Kay guys this is my first fanfic so please give me some moral support. 
If you like this email me. Now I do not own Sailor Moon or any thing in this 
story except the characters Sailor Earth/Terra or Sailor Sun/Andrew.  Ok one 
more thing 
In this story Andrew, is the same age as Serena


Dreams, More Like Nightmares.


        I sit here watching Terra sleep.  I wonder what it would have been 
like  if I hadn't left  five years ago, but I never have come up with a 
answer to that question.

~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~

        "Darien can't you just tell me why?" I ask knowing I wouldn't be able 
to sleep or even eat until he answered this.
        "Serena, why does it matter it wont change anything?" he said not 
knowing what to say if she forced him to answer that question.
        "Because Darien if you can't till me then I will probably end up 
listening to Luna give me another one of her lectures about growing up and I 
don't think I could handle it if you didn't" I  said not knowing how much 
longer I could put up a defense.
        He went on impulse not even thinking about it until after he said it, 
"Fine, because I love Raye. Why would I want you when I could have someone as 
pretty and coordinated as Raye?"

~~~~~~End Flashback~~~~~~


        I never knew what hurt worse him putting me down or saying he loved 
Raye, but I guess it doesn't matter now. 
        Maybe I would've stayed maybe not, but I guess the breaking point 
came that night.

~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~

        It was a dark night the perfect night for someone as depressed as I 
was.  I walked along the edge of the lake thinking about what Darien said one 
thing echoing in my head 'I love Raye'. It hurt and it hurt more then anyone 
could imagine.
        My thoughts were interrupted by a high pitched scream "HELP 
MONSTER!!!"
        I immediately grabbed my broach and screamed "Moon Crystal Power!" as 
 I felt the wonderful power surging through my veins as ribbons  and feathers 
surrounded me.
I quickly ran to the battle sight vaguely hearing Luna tell me to call the 
others.  " Hey ugly I am Sailor Moon and on behalf of the moon I will punish 
you!"
"So Sailor Brat you decided to show! I really thought you would have been 
smart enough to stay away, but since you didn't  I am Vamp and I will punish 
YOU!!" she said shooting what looked like blood towards me.
I easily dodged it and aimed my wand "Moon Spiral Heart Ache!" it didn't even 
scratch it.  We exchanged a few more attacks but it didn't seem to even hurt 
him.
BEEP*BEEP*BEEP
My comunicator went off I quickly held it up to my lips and said "What" I 
barely took note that Mercury said that they needed me at a battle site. "Not 
Now" I hissed as I screamed "Crisis Make-Up!
Just as I finished transforming I felt claws dig deep within my back as  I 
colapsed into a heap. 
I saw Luna jump onto the monster trying to give me the time I needed even if 
it killed her, but it almost did I saw the monster fling Luna into a nearby 
tree.
"Nobody messes with my friends nobody." I hissed then added, "Rainbow Moon 
Heartache!" 
I quickly went to check on Luna making sure she was ok.  After quickly 
checking her for broken bones I hurried to where Mercury had said the fight 
was.
As soon as I arrived I quickly summed up the suituation and snuck silently up 
on the monster, knowing I wouldn't have the strength to try and catch it.
"Rainbow Moon Heart Ache!" I screamed as the second monster of the night  
turned to moondust.
"Sailor Moon where were you? You could've gotten us killed!" screamed Mercury.
"I was-" I tried to explain but was interupted.
"Never mind your reasons could've gotten us killed! What were you doing 
playing the new Sailor V game?" exclamed Mars
"We want a new leader!" demanded Venus.
I quickly looked around noting that Jupiter seemed to not be able to speak 
but was begging me with her eyes not to listen to them. "Is that the way you 
all feel?" I said again looking around at then they all nodded yes except for 
Jupiter who seemed to be violentlly shaking no. "Then so be it. I am steping 
down from leader of this group. I never want to see any of you again except 
Jupiter if I do it will be because I want to not because you want to., but 
because I do." I quickly gave a reasuring smile to Lita and ran towards the 
nearest hospital. I knew Tuxedo Mask had seen our fight because I heard him 
gasp painfully at my  wide cuts.

~~~~~~End Flashback~~~~~

Man I had never been hurt so much in my life I had gone strait home from the 
hospital and packed my bags not caring to even make sure anybody was home. I 
had taken every cent I could find in the house and bought a ticket to Canada.
Two weeks later I had found out I was pregnant.  If I ever had anything to 
live for back then it was only the unborn child inside me. Now as I look at 
her sleep I wonder why I have decided to go back maybe it's because I need to 
find myself, maybe it's because I'm getting tired of only being able to talk 
to Lita on the phone, or maybe it's just destiny.

End Prologue

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