Why didn't I listen to my family?

I cry becasue I was real lucky not to get sent to prison.

    How could I have been so lucky?

I cry because I'm away from my family and friends.

    Why oh why did I do those horrible things to them?

I cry because I miss my little brother and sister.

    How could I put them through all of this?

I cry because I miss my kids oh so much.

    Why couldn't I have been a real mother to them?

I cry because I know my kids are better off without me now.

    How could I have done this to them?

I cry because I want more kids someday.

    Why can't I have anymore kids?

I cry because my mom said horrible things to me.

    How could we not get along together?

I cry because my friends are in and out of my life.

    How can they not make up their minds?

I cry because some of my friends get mad at me.

    Why can't we just talk and work it out?

I cry because I don't want to be abused anymore.

    How come I deservee this terrible treatment?

I cry because I want to meet a man who loves me for who I am.

    Why can't I have something so wonderful?

I cry because I want to marry a man who loves me unconditionally.

    How can I not deserve anything less than what I deserve?

And sometimes I cry because I know it could be worse.

    So why do you cry?