I lie awake thinking of the time when
We used to be 'together'
I love him so much,
But it seems that everytime
I tell him "I love you,"
It goes in one ear and
Out the other.
And he says it back,
"Just to be nice."
Being without him and
Knowing I can't do shit about
The feelings I have for him
Is what seems to hurt a lot,
But the thing that hurts the most
Is when I see him actually happy with her.
How can he be so happy with her
When I'm the one that has Always
Been there for him no matter what,
Through thick and thin,
Through those good times and bad.
And when he needed me the most,
I was always there for him.
I love him too much just to
Let him go completely.
Now we're sneaking around just
To be with each other again.
And nobody else knows about it either
It seems as though he's ashamed of me
And can't let anyone know
He's still in love with me.
