly! Party Pooper.

Tuesday, well had some meetings and a paper to write, that's always good times... except not. Went to see Craig's new place in the morning... pretty nice place I must say! Although, it's rather far from the school. Hopefully he'll never have to take the bus.. haha.. then had some meetings to go to... and after my meetings Susan and I went for a little drive. Along the way, we found a couple of interesting sites... and I have attached pictures for you all to see. It was so funny at the time.... Random Goat For Sale sign on someone's front lawn... haha... then there is this sketchy road. We were purposely trying to go down roads we had never gone down before, getting lost on purpose is always fun! Anyways, I'm like "let's go down this road!" Err.. maybe not!! Sketchy! Looked more like a field to me!! haha..
Anyways, later Matt and Chris stopped by for a surprise visit which is always exciting! You should be very proud of me for turning down their invitation to go play pool so that I could write my paper. And by write my paper I mean watch the Amazing Race. omigod, it was such a good episode! The end was sooooo extremely suspenseful! But my boys are still in it! After rolling their car, I thought they might get eliminated but they pulled through on the foot race! Thank God! So my two favourite teams (the brothers... and the boyfriends) are still alive! Oh I hope one of them wins :)

Wednesday, had a midterm at 8am that I failed miserably... it was so brutal. But the final exam is worth 45% so I figure I just have to do well on that and I'll be ok. After the midterm came home and finished up a paper.. went to class and handed it in.. then napped. Oh sweet nap! Then, just as I'm getting ready for my 7-10 class Brian messages me and offers me 2 tickets to a special screening of Sin City.... I may or may not have skipped my excrutiatingly boring philosophy class to go see Sin City with Jon... (sorry Bea, couldn't resist going). It is a really good movie! See it!
Checked my phone after the movie and had a message from Eryn. Apparently she has some exciting news... I'm definitely going to call her tomorrow!!
So after the movie I went and played some poker with some "fun people"... hehe.. then we all went out to Perkins. Another night full of laughs. :) But now, I'm feeling rather ill... not good.. not good at all...

EEK! Friday is tomorrow!! That's when I find out about teacher's college!! So... going out to either celebrate or drown my sorrows in alcohol.. hopefully celebrating will be in order...

"I thought I could get the trip with my trunk"
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: nadda
ok, so i have talking issues sometimes. clearly i meant "i thought i could get the trick with my trump"... but nooo.. someone just has to go and 'wiz' my trump! (if you've ever played wizard - expecially against my grandmother - then you will know what i'm talking about, if not, then too bad.. haha) yeah, grandma likes to 'wiz' trump and aces...apparently so does brian (not poopdick... well... not THE poopdick anyways.. hehe) anyways, so basically the point to all of this is that susan, brian and i played some cards thisevening... and i am a winky. but we already knew that part.

"when life hands you a bathroom full of water...go swimming" - oh, thank you for that bea. laughed out loud when i read that one. speaking of laughing out loud and being a winky, do you ever laugh out loud when you are all alone, and then feel wierd about it? i often do. it's wierd, i will like look around and get embarrassed sometimes, even though i'm completely all alone... hi, i'm wierd...

12:34 happened again tonight. i'm just sitting here, surfing the net, and decide to randomly check the time, and yep... 12:34... seriously... wtf?! i want to know if it has some sort of significance. it happened last night too in case any of you were wondering. i was over at bea's and we were watching ladder 49 (GREAT movie by the way!), and i looked over at the vcr and it says 12:34... of course, her vcr is an hour slow so really it was 1:34.. but still, i saw 12:34 and it bugged me. i didn't freak out about it though, cuz i was much too into the movie and didn't want to ruin the mood... or have bea and glen thinking i was a freak!
i would also just like to say that savannah is the cutest kid ever! yes, she certainly is! i was looking at bea's easter pictures and they are just adorable... especially the sleeping one.. awww... aren't kids just the cutest when they are sleeping!? well savannah is truly adorable and she's my favourite. and i know i'm her favourite too obviously.. haha

oh! terrifying! ok, so tig and i went for a walk by the falls today and the sketchiest thing happened! we're walking along, minding our own business when this guy (not sure where he was from, probably about 28 years old though), anyways, this guy is like staring at me as he is walking past and just when he gets right close to me he looks right at me and says "jizz" and then keeps going. umm.. random! and sketchy! we were like wtf?!?! and then, we swear we heard some other man say it a bit later too. does this word have some other meaning that we don't know about? well, i decided to start nodding at people and saying "jizz" as they walked past me. not so obviously that they actually knew i was doing it obviously, but still, to have a little fun. maybe i'll do it at school tomorrow too...

