One Night Only
By: Rebecca N.
© 2000 Bereccaemarie
Rated: R for language and sexual situations
Feedback: welcomed at stsrmn@syix.com

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Disclaimer: I do not know Backstreet Boy AJ McLean or his girlfriend, 
though I wish I did. This is the work of my own imagination. No harm 
was neither meant nor any copyright infringement. Please don't sue me 
guys. I'm just a poor, starving college student who loves to write and 
loves the music. 

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Thanks to Heather for getting me started on this. Wow, girl, see what 
you started? And of course, thanks to AJ because without you, this 
story wouldn't exist. Thanks for singing me to sleep all those lonely 
nights, AJ. You make the loneliness a little more bearable.

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I was sad and depressed. My boyfriend of two years had dumped me. All 
my friends seemed to have problems that were bigger than mine were. 
There was nothing that could cheer me up, except spending money on 
expensive clothing. It was my own private little vice. I loved to shop. 
I decided to take a day to myself and go shopping. I had put everyone 
ahead of myself and today was going to be different. Today was going to 
be my own.

On my way to the Gap, I stopped in at Victoria's Secret. They were 
having a buy one get one free sale. I found a couple of bras that were 
my size and that I liked, one being see-through lace. I took them to 
the dressing room and decided to try them on.

"Damn this fucking thing," the woman in the dressing room beside me 
hollered.

"Amanda, what's wrong now? We've tried on dozens of bras," another 
woman said. I assumed it was her friend.

"Well, they're not lifting my breasts up. You just don't see eye to eye 
with me on this. Gosh! It's hard to have such big breasts and please 
your man at the same time," said Amanda.

"Well one thing's for sure, your breasts might be huge but your brain's 
smaller than your man's testicle!" I mumbled to myself.

"Ugh, I am sick of this. These bras are worthless. Well I suppose it's 
time I try on this negleche. Something better fit me properly or I 
swear AMANDA LATONA will be raising HELL," Amanda yelled.

"Amanda calm down, didja take your pill this morning?" her friend said. 
I put my clothes back on and walked out of my dressing room casually 
leaning against the door waiting anxiously to get a good look at the 
woman Backstreet Boy, AJ McLean was always bragging about.

Amanda burst through the dressing room door, showing off what she was 
wearing. "So how's this look? Ya think he'll like? How many seconds do 
you think it'll take him to break through the fabric?" Amanda said 
hyperly.

I couldn't contain myself. "Well, after he breaks through the fabric, 
he'll have to break through your UGLY attitude to get to the REAL you," 
I blurted out.

"Excuse me? Who the hell are you? Do you know who I am? I am AMANDA 
LATONA, ex-member of Innocence, screwing AJ, living with AJ, sharing 
his bed with our dogs..." said Amanda.

"Oh really? I didn't know AJ had taste in such bitches? Gee, I should 
of known through all that make-up was a heartless chump. Honestly, that 
negleche is beautiful but it brings out your overly huge thighs and 
doesn't match your foundation color."

AJ then walked in carrying about ten bags that were obviously Amanda's 
because they were all from "girly" stores. She ran over to him and 
threw her arms around his neck, kissing him passionately. I turned to 
the woman sitting next me and said, "Excuse me if I don't go to the 
corner and gag."

AJ pushed her back for a moment and asked her what her sudden want for 
passion was all about. She looked at him with a questioning look. "AJ, 
must you question my love for you." AJ looked back surprisingly. I just 
stood there, watching them embrace. I looked down at the ground and 
started to drift off into my own little fantasy.

AJ pushed her back again. "Amanda not here, not now. There are others 
around and it's disrespectful." Amanda stepped back, grasping onto his 
arm tightly not letting him go. AJ looked at me, but I don't notice; I 
was too lost in thought. "Excuse me? Sorry to disturb you, but I 
noticed you lookin' a little under the weather. Are you feeling all 
right?" AJ asked, waiting for Amanda to pay for her new belongings.

"Y-y-yeah." I stuttered. "Sorry, I musta been somewhere else. I was 
just thinking for a moment."

"Thinking what? Sorry, but it looked a bit serious? There I go 
interfering into other peoples private lives, when I try my best to 
hide my own."

"Well, I just go out of a terrible relationship. My boyfriend of two 
years broke my heart and well here I am devoting a day to myself. 
Lately I've just been in and out of moods. Amanda's lucky. If she only 
cared less about impressing you," I said, not even realizing that I 
practically gave my life story to AJ McLean of the Backstreet Boys. AJ 
looked at me intensely for a moment, his eyes staring directly into 
mine, not flinching or raising an eyelash. Time seemed to freeze, but 
it started up again when Amanda hollered for AJ.

