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I really can't explain what I feel
I'm not falling apart
And I know that hurts you.
Breaking up should cause some emotion.
Yet, the only emotion that I am feeling is relief,
Not to say that you never meant anything to me.
I really did have feelings for you,
Yet, somehow, somewhere they went away.
I don't know when, and I don't know why,
But somewhere we lost something.
I never said anything.
Because I didn't want to hurt you.
I still care about you and
I could never hurt you.
You must have been feeling the same thing,
Or you wouldn't have broken up with me
As many times as you did.
You can't complain, you did it.
The pain of not having you is hurting me.
Just not the way that you want it to hurt me.
You want me to still want you and to be upset.
What's with that?
I miss the friend I had in you.
I don't flirt with other guys to make you jealous.
I just don't feel the same pain you do.
I am sorry, but I want my friend back,
The friend that made me smile.
The jealous ex stinks and
The silence between us kills me.
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