An Implicate Empath in the Sun
The Name Empath???
For me the Terminology of being called "Empath" is very comfortable.
I was born different and knew it all my life. I can recall the names, the pointing out that I was just weird, and feeling like the Ugly Duckling that wasn't ever going to become a Swan!
I have spent all of my life searching out people who "felt" like I did and usually ended up alone. But never lonely. I was born connected to the Universe. I have never been one to just let the world roll by without my curiosity getting aroused. I have sought answers for what I feel inside in every library, church, and metaphysical shop along the way. And when all else failed I went deep inside to a special space.
I have always been inquisitive but afraid to let others know exactly what I was in search of. Finally I grew close to another like soul at work. We ate lunch together for almost a year. He told me of some of his beliefs and I shared even less of mine. He finally invited me to go hear a speaker by the name of Jadoa Daatheil, at the Aquarian Center who was channeling all this great information and I can still see him talking of all the excitement of the messages revealed by "Apollo." I had a half baked notion to go but the rest of me just wasn't ready to commit to going to a place where there might be a whole room full of people all into this channeling. That would be too many people in one place! So I made bad excuses and never went!
But as fate would have it I was meant to meet that speaker.
Time went by, I changed jobs and the friend and I drifted apart. At one point my life, I was on a demolition course. I was all alone and about as depressed as I could stand to be, when I decided it was time to do something!
The Planet Earth Book Store was offering a class on Qabalah. I had always wanted to learn more about Qabalah. I felt that would be a surefire remedy to get me over my bag of woes. Without a moment of hesitation, off I went to change my focus and add more knowledge to my maze for answers.
This was a nice group and I really enjoyed the energy of the speaker, some guy named Jadoa Alexander. I was all excited to be learning first hand from someone who had spent most of his life studying the Qabalah. Just a couple of meetings into the classes he announced that something had come up and he had to cancel the classes. But he extended an invitation to this handful of people to meet about something special at his home. By now I felt really connected to the language this man was speaking and I wanted to know more of what he had to offer.
The group that met at his house that night was small. We all sat in a circle on the floor as he talked of Empaths. He told us of a web site "The Hidden Order of Empaths" with his writings called "The Auroraportes" and he talked of Dreamtongue. We had our first focused meditation that night. (The Deep Forest)
All so new, so much to absorb! But I was intent on finding out more! I ran home and got online. I looked up the web site and printed out the pages. I curled up in my bed and started to read. I can still feel that unexplainable, new emotion as I sat there in a crying joy that overwhelmed my body as I read the words on those pages! It was the first time in this life I was sure I had made a perfect choice! I was where I was supposed to be and I had to learn more about the "Book of Storms."
Glad to meet you I am Empath! Join me on my stormy journey as I read and unlock the many keys in the Book of Storms!
Another Excellent Site to Check out on Empaths: