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April 16,2002

Well my life has changed alot since I last updated my page! I no longer live in california, I know live in North Carolina. It's alright but I am working at Wal-Mart again, it's alright. I gave up truck driving for a little while guess I just needed a break. I live with my boyfriend Scott and his mom. It's alright for now, I wreckin' *hehe*. I really love my bf but it is extremly hard to be away from home, but I don't want to give up what I have here. I am pretty sure it's love, I don't know if I will ever know exactly what love is, does anyone? All I know is i'm not setteling and I have alot of fun with him, and I can act like the complete idiot that I am and he does the same. I guess it is hard to say what u feel for a person sometime u just feel it. I know that after a year of being together I still can't stand to be away from him, he still comes up in most my conversations, I compare other men to him and my heart still pounds when we make love. I don't know if u would call any of that love but whatever it is I like it. Here is the story of Sheila and Scott *I think it's pretty great*, I was at a truck stop in Sacramento, Ca waiting for the weekend to end so I could get my truck fixed, he was there waisting time till he had to deliver on mon. Well I had been there half of friday all of saturday and it was now sunday and I had met alot of people that were also stuck at the truck stop. We had been having alot of fun drinking, hanging out, climbing on our trailers and laying out, bobtailing around the truck stop. Well to get back to the story all that weekend untill sunday I had only had short conversations with scott and didn't think much of him other than he looked like a rat, and he kept staring at my boobs like a creep. On sunday night I was in a friend Brian's truck playing on the CB when Scott started talking to me and wanting me to go to his truck and I kept saying no, findally I told him if he wanted to he could go to my truck and help me clean *I knew I was safe it was right next to Brian's truck*. So anyways, he came over to my truck and we started talking and it was a hot night and my truck wouldn't run so we went to his truck to continue our talk and one thing lead to the other and the next morning I woke up at a loading dock about 10 mi from the truck stop, I was furious and he said I wouldn't wake up. He took me back to the truck stop and I could not get ahold of my company again, so i got pissed and scott said I could go with him and he would get me back home. Well about 2 months later I was still on his truck and I was getting stressed cause I wanted to be with him but I knew I had stuff at home to take care of. So we got in a fight and at a truck stop in the middle of VA I left him hitched a ride on a swift truck heading west, well his load got changed and I ended up in Scott's hometown in NC so I decided to take a bus home after I got on the bus, Scott called my mom to see if I made it home ok. My mom told him I was on a bus so he jumped in his pickup and down to the bus depot he went, he pulled right in front of a leaving bus and jumped on it and they said it was the wrong bus, so he went back and got his big rig, called greyhound and they told him where I was heading. He sped down I-40 where I was dozing in and out when the last time I woke up I saw scott's truck pass my bus and my heart dropped he pulled in front of the bus slammed on his breaks and got of the interstate. Well there was my chance I thought I had lost him forever. So when we got to memphis, tenn and I was switching buses I made sure I was the last one on, when I sat down it was next to a creepy smelly guy that tended to stare so I kept my head down. Right as the bus driver was counting head someone jumped on the bus and before I could look up I heard "there u are" and my eyes filled with tears as I jumped up into his arms. I remember hearing a lady tell the driver "looks like ur loosing one" we ran off the bus and to his truck.  Every since then I knew he was the one, I knew when I left him I would regret it but I had already said I love u and he didn't say it back which made me mad. Well when he picked me up in tenn he said I love with all my heart it just took u leaving me for me to realize it.  I miss him when I go to work I miss him when he goes to work I miss him when I am on awake and he is asleep. I don't know if it will last for ever but I like what we have now. If he not my one and only he is one I will never forget and always compare men. thanks for reading my little story hehe. God Bless

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