"Here take this," AJ said, thrusting an envelope in my hands. "Open 
it." He then hurried off after his girlfriend.

I stood there for a moment and then looked down at the envelope in my 
hands. I opened it and inside was a ticket to that night's private 
concert by the Backstreet Boys. It was being held at an auditorium 
downtown and tickets were extremely exclusive. Most people had either 
won them or been given them by the fan club. Was it worth going and 
running in to Amanda again? I continued my shopping and bought the lace 
see-through bra and a couple of other things and then headed out into 
the mall. I continued my shopping and in a short while I had completely 
forgotten that I had bumped into AJ and Amanda.

I finally got home, unpacked my bags, and prepared to dress up for the 
concert that I was invited to hours before. I curled my hair, giving 
myself a massive make over. I didn't look like my usual self. How would 
AJ recognize me from earlier? He had a girlfriend so it made no 
difference. That and I had just gotten out of a relationship, although 
AJ and I sipping tequilas had a nice ring to it.

I left my house an hour and a half before the concert and got lost a 
couple of times, but destiny led me there. I walked up to the door and 
handed the usher my ticket. He led me to my seat, which was in the 
front row! "Are you sure this is right, sir?"

"Yes ma'am why? Are you implying you'd rather sit somewhere else," he 
said.

"No, no it's just, I'm sitting in the front? Things like this don't 
happen to me."

"What, sitting front row to see Backstreet? How did you get the ticket? 
You seem kinda shocked that you're sitting in the front? I mean that's 
what your ticket says. Didn't cha read it beforehand?"

"No, I didn't read it. An angel gave it to me," I said smiling. The 
usher left and I waited patiently for the show to begin. I happened to 
see Amanda standing near the stage, but fortunately for me, she didn't 
recognize me.

"Ladies, we would like to introduce to you the boys from Orlando, the 
boys with the #1 selling album, breaking records in 99'. For one night 
only, we bring you the Backstreet Boys!" the announcer said. The crowd 
went wild. Fans were screaming and jumping up and down. The boys came 
out performing "Larger than Life." Several songs later they started 
their solos. When AJ got up to do his solo, he looked right at me. I 
thought I was going to die. Then when they all finished their solos, 
they went into "I'll Never Break your Heart." I waved at AJ and he 
started walking over to me. He got down on one knee and took my hand, 
all the while singing. When Brian's part started, AJ leaned down, 
kissed me on the cheek and whispered in my ear, "Baby if I was your 
man, I'd never break your heart." He then held my hand to his chest and 
I could feel his heart beating. It was beating just as fast as mine 
was. He finally let go of my hand and headed back upstage to join the 
rest of the guys. His eyes never left mine. The boys ended the show 
with "Everybody." Everyone in the crowd was up and dancing the moves 
with the guys, including myself. When Nick sang his solo in the song, 
AJ noticed me dancing and grinned.

The boys ran off stage and I sat back in my chair. Everyone around me 
was getting up to leave or try and catch a glimpse of the guys. I just 
leaned back and closed my eyes. If I never saw AJ again, it would be 
okay with me. It didn't matter. At least someone cared for me enough to 
recognize my pain and had taken the opportunity to fill my emptiness 
with joy.

Around me, I heard the janitors saying that they would take care of the 
clean up in the morning and that it was close to midnight. I didn't 
hear anyone else in the room. Suddenly, I felt someone put their hands 
on my shoulders and start massaging them. "I didn't think you'd still 
be here," said a smooth voice.

My heart began to pound. It was AJ. He was massaging my shoulders. He 
was behind me. I slowly opened my eyes, looking deep into his chocolate 
colored eyes and said, "How could I leave? I've never been this happy 
before."

He stopped what he was doing and climbed over the chair beside me. He 
squatted down so he was face to face with me. I was alone with AJ! All 
of a sudden the lights go out and I jumped into his arms. "Hey, it's 
okay. It must be midnight. They're shutting off the lights." He then 
lifted me up and put me on the stage. He climbed up on stage himself 
and said, "Don't go anywhere, I'll be right back." He then ran off 
stage. I sat there with my legs crossed in front of me wondering what 
he could have been doing. He came back on stage a few minutes later 
carrying a couple of lit candles. He was dressed in a terrycloth robe. 
The song, "Girl U For Me" by Silk was playing in the background. "Hi, 
my name's Alex. Remember that name. You'll be screaming it later. I'll 
be your appetizer, main course and desert for the night." He set the 
candles down on the stage, giving us a little light to see by. He then 
got down on his hands and knees in front of me and presented me with a 
rose. "You know what? I don't even know your name," he said to me.

