"Lost" By: StolenSpark



A little Pixie/Big Blue story set to a Sarah McLachlan song I like. I still don't own anything.


//By the shadows of the night I go

I move away from the crowded room

That sea of shallow faces masked in warm regret

They don't know how to feel

They don't know what is lost//

I don't have the slightest idea where we are.

Or what we're looking for.

Or what we'll do when we find it.

But my nightmares are returning.

Every night after our escape from the mines I had nightmares. Then I lost everything when the humans slaughtered them.

The nightmares returned before I joined Moo.

But ever since I met you they've stopped.

I wake up screaming.

You asked me what I saw that scared me so.

And in the end just I don't know.

And I don't know what I'm feeling when I look at you.

//Lost in the darkness of a land

(Where all the hope that's offered is)

Memories of being taken by the hand

(And we all led into the sun)

But I don't have a hold on what is real

(Though we can only try)

What is there to give or to believe?//

We don't have anywhere to go except to our deaths.

And in all honesty I don't know how to treat you.

Like my subordinate? You're not. I was happier when you were.

Cause then things made sense.

You were a baddie like me, thrown together in battle by our shared hatreds, not by our...

Goddess I'm going sappy.

I didn't have to realize that you'd risk your life for me, over and over.

I didn't have to see that I was first in your mind, and everything else was secondary.

And to be honest, loyalty like that scares me.

Are you my friend?

Do you love me?

Or maybe deep inside I'm just tired of being alone.

//I want it all to go away I want to be alone

Sympathy's wasted on my hollow shell

I feel there's nothing left to fight for

No reason for a cause

And I can't hear your voice and I can't feel you near//

I know better than to let myself be trusted.

I am a danger. I'm a fool.

I could very well lead you to your death tomorrow.

Moo is harsh with his foes. And those who try and protect them. And I've become one. If you try and protect me...

He's not an ordinary monster.

He's a million times more dangerous than you or Genki could imagine.

You don't know what power he possesses.

I don't either, but I suspect.

//Lost in the darkness of a land

(Where all the hope that's offered is)

Memories of being taken by the hand

(And we all led into the sun)

But I don't have a hold on what is real

(Though we can only try)

What is there to give or to believe//

And I still don't know what to make of you.

And I still don't know what we'll do tomorrow.

But I know I won't be alone.

"Master Pixie?"

"I'm fine." Apparently I'm still a horrible liar.

"No you're not, Master."

"You know you're important to me right?"

"Of course." He blushes slightly.

"Am I important to you?"

"Yes Master. Why would..." I cut him off with a quick gesture.

"Heh. Just don't do anything stupid because of it."