You're what I look for, je pense que je t'adore...
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: nothing...
so, i've been trying for the past like 2 hours to get music on my site, but i just can't figure it out, so i'm giving up. screw it!! although, i think i may have figured it out on this blog.. if so, it should appear below this one...

what to say about the weekend... well my car was doing wierd things last weekend so my parents took it in, apparently it had a bent axle. how does that happen?! apparently by hitting something... but i have never hit anything.... dun dun dun... oh well, i have bad luck with axles... starting with the 2003 experience of having the axle fall off the lumina while i was driving it... not fun! so yeah... $366 later and i have a straight axle again...
went home friday, watched "the prince and me" with the family and craig.. haha.. good times! came back to st. kitts saturday evening and went to see 'the ring 2' with tig and a bunch of other people (matt and his friends). ok, total waste of 2 hours of your life... don't see it!!! it was horrible... no one thought it was scary (other than me who screamed like a little girl a few times). so after the movie went to timmies with tig, jon, jaimie and seamus (matt ditched us...ass.. hehe). that was fun. the place was overrun with mexican teenagers though.. sketchy! jon: "i think they are speaking mexican." hmm.. spanish maybe
so after that tig and i decided to go for a little drive. even sketchier!! ok, we ended up going to niagara on the lake, on the way back, terrifying experience!! driving down a sketchy road to begin with, then i see an animal on the side of the road so i sort of slow down.. then out of nowhere this big bird flies in front of us! we were both terrified! for some reason both of us were thinking of the mothman profecies at the time too, so it was extra scary. needless to say, there was some freaking out, locking of the doors, and then searching for a main road. haha... it was good times though. gotta love getting the adrenaline pumping...

hmm... so our fridge quit last week. that's always nice. everything in our freezer is trash. bastard fridge. i can't afford this right now! i have nooooo money!! and i'm so not even kidding. i am so freaking out right now. i NEED my tax money NOW!!!

so, about my new glass tiger obsession. it stemmed from allipato informing me of how she was listening to them sometime last week. so.. i downloaded a bunch of songs. and i have not stopped listening since! oh i love them!! especially "someday".. it is my new favourite, and so fits my situation right now... god it's so hard getting over someone, just gotta hope that someday they will realize that they let someone amazing slip away and that they will be the one to cry... "down in the street where lovers meet, i'm still waiting for you...someday you'll be shedding your tears to cry over me, someday i'll be losing this fear..." maybe it's not cool to want someone to cry over you, but damn... a few tears never hurt anyone! hmm... i'm suddenly feeling the need to listen to "cry" by faith hill.. also fitting...and.. now playing!!

alright, time to prepare for tonight's poker game...

Happy St. Patty's Day
Mood:  lucky
first of all... happy st. patrick's day! i for one will not be drinking green beer all day, but only because i don't like beer... if i did, i'd be drinkin!! hehe..

ugh.. 12-fuckin-34 happened again tonight. playing cards at nick's house and i look at the vcr and it's there. his clock is an hour fast so it was really only 11:34.. but still.. i saw 12:34 and it pissed me off none-the-less. wtf!?!

ok, so i don't have much to say tonight but i'd like to share with you the lyrics to a "song" nick and chrissy introduced to me tonight... it's a doozie!
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gay or not gay - by king missle

I saw an episode of the Jerry Springer show and the topic was "Tranvestites and the Men Who Love Them.
"And the guy who was on with his "girlfriend" was saying "To me, this is a beautiful woman. She's got a perfect body, beautiful blonde hair, everything.
I love her, and I love making love to her. Now I ask you, does that make me gay?"
Most of the audience thought so, and so did I, but it got me thinking about what is or isn't gay.

Discussing sex with a guy is gay.

Discussing sex with a woman is straight, even telling a woman "Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to suck a cock" is straight.

Sports are gay, especially contact sports, unless you're the only guy on both teams, in which case it is straight.

Gyms are always gay, because afterwords, in the locker room, you're showering with guys, and that is gay.

Watching pornography alone is neutral, like eating a sandwich. It's neither straight nor gay.

Watching pornos with one or more other guys in the room, no matter how many other women are also in the room, is gay.

Watching porn, even gay porn, with one or more women ONLY is straight.

Here's an interesting one: kissing a gay guy on the cheek, or having him kiss YOU on the cheek is neutral, as long as the guy is out of the closet.
Hugging and/or kissing a straight guy . . . is gay.

See, look, I ... I know I'm homophobic, but not about gay guys.
They don't bother me at all.
It's straight guys who don't know they're gay.

They fuck my shit right up.

Like a guy calls me up and says "A bunch of us guys are gonna sit around in our underwear and watch a football game and drink beer and eat chips, and, you know, maybe wrestle with each other a little, you know, just us guys! You wanna come over?"
And I'm like "No."

OK, you've got a guy sucking your dick, even if he's dressed like a beautiful woman, even if he's got the best breast implants you've ever seen, even if you're saying "Suck it bitch, I know you like it, you slut, you whore," that's gay.

Adversely, if a woman straps on a dildo and you're dressed like a woman and you're suckin' her cock and she's sayin' "You like it, don't you, you like sucking my dick, you little fucking faggot" and she rolls you over and fucks you in the ass and says "you love it, you little pussy boy, you love getting fucked in the ass, I bet you wish I was a man, I bet you wish this was a cock, you fucking faggot" and you're getting off on this like you've never gotten off before . . . that's still straight.

But then, when you go off to the bar, and you discuss this, or any other sexual experience with any other guys, that's gay.

Here's the most interesting one:
Sucking a guy's cock, can, under certain rare circumstances, be straight.