"Does it matter?"

"So you're saying this is a one night type of thing?"

"Yeah, well, you kinda have a girlfriend, remember."

"I don't see her here."

"So take it off."

"What is about you women! You always want me to take it off for you. 
Can't you do anything on your own?" AJ said, getting up off the floor.

"Well, come're then," I said in my most seductive voice.

"Nah uh. You gotta catch me first."

I started to walk towards him and he started backing away. The next 
thing I knew I was chasing him around the darkened stage. Somehow he 
got behind me and managed to get a hold of my wrist. He pulled me into 
his arms and kissed me. I slid my hands inside his robe and forcefully 
pulled it off of him. "Hey, what was that for?"

"You said I should do stuff on my own."

"Well, let's make this a little more equal." AJ grabbed my blouse and 
ripped it open. Buttons flew everywhere. He then reached down and undid 
my slacks and slid them off of me. We were standing there in soft 
candlelight in nothing more than our underclothes. AJ saw the see-
through bra I had on, the one I had just bought earlier that day and 
said to me, "Is that what you were trying on in Victoria's Secret?"

"Yeah, and I didn't wear it for you."

"Yeah, right," he said pushing me away from him. I fell backwards and 
landed on my back hitting my head on the hard stage flooring. "Oh my 
God, are you okay?" he said, getting down on the floor on top of me.

I lay there with my eyes closed, wallowing in pain. "You're gonna pay 
for that," I said. I lifted my head and then flung my body to the left, 
rolling AJ over and me landing on top of him.

"So what are you gonna do to me?"

"Make you want me so bad you'll be begging me for more." I leaned my 
head down and started kissing his neck. I snaked my tongue down his 
clean-cut chest. He arched his back and pulled my chin up to his mouth. 
He started kissing me, slipping his tongue in my mouth. He moved his 
mouth over to my ears and down my neck. "So I hear you sleep naked," I 
said tilting my head back.

"Yep," he said into my neck. He placed one hand behind my head and the 
other on my back. I was straddling his hips pulling back from his lips 
ever so slowly. I finally got away from his succulent kisses and stood 
up. "Hey, where ya going?" he said, sitting up.

"Nowhere." I reached behind me and undid the clasp on my bra. I then 
very slowly slid it off my shoulders.

"Oh girl, you are seriously turning me on." AJ got on his knees and 
came over to me, wrapping his arms around my waist. He started kissing 
my belly and slid his hands into the waistband of my silk panties. He 
very quickly slid them off of me. He ran his hands down my hips. "Girl 
I want you so badly."

"Well, you can't have me."

"What do you mean I can't have you? I'm going to have you, and I'm 
going to have you right now." He pulled me down to the ground and 
pushed my legs apart. "I told you I was going to have you." He put his 
index finger of his left hand inside me. After a couple of thrusts, he 
put both his index finger and middle finger inside of me. I squealed. 
There was pain shooting through my body. "Oh, look at you. You're so 
small and tight. I cannot wait to get inside of you." He slid his 
fingers out of me and stood up to take off his boxers. As soon as he 
stood up, I moved away from him. He was beginning to scare me. He bent 
down and grabbed my ankle. "Uh uh. You aren't leaving." He stood up 
again and again I moved away from him. This time he managed to get his 
boxers off and then grab me. He climbed on top of me and pinned my 
shoulders down. "You know you want me."

"Yeah, but not like this," I said to him.

He leaned down and kissed me. "Then what way would you wanna do this?"

"How 'bout slow and easy? Gentle."

"Oh, come on. You're not one of those type of girls are you?"

"What type of girls?"

"The type like Amanda. The type that want it to be perfect. Nice, easy, 
boring."

"No, of course not."

"Then quit acting like it." He pushed my legs apart and once again slid 
his fingers inside of me.

"But Alex, I want it to be good. How can it be good if you are roughing 
me up?"

"Easily." He grabbed my hand and placed it around his hardened 
erection. "Feel that?" he asked. I nodded slightly. "That's what's 
going to make it good." He wrapped my fingers around it. "Tell me you 
don't want me."

"But I do."

"Then quit acting like a cry baby."

"How do you want me to act?"

"Like you've done this before."

"I have. There's just something you should know."

"What?"

"You know my ex right?"

"The one who broke your heart after two years?"

