As I watch you sleep
Your breathing stables and you toss onto your side
I reach out to touch you but I stop
You are far too good for me
I try again, and this time, I do
My hand in your hair, I brush it gently out of your eyes
You smile in your sleep and mumble,
"I love you."
I don't believe what I hear
You don't love me
I am not what you think I am
I have tried not to feel what I do for you
But I feel happiness every time I see your face
I don't know why
The only one I thought I'd love is her
But it's not true
I lay down next to you, thinking how much I hate her for what she's done
She took something precious from you
And broke something else
My arm finds it's way around your shoulders
You immediatly move closer to my body
I wonder what exactly
What am I doing? He is far too good for me
But I stay like this
And I want to hold on forever
But I let go
Allowing you to sleep
I'm so sorry
But I love you too