It all stawted wong ago. Me old mommy tweated me wike a swave. Den, she kiwwed my daddy and said a dwagon ate him! She huwt and abused me. Den she abandoned me. I went ta dee whydin awphanage and gawt adawpted by a motha who i wuv vewy much.... but dat isn't whae it stopped. I lived wif my new mommy. One day, I got an IM fwom my old mommy. It said, "Do you want to die stupid? Your father sure didn't!" I was so scaewed! I didn't know what ta do. She attacked me! I told dee powice and dey twied ta get hew. Dey shot her and stuff, but she didn't die. So, my fwend stawted twyin to pwotect me, but I was huwt a wot. And den dis fwend of mine dat i wuvved weft me, and i wuvved him soooo much! And den me mommy say she give me thwee choices. 1. She kiwws me 2. I kiww mysewf 3. She huwts me and puts a spell on me making sure I always feew pain whae eva she huwt me, like she was huwting me all ova again. I didn't want to die, so I chose thwee. Now I have an X engwaved on my stomach by a daggew and i always feew wike I'm being cawved and stabbed there all ova again. The pain is alway there. It huwts so much. ::holds her stomach in pain:: Den, dee onwy fwend who undewstood me died. ::wipes a tear:: So basicawwy, evwyone I wuv ends up weaving me. I nawt shuwe I eva wan ta wuv anyone again! -Lavender Star