"That's the one. Well, he, um..."

"He what?"

"He abused me, sexually." This got AJ's attention and he pulled away 
from me.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean he abused me. He would constantly rape me. Sometimes he'd have 
his friends over. It was horrible. I thought I'd never want to have sex 
again. But then I saw you." AJ raised an eyebrow at me. "You erased the 
fear I had in my heart. You made me feel special and you made me feel 
like I would never be hurt again. And then you go and get rough on me."

"I'm sorry. You just do things to me."

"I know. I did things to my ex too. But he never asked permission."

"Well then I'm asking. May I make love to you?"

"Since you asked so properly, yes." I laid my head back on the stage 
floor and pulled AJ's lips towards mine. We started kissing and soon 
things became very heated. Before AJ came too close to me, he broke 
away long enough to dig through his robe. He pulled out a condom and 
put it on.

He crawled back over to me, positioning himself over me. "Now?" he 
asked. I nodded. Very slowly AJ inserted his bad self inside of me. It 
felt like something was ripping. The one thing I could say about my ex 
was that he was small. It almost always hurt but that was because I 
wasn't relaxed. Now, I was relaxed and it still hurt. AJ started with a 
slow rhythm of thrusts that was easy to follow. "Do you know how I got 
the nickname 'Bone'?" he asked me.

"Because you're skinny?" I said, tilting my head back and breathing 
through clenched teeth.

"That's one explanation." He accented the phrase with a really strong 
thrust forward. "Got any ideas now?"

"Uh huh..." I exhaled my breath through an open mouth. I moaned as AJ 
went for a second strong thrust. He felt so good inside of me.

"Shhhh..."

"Why?"

"Well, we can't be too loud. I think the guys are still around."

"But we've already made tons of noise."

"I know, but no screaming okay?"

I sighed. "Okay." He kept pounding into me and I started to feel my 
body temperature rise. I never wanted him to stop but I knew that soon 
we both would cross into that sweet sea of ecstasy. The sweat started 
to form on AJ's brow. He had worked so hard in the concert I was 
surprised he had any left to give. I was starting to perspire also, and 
AJ leaned down and kissed me tenderly. I tensed every muscle in my 
body. "Oh AJ," I moaned softly.

"What's my name?" he asked me.

"AJ," I whispered.

"What was that?"

"AJ," I said a little louder.

"I can't hear you."

"I thought you told me no screaming."

"Not unless I tell you to. So what's my name?"

"Alexander James," I called out. My voice echoed through the empty 
auditorium.

"Now hold on, baby, and don't let go." I wrapped my arms around his 
shoulders and hung on to him. I felt his muscles start to tense along 
with mine. I arched my back and started to let go of him. "Ah ah. Did I 
tell you to let go?" I tightened my grip on him as I felt him start to 
cum inside of me. "What do I call you?" he asked through clenched 
teeth.

"Baby is fine," I gasped out.

"Oh Baby, you feel so good," he whispered in my ear. We peaked together 
and both moaned at the sheer joy that was sent through our bodies. We 
locked gazes for a moment as we rode the wave together. When it was all 
over, AJ rested his head on my chest. "I just wanna do you all night," 
he said to me.

"I know." I pushed him off of me and got up. Around the darkened stage, 
I found my clothes. "I guess I won't be wearing this any time soon," I 
joked, holding up my blouse which was missing several buttons. I 
started putting on my clothes and suggested to AJ that he do the same. 
He didn't move.

"I like it that way," he said to me. I laughed at him and tossed his 
boxers in his direction.

"AJ..." we heard someone call. It sounded like Amanda.

AJ jumped to his feet. "Shit," he exclaimed, stepping into his boxers. 
"She's gonna kill me." I sat down on the edge of the stage, completely 
dressed. I just looked out into the rows of empty seats. I had never 
been so happy in my life. I picked up the rose that was beside me and 
sniffed it. I then jumped down from the stage. AJ had his robe on and 
leaned over to me. "Will I ever see you again?"

"Of course. Every time you close your eyes, I'll be there. Here, call 
me next time you're in town. Maybe we can get together." I handed him 
one of my business cards. "Now go tend to your girlfriend. This never 
happened." I smiled at him and turned to leave. As I was walking out of 
the auditorium, I passed Amanda. I smiled at her, but she didn't see 
me. She was too busy staring at the stage with the lit candles and AJ 
in a robe. Yeah, he was a pretty amazing sight like that. I smiled to 
myself as I walked out of the doors and headed to my car. Hopefully, 
she would never know.