Let's say you've gotten into a betting game with a woman, and the bet is whoever loses has to be the other's sex slave for the night, the kind of thing that happens in Penthouse Forum all the time, and you lose, and the woman makes you have sex with another guy, that's not gay.

I don't know exactly why, but it's not.
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the end... so, any views changed??
haha

posted previously on the other blog...
title: 12:34

mood: sleepy

just when i thought i had seen the last of the wierdo 12:34 thing... it comes back. ok, guess i should explain.... for as long as i can remember i have seen the time 12:34 (usually am - as in just after midnight) i don't know why i always see this time. it's like i always have the urge to look at the clock whenever it's 12:34. i will even wake up if i am already sleeping and it will be 12:34... random!?! i know! well anyways, lately it hasn't been happening so much so i thought i was getting over it. well... not so much... then tonight on freaking Amazing Race one of the teams was leaving at exactly 12:34am. *insert eye roll here* why? oh why? then of course i see it again tonight at 12:34. so what does this mean? does 12:34 represent some important time in my life? ugh.. the wierdo things that happen to us. it's sort of like allipato's 11:23 thing or whatever time it is she always see... like what is up with this!?! if you have the answer, please... let me know!

anyways, so my day was pretty good today. went to hamilton with tig to pick up a friend's car. and then he made me go see Pooh's Heffalump movie. *insert another eye roll here* haha. it wasn't so bad, it was cute. not something i will invest in though... well, not until i have little ones anyways.. haha

hmm.. what else exciting has happened in the last few days? oh! hell froze over on the weekend. yes, the roomate cleaned her dishes. yes, over 3 months later, and they are clean! who'da thunk?!

my car was making wierd noises when i was driving back from my brother's hockey game on sunday night, so my parents drove it home and i have their car for the week. oh joy. so i found out today that it's going in tomorrow to find out what's wrong with it... and in the mean time my brother has been driving it to pick up women. umm.. eww! i want my car back before it is completely contaminated!!

so annoyed...
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Dumb and Dumber - it's on tv... one of my favourites!!
Topic: The Skank
ok... so today was a pretty good day. did lunch and ice cream with tig... always good times... went bead shopping with jodi then dropped her off at the mall... then tig and i decided to see a movie... saw robots... it was alright, had some funny parts... HILARIOUS Britney Spears scene...thought i was gonna pee...

but then i came home... and had a nice little conversation with the roomate...

her: did you throw out my jello bowl?
me: yes
her: did you write the note on the fridge?
me: yes
her: well i forgot about it (the bowl), why didn't you just tell me?
me: you weren't here
her: i see you everyday
me: oh (thinking to myself that just because I see you doesn't mean I want to talk to you)
her: well you took the time to write the note, why didn't you just talk to me
me: (thinking...because I didn't want to) because you weren't here and then I forgot
her: well why did you throw it out?
me: because it was there for 3 months
her: well I don't know how long it was there, but it wasn't 3 months
me: (thinking, no, it was probably 4) well, it was before christmas
her: well i never would have done that to you (then walks away)
me: meh (thinking... yeah you probably wouldn't have cleaned it either... and guess what, the dishes are next!)

next time i'll bring up the peeing on the seat.... and the garbage that's still in the hallway (what's it been like 2 weeks now?!)... and the yelling on the phone in the middle of the night... and the walking around like an elephant... etc....

ummm....
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: Lightning Crashes - Live ( I love this song...)
omigod... last night's the OC was sooo good. finally, the second season is living up to my expectations! next week's episode looks amazing too. ryan and marissa sooo need to get back together! Ok, that's enough OC ranting and raving.

wrote a horrible midterm tonight. failed miserably, but oh well, i think the entire class did so at least i'm not an outcast.

got to have some quality tig and spin time today/tonight. good times. love you lots tig!

realized i'm so totally not over him. i want to be, but i'm just not. it's so hard... *sigh*

omigod. ok, so yesterday bea found some old pictures of her and i and scanned them onto the computer. dear god. sooo funny! i'm not sure if i should post them up or not, what would it do to my reputation?! haha... well i'll post some here for your viewing enjoyment. oh, brings back memories.... backstreet boy obsession and gag reflexes... haha... if you don't get it, too bad!

watch it now!

backstreet boys...oh my

sketchy gloves...

they were soooo not my gloves!

umm.. yeah...

apparently we lived in a shopping cart...? haha

suck it!!!

It's Thursday!
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: GH on TV
so.. it's thursday... my favourite day of the week! first of all because i only have one class on thursdays... and i get to sleep in... and because all my favourite shows are on tonight! (minus the amazing race which is on tuesdays). thursdays generally consist of sleeping in, going to class at 2pm, napping, then watching tv all night! oh, beautiful thursdays...
last week was not such a happy thursday since the OC was a rerun... bastards... why must the new episodes be so sporadic? life would be so much happier if they just had a new episode every week, is it really so much to ask? i am sooo happy that seth and summer are getting back together though... hurray! they are just far too cute... and last week's kiss was just amazing!!

i also have a sneaky suspicion that something is going to happen with ryan and marissa too... that would just make me far too happy!! it all just gives me a strange and comforting sense